Svali The Suite 101 Articles Part 8, 36-40

These articles were published by Svali on a website called Suite 101 between Mar 2000 and at Oct 2002. Svali is an ex high level programmer in the Illuminati. At first she thought she was a US regional programmer until more memories from mind control surfaced and she found she was a high level Jesuit programmer.

The articles are available on the wayback archive but they are valuable so I reproduce them here. The best tradeoff of my time / article accessibility is to do them five at a time. It is easier for me to index them all properly at the end of the whole process, but for now I will just include links at the beginning and end of each post. There will be about 13 posts on this blog at about 3 per day, with 5 Svali posts in each.

Apparently the numbered links which are archive links of the original Suite 101 Svali articles do not work via the email for some reason, you have to go to my article itself and then click on the links.

[36] 2001 Apr 24 Reprogramming the Mind: a Book Review

[37] 2001 May 5 Mk ULTRA/Assassin Programming

[38] 2001 May 19 Overcoming Denial

[39] 2001 Jun 4 Magic Surgery and the Formation of the Inner World - Patrick Baird Clark

[40] 2001 Jun 16 How the Cult Programs People: Part Two

Reprogramming the Mind: a Book Review

**Trigger warning: explicit Christian content is discussed

When undoing the effects of a lifetime of abuse and traumatic programming, the survivor is faced with a daunting task. This task is the challenging of old beliefs that have been deeply held, core beliefs that were taught through set-up after set-up, thousands of experiences, and ground in with intense emotional and spiritual pain.

This task has two parts: challenge the old lies, and then begin to believe the truth. I call this process “Reprogramming the Mind”, although a better term would be “Believing the Truth, Instead of the Lies”, since the process I am describing has nothing to do with traumatic programming.

The people in abusive cults lie. From an infant’s first experiences in a generational cult group, they are taught a certain worldview, and one of the first tenets is: You deserve to be abused. The tiny infant, unaware of any reality, is too young to challenge this belief as the adults around him/her wound and cause torment, and tell the infant such doctrine as “You are ours now.”

When an adult tries to challenge these beliefs, they will run straight into the internal wall of pain and terror that placed these beliefs inside in the first place. Deciding to give up the lie can be a slow, difficult process, one that takes every resource that the survivor and their support system can provide. Horrific memories will intrude as programming is challenged, since the internal parts driving it will be afraid, and in therapy will share exactly WHY they are afraid (and they have good reason, based on their life experiences!)

The child believes that they deserve to be used sexually, another lie taught by painful experiences heaped with comments that reinforce this.

The child believes that they can never be loved or accepted outside of the circle of “family”, since they are told this. The outside world, sensing the trauma and pain in the person, often unwittingly reinforces this belief through its denial of the reality the survivor has faced, and the lack of knowledge of healing from trauma.

The child believes that they are shameful, and only valued if they “perform”, since the cult is one of the most brutally performance driven groups on the planet: failure is severely, traumatically punished, while performance is highly praised and esteemed. This will create a huge performance anxiety in every area of life.

I have dealt with all of these issues in my healing. I still do. And one of the best resources that I have found to slowly undo these lies, and to help me replace them with truth, has been a book by a Christian named Robert S. McGee, the founder of Rapha counseling (I have no affiliation with this group and receive nothing for endorsing his book). The book? The Search for Significance.

This book is one of the best resources for a survivor that I know of, since it addresses the problems that trauma creates in our lives, especially the roots of our anxiety towards God and others. It then gives scriptures that can help replace the messages of a lifetime with truth and healing. The message that God truly, deeply, and genuinely cares for His children, and that He loves us not based on performance, and without bringing up our past, since that was forgiven completely, is life changing.

This, along with my Bible, has been one of my main tools, along with therapy, in undoing the lies of a lifetime. I need to read over and over again that God loves me (so many of the lies by the cult told me He hated me); that He forgives me (I was told by the cult that I could never be forgiven, had committed “unpardonable sins”), that I can be loved without performance (so much of my self esteem was wrapped up in what a good job I did).

This book also addresses the issues that are ongoing for me once healing has begun: learning to relate to others in a healthy way (when five years ago, I cried out to my therapist, “What is that? I’ve never known it!”); learning to have a realistic self-image that isn’t as warped and distorted by the grainy, grimy mirror that the cult used on me (their hideous messages designed to break me down as a human being).

This is a process. Reading the book does not mean a “quick cure”. I have read it over and over the past eight years, and I am still learning. It does not replace therapy.

But it is so important, when combating lies, to have truth to replace it with, and this book provides that. I do believe that a deep level of healing from ritual abuse is possible, or I would not write these articles. I believe that with God’s help and deep prayer, it is possible, over time, to replace the lies of a lifetime with truth.

[36] 2001 Apr 24 Reprogramming the Mind: a Book Review https://web.archive.org/web/20020703042040/http://www.suite101.com/article.cfm/ritual_abuse/67142

Mk ULTRA/Assassin Programming

*Trigger warning: discusses cult abuse and programming; graphic detail**

In the next few months, I plan to write some articles on how more complex forms of programming are done by the Illuminati. This is the first in a series, and I hope it is helpful information.

Because it is impossible to discuss programming without some mention of how it is done, please be aware that if you are a survivor of this type of abuse, that reading this information could be triggering. Please protect yourself and do not read it unless you are with your therapist or are in a safe place.

One of the cruelest forms of training that a young child can undergo is the training to be an assassin, or to be able to cold bloodedly take the life of another human being on order. In the Illuminati group that I was in, almost all of the children and teens had to undergo this is part of their military training.

The results are heart rending. The child must dissociate heavily in order to deal with both the ordeal of the programming, and the impossible demands that it places on their psyche. A child can be taught and trained to do this, but they can never be taught to be comfortable with the guilt it causes.

The training often begins young. The two-year-old child is placed in a metal cage with electrodes attached, or is heavily shocked and tortured on a table or chair. After a long session, the child is released. They will feel numb, and can barely walk. They will be given a small animal, often a kitten or similar one, and told to wring its neck. The child will refuse. The child will then be placed back in the cage, or hooked back up to the electrodes, and shocked again as punishment. They are then taken out, and told to wring the young animal’s neck. The child will be crying, and afraid of more torture. Finally, shaking, they will do as they are ordered. Afterwards, they will often go into the corner and vomit, all the while being praised by their trainer for the “good job” that they have done. The child will have created a split that obeys the trainer, to avoid the horrendous pain of disobedience (the more important the programming, and the further from natural core values the child holds, the more severe the pain level used to create the programming).

This is the first step in a horrible series of steps. It is continued over the years, and the animals get larger. This is to desensitize the child to the concept of taking a life.

During military training, the older (aged 7 to 10) year old child will also be taught to use a gun, accurately. They learn to clean the weapon, to load it, unload it, and to fire at targets. They are heavily rewarded for accuracy, and berated and punished for mistakes. By age 12, most children are very accurate with a small pistol or rifle.

They are then taken to an enclosure, and taught to practice shooting animals that have been medicated to slow them down slightly. The child learns to aim for the head or heart. Targets are turned into realistic photo mockups of humans in target practice.

And during this time, the continued torture and abuse occurring, increasing anger levels. The child is told to “use their anger” to help them with their performance.

During virtual reality (VR) exercises, animal targets are replaced with human ones. The child is taught to hit the “bad guys” and to direct their rage at them. Accuracy in these exercises is rewarded and praised, and mistakes are punished.

The child is taught to obey a command code to initiate the “find and seek” sequence with a target, and then to implement the “terminate” sequence, which involves killing the target. Under drugs and hypnosis, a young teen will be convinced that this is real. One day, they are tested, and told (in VR, but they don’t realize this in the hypnotic state) to shoot their parent or sibling, who is simulated graphically in the VR program. They do.

At this point, the child is considered “reliable” on “command”. If they will shoot the person they love most on command, the programming is considered “engraved”, and only needs to be reinforced periodically from then on.

This sounds horrendous, but this is how assassin training was done in the group I was in. I underwent it, and had to do it to others. I so regret it now. It was a carefully planned, sequential step-by-step process. No one gives a teen a gun, and says, “Go kill someone” in these groups, because the child would balk and be unable to. They start at the preverbal stage, and teach each skill to overlap with the others.

They capitalize on the young child’s helplessness, and their rage at others to fuel the programming. Many of the techniques were based on the MK ULTRA research done by the CIA in the 1960’s and 1970’s. The Illuminati trainers were in close contact with Illuminists in Military Intelligence who worked on these projects, such as Col. Aquinos, Sidney Gottlieb, and Alan Dulles, among others. This knowledge of how to condition a subject was passed out among trainers in the different groups, and implemented, with modifications based on age.

The children in the Illuminati are expected to perform tasks such as this in steps, and move up to the next level when they can demonstrate proficiency. A military commander will ask a teen leader to kill someone in front of the others, with their bare hands, to demonstrate loyalty and obedience. The teen will be given higher status and awards for doing this quickly and well.

This type of programming can be undone, with time, therapy, and concerted effort, and especially prayer to resolve the horrendous traumas that it involves. No human being should ever be forced to do these things, or to undergo this form of training. It causes massive dissociation, and intense grieving when the person realizes that they have done these things. It has helped me to realize:

*I had no choice at the time. When I was a young child, those older than I forced me to. Alters created who learned to accept, or even enjoy this training, were created out of the need to dissociate and escape psychologically from this horrendous trauma, and those parts hold deep pain and wounding

*I can grieve before God, and give Him the pain and wounding of a lifetime of intense pain and guilt that these experiences caused, and know forgiveness

*I have choices now, and have chosen to walk away from this type of activity

*I can pray that others get out, and escape this type of horrible abuse

*I can express the anger and outrage that this intentional manipulation of me and others causes, to God, and find healing. The rage often fueled the abusiveness internally in the past, and as it decreases, the hold of the programming can also lessen

This type of programming is mind control at its most insidious, and healing is possible for it. It is a long, slow process, but worth working through.

[37] 2001 May 5 Mk ULTRA/Assassin Programming https://web.archive.org/web/20021108152448/http://www.suite101.com/article.cfm/ritual_abuse/68342

You know you’re making all of this up, it isn’t true. I certainly don’t remember any of the things you are telling me.” The speaker was my mother, two years ago, and she was telling me in no uncertain terms that she did not believe me. Her amnesia is intact and strong, protecting her. I had confronted her about the fact that she and I had spent a lifetime in the cult, and that I loved her and wanted her to get out. I had told her specific names of people we both knew in this phone call, the first time I had spoken with her in a year. “Mom, you’re dissociative, that’s why you don’t remember,” I told her. “No I’m not, nothing happened”, she maintained. I decided to blast at her denial a little. She knew that I had never studied or heard German consciously in the daytime, although she had spoken it to me at night since I was very young. She did not consciously know or understand it at all. “Then why can I speak German now that I’ve integrated with my back people?” I asked her, in German. “I’ve never studied it, you know that, or heard it. I studied Spanish and Latin for my languages in school.” There was a pause. “Maybe you’re psychic, and learned it telepathically,” she answered. My mother had to maintain her denial, even then, and come up with some explanation for the unexplainable. But how did she understand my question, which was in German, to her?

My son is integrating quickly now. He had almost 100 inside people when he first came to live with me two and a half years ago at the age of 10 (the Illuminati fragment their children heavily from infancy on), and now he has only about 15. Lately, he has told me the real David, the core child, has been coming out and experiencing life. I am thankful to God that he is young enough that he could heal, and try not to feel jealous that it has been easier and faster for him than for me. His therapist told me why it is easier for him the other day: ”Your son feels safe now, and he has not one, but two parents validating him and saying they believe him when he comes to them. This means he doesn’t have to spend a lifetime overcoming parental denial, and that’s one reason he is healing so fast.” I have never, ever told my son that he is making it up when he deals with memories. I pray with him, and ask God to heal the memories, and to bring security to my son, and to fill the painful areas with the knowledge of His love and mercy. I pray for blessing on both of my children. And God has been faithful to answer. My son no longer nightmares at night, has made good friends at school, is active in sports, has better grades than 2 years ago, and tells me he is happy (the last is the most important to me).

I believe that denial is a large barrier to healing. Often, when a survivor begins to recover memories, they will go to family members for validation, or to confront them. They are also frequently faced with invalidation, denial, or even verbal abuse from those same family members, who need to maintain their own denial to protect themselves from facing painful truths. “You’re crazy”, “You’re sick”, “You have a sick imagination,” “How can you make these things up,” “You need help”, and more cruel phrases are thrown at the person whose amnesia is beginning to break, from those who want them to maintain it. After all, if ONE person starts remembering, then OTHERS might, and the others in the family system might not be psychologically strong or healthy enough to remember. I think one of the saddest realities is that it takes more psychological integrity, honesty, and truth-seeking to remember something as painful as ritual abuse, yet the person who is remembering is told the opposite by family members unwilling to face their own pain.

The disapproval of family members is extremely painful, and is enough to cause some to doubt the reality of their own memories. “Maybe I am making this up, otherwise why don’t THEY remember?” the survivor thinks. Or, “I love my parents/siblings/cousins and I don’t want to hurt them. What if they’re right?” When memories are first recovered, they often come in flashes that last a second or two, are vague, and may seem unreal to the person remembering. Add the messages from others that is loud and clear: It is NOT okay to remember, and the survivor may shut down.

Denial may also come from within. It is a basic protective mechanism when a person is confronted with pain; how often do we CONSCIOUSLY deny our own faults (“It wasn’t my fault, I was having a bad day, and everyone was against me”) to protect our self image. The more painful the blow to the self concept (since people desperately want to maintain an image of themselves as “okay), the greater the need to deny.

If events that a person went through destroyed their ability to accept themselves as a worthwhile human being (and ritual abuse does this to the maximum), then they will need to deny that it occurred in order to function in daily life. This is one reason why once the denial is let go of, functionality may temporarily falter in the survivor, as they process the horrendous truths of a childhood filled with pain. It is also a reason why denial can serve a protective function, and should be let go of slowly, carefully, with the help and support of a competent therapist. Some protective denial in the early stages can be good, as long as the person does not recontact cult members, since it allows the memories to come forward slowly and in an amount that is easier to manage.

Denial may also be programmed in (denial programming). This is done from early childhood, when the child is taught methodically in a calculated manner to disbelieve what they are seeing in front of them, and to create alters who will deny, and punish severely if the person does not deny the ritual abuse. This may be linked to suicidal or flood programming as well.

I had an inside part who was known as “Forced Denial”, created when I was 2 ½ years old. Her only job was to ensure that I would deny that I had ever been abused, even when confronted with overwhelming evidence that it had happened (such as physical scars, court records that indicated abuse in early childhood, and validation from some family members.) I would go through a horrendous abreaction early in my healing process, after screaming, raging, and crying my eyes out from the pain, and then F.D. would come out and calmly announce, “Nothing happened, I am making this all up.” She believed she was protecting my life, since there was suicide programming that kicked in if she didn’t do her job, and well as violent protectors who would destroy her. She would be calm, but sweating heavily, as she denied, until the day she realized that her job was no longer needed, and that those who used to punish her (and me) no longer needed to act out.

Overcoming denial may mean overcoming a lifetime of training to deny, and the intense fear of punishment if the person doesn’t. Safety, no contact with cult members, and reasoning with these parts can all help the need to deny decrease.

Finally, denial may come from society. The survivor has it ground in from infancy by the cult that “No one will ever believe you, they will think you are crazy if you ever talk, and lock you up.” Our society today often looks the other way, or looks askance at the survivor. Groups such as the FMS were created to blitz the media with unfounded statements about memory retrieval, and to invalidate survivors who have the courage to speak out and say, “This is real, and it happens.” How many news stories are out there that make ritual abuse look as if it is a “modern hysteria” or attempt to denigrate therapists willing to work with and help survivors? I know that when I was in San Diego, leadership council was well aware of the power of the media, and the council had a saying, “Don’t attack your enemy, discredit him (in the media).” They found it much more effective, and reporters such as M. Sauer do an excellent job for them. I hope that he, and others that I knew in the group, will learn that they can get out.

The survivor who is able to overcome the denial of family, internal denial, and programmed denial, will still be met by blank looks, or worse, those who turn their backs on them, and say, “I don’t want to hear about this, “ or “I can’t hear about this.” Pastors will say this, social workers, CPS workers, and those whose comfort zone is crossed with the thought that ritual abuse really occurs. Those who tell the survivor, “I believe you”, at times may seem far and few between, and I applaud their willingness to look at realities which often make us feel uncomfortable. No one WANTS to think that human beings can do this to one another, or that such horrific abuse is possible.

I am here to say loud and clear that ritual abuse occurs. It is real. It is not made up. The people who disclose their abuse are not crazy, they are not liars, they are not looking for attention or sympathy. They are some of the most courageous, intelligent, and psychologically honest people that I have ever known in my life, and many are facing some of the most tremendous emotional pain possible by the grace of God, and surviving it. My one hope is that someday, soon, our society will wake up and come out of its own denial, and be willing to help take action on behalf of those that have survived, and are working desperately to escape the reach of the cult and those associated with it. May God bless each person who takes the steps to leave and to walk in the truth and freedom, and to fight against a great evil in our land (and around the world).

[38] 2001 May 19 Overcoming Denial https://web.archive.org/web/20031003103224/http://www.suite101.com/article.cfm/ritual_abuse/69562

Magic Surgery and the Formation of the Inner World

Trigger warning: Christian content

Here, I would like to introduce a guest author. I read this chapter that is offered free on her web site at http://www.hispresenceonline.org/index.p... and was very impressed with her compassion, her knowledge, and her willingness to share with others what she is learning. The author is Patricia Baird Clark, and she is a counselor who works with ritual abuse survivors. She is also a strong Christian, and much of what she has found out correlates exactly with things that I have found out internally on how things were done. My hope is that this chapter will be helpful to you as well. svali

Chapter 9

Magic Surgery and the Formation of the Inner World

by Patricia Baird Clark

In this chapter we will be addressing that which we can expect to encounter in a person who has been satanically ritually abused to a state of high complexity. These individuals will most likely have been born into a family practicing Satanism for generations with abuse beginning in the womb. Not all satanically ritually abused persons will have the structures and complexity we will be discussing here; however, we should expect to find these things in highly complex multiples and these individuals are not at all rare. Persons called to minister in satanic ritual abuse will encounter these individuals and will need a working knowledge of the things discussed in this chapter. Most, if not all, persons with this much complexity will be women; therefore, I will use the feminine gender throughout this chapter.

Satanic ritual abuse and the resulting formation of multiple personalities create an inner state of incredible complexity. The following concepts will seem bizarre or surreal to those of us who are learning about this for the first time; however, we must remember the extraordinary concepts outlined in this chapter represent these persons’ only perception of life and reality. Everything they say must be treated with respect and with serious concern no matter how illusory it may seem to us.

As stated previously the Old Testament Hebrew word for evil is ra’ from the root word ra’a meaning to spoil by breaking into pieces. Through many torturous rituals the soul is split into numerous parts which we call alters (alternate personalities.) Demons are summoned and placed inside to keep the parts separated and alone, inaccessible to the victim. Negative emotions and specific cult jobs are assigned to each alter. These alters work against the individual and for the cult keeping her totally under the cult’s control. This becomes a living death...a living hell.

The individual is forced by means of ceaseless abuse and demonic programming to form an inner world of darkness. The Hebrew word for darkness is cho-shek’ meaning figuratively misery, destruction, death, ignorance, sorrow and wickedness. The cultists’ aim is to imprison their victim in a web of misery, destruction and living death from which there is no escape. The person’s soul is shattered and each piece enmeshed in a maze of dungeons, prisons, booby traps, demons, etc. in their inner world.

The Inner World

The ritually abused are extremely wounded, broken and confused. Most of them don’t understand what has happened to them. All they know is they are hurting and need help. Our only understanding about what the cult does and why, we learn from these dear, hurting, confused people. It is difficult to piece together an accurate picture of their inner world, how it functions, and why it was created in the first place. By combining what I’ve heard and seen from the ritually abused with my knowledge of Scripture, I have formed my own theory to explain the dynamics with which we are dealing.

We know from Scripture that we have a spirit, a soul and a body. (1 Thes. 5:23 And the very God of peace sanctify you wholly; and I pray God your whole spirit and soul and body be preserved blameless unto the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ.) In Genesis 2:7 we are shown how we were created in our three parts. And the Lord God formed man of the dust of the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living soul. The breath of God became man’s spirit. When the breath of God came into contact with man’s body, a soul was formed. These three components are joined within us.

In Hebrews 4:12 we read that Jesus (Himself being the Word of God) does at some point separate the soul from the spirit. For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart. I believe that as long as our spirit is joined to our soul and body, we are not able to see into the spiritual realm. This is as God intended us to be since Satan and demons could appear as “angels of light” and deceive us. God wants us to be innocent concerning evil. Romans 16:19b says, I would have you wise unto that which is good, and simple concerning evil.

This concept of separation of soul and spirit is difficult to explain because there is a separation of soul and spirit which is done by Jesus which is good. As we mature in our Christian faith and die to our selfish motives we become aware of a separation of soul and spirit. This means that our good works which originate from our spirit are not tied to the carnal motives of our soul. This separation is not total because there is still a connection that keeps our spirit contained within our body. We do become more aware of the Holy Spirit and we have greater spiritual discernment but we remain somewhat connected. However, through satanic rituals there is a seemingly sudden and complete separation of soul and spirit which then enables a person to see and hear demons.

In 1 Cor. 15:44 we read, It is sown a natural body; it is raised a spiritual body. There is a natural body, and there is a spiritual body. We know from this that we have a natural body and a spiritual body. It is through the natural body that we contact the physical world around us. We are not aware of having a spiritual body until we die and discard the natural body. This is as God intended. Somehow through rituals the Satanists use demons to separate the spiritual body from the natural body. When the soul and spirit have been separated and the natural body is separated from the spiritual body, then a person is fully aware of and enters into an entirely different dimension. This is the dimension I am calling the inner world. This world is vast and just as real to the individual as the physical world is to us. We think of spirits as being wispy, vapor-like beings but those who are in this dimension tell me the demons have weight and substance.

The inner world is a world of demon spirits and alters and is accessed through the mind...more specifically through the imagination. Persons who get involved in Transcendental Meditation or seek spirit guides, for example, are using their imagination to contact the realm of evil spirits. God gave us an imagination. An imagination in itself is not an evil thing. We can use our imagination to envision a fabulous new invention which will be of great benefit to mankind. We can use our imagination to picture Jesus as he teaches his disciples and tells them to cast their nets down on the right side of the boat. An imagination can be used for good or it can be used for evil.

When ministering to the highly complex multiple there should come a time early in the sequence of memories where the person will become greatly distressed saying her right side seems to be separated from her left side. At this point a demon needs to be cast out. This will be helpful to the individual but will not deliver her from the spiritual dimension she experiences. This divided feeling may occur with a memory about the ceremony where the dividing was done. One woman described this ritual where the Satanists used the Hebrews 4:12 scripture in some twisted way while holding an actual sword over her and calling up demons to divide her.

Magic Surgery

Through magic surgery this spiritual world is furnished with various structures and objects. During magic surgery a child is hypnotized and/or drugged and told she is going to be operated on and a certain object is to be placed within her. The child knows what the object is and its purpose. The cultists cause the child to feel extreme pain in the area of the surgery, plenty of blood is spread around, the “incision” is made, the object “inserted”, the incision “sewed up” and a bandage applied. For the rest of this person’s life she believes this object is within her. Because of the spiritual dimension she is in, she is able to see and experience this object as though it were a real thing in our three dimensional world. The Satanists use it for purposes of control.

For example a child may be taken to Germany and shown a castle. She not only sees the outside of the castle but she is taken on a tour of the inside. She spends several days in the castle going through painful, terrifying rituals in many of the rooms. She is forced to memorize the castle’s entire layout. There will be a small replica of the castle much like an architectural model or a small doll house...something three dimensional which the child thoroughly learns. Once this has been memorized, she is subjected to magic surgery. A tiny replica of the castle is shown to the child and she is told that it is being placed inside. The castle is now “within” and has become a structure in the spiritual inner world. In this person’s inner world she can now walk through the rooms and this castle has become as real to her in the spiritual dimension as it had been in the physical world.

In subsequent rituals this person will dissociate many times and the alters formed will be assigned to live in various rooms. These rooms are guarded by demons and booby traps are placed in strategic places so there is no escape for the alters locked in the rooms. These castles have cold, dark dungeons filled with rats and snakes along with torture rooms complete with all the medieval torture devices seen in our Hollywood movies.

This becomes an enormous scheme for control. If alters don’t do exactly as told, they will be taken by demons to a torture chamber and tortured. This is extremely painful for the individual because the spiritual senses of her spiritual body are heightened. Spiritual senses are stronger than physical senses, I have been told. The pain even spreads to the physical body. When a Christian counselor has been willing to exchange his life for Christ’s there is tremendous authority given by the Lord over this whole scheme. Jesus knows how to protect the alters when they begin talking. He gives us power to lock up all the demons and He hides the alters where they cannot be found.

Through magic surgery the cultists have placed booby traps throughout the person’s inner world. Of course, these things are not actually inside but because the person believes they are there, demons can use them for control. Satanists anticipate the possibility that alters may begin talking to a counselor. To keep them silent in their rooms or to punish them for talking, the booby traps are in place to be triggered whenever any of the scheme is threatened. These booby traps can be anything a perverted, demon-filled mind can imagine. Think of any of the movies featuring Harrison Ford in the Indiana Jones series...these are the kinds of booby traps that can be in this inner world.

A very common booby trap device is a bomb. One particular afternoon I discovered that a woman who had just started having abuse memories had not had anything to drink that entire day. Upon inquiry the Lord revealed there was a bomb inside set to explode should she drink anything. She was absolutely terrified. I asked Him to remove it, which He did, and then she was able to drink two large glasses of water. In this inner world “what you believe is what you get.” Demons can simulate the detonation of a bomb complete with sound effects and pain. Many of these devices are planned to destroy the life or sanity of the individual who begins talking. This is just one example of why this kind of counseling can only be successfully done by a Christian who lets Jesus Christ do the work. If a secular counselor tried to remove this bomb, it would have “exploded” and the woman would have needed medication and possibly hospitalization.

One lady described to me what happened inside when well meaning church people tried to cast demons out of her. A bomb exploded and she felt as though shrapnel had been propelled into every part of her body. The shrapnel was actually powerful demons catapulted into her arms, legs, head...every part of her body...with the message to kill those trying to help her and then run outside and jump in front of traffic. She was aware of what was happening but totally out of control. Two men had been working with her but at that point two more people were required to hold her down.

Anything in the physical world can be placed into a person’s inner world through magic surgery. The following are some of the things commonly found in the inner world for purposes of control. These can only be removed as the Lord leads. Most of them are connected in some way to painful abuse memories and will be removed at the time of the memory; however, this is not always the case. It is important to let the Lord lead. It would not be good for a counselor to randomly try to look for these devices.

1. Computers - The computer will be used by demons and/or cult alters to control anything or anybody in the system.

2. Receivers, walkie-talkies, etc. - The person may actually hear a perpetrator’s voice giving her instructions. This is, of course, done by demons. If the perpetrator wants the person to come to a specific place at a certain time, he calls a demon to go activate the walkie-talkie and give the instructions to the individual. A demon has the ability to sound like and look like any human being.

3. Tape recorders - These may play demeaning, hurtful remarks said by other persons or they may play repeated instructions for certain behaviors, etc. These may be programmed to activate in any given circumstance. For example, if the person receives a compliment, a tape recorded voice says demeaning things to negate anything kind that was said. Again, this is demonic trickery.

4. Video tapes - Horrific scenes of human torture, etc. can be repeatedly projected into the person’s mind.

5. Alarm clocks - These can be set to sound off at different times during the night and also during the day to make sure the person never has restful sleep.

6. A furnace - This may be used to suck all the energy out of a person or suck alters into it for destruction. It may keep the person overheated. All of these are to keep the individual traumatized.

7. Mazes - Alters are often trapped behind mazes. Jesus is able to bring them out and destroy the maze.

These are only a few of the things that are commonly found in the inner world of the SRA. The possibilities are endless because anything in the physical world can be transferred into the inner world through trickery and magic surgery.

The Origin of Alters

For those persons born into families embroiled in generational Satanism the abuse begins in their mother’s womb. A fetus can be abused in many ways e.g. electric shock, needle jabs, bricks dropped on the mother’s belly, raping the mother, etc. We assume a fetal monitor is used to measure the baby’s heartbeat. When the heartbeat accelerates and then suddenly drops significantly, the baby has dissociated within the womb. The cultists try to get six, thirteen, or even eighteen splits in the womb since these are satanic numbers of power but they are not always successful in getting these desired numbers. Each split in the womb then becomes a “seed” which will be further split to populate a layer of personalities within the inner structure of the person’s psyche.

The Structure of the Inner World

The alters and furnishings of the inner world are not randomly placed. There is a basic structure into which each person or object is directed. This structure will have as many levels as there were splits in the womb. If a person split thirteen times in her mother’s womb then her inner structure will have 13 levels. There are some instances where the number of splits in utero where not as many as desired so immediately after birth the newborn baby was made to split once or twice adding to the number of levels.

These levels or layers should have a geometric shape which often is the same for each level. For example, if squares were used, each level may be a square. Others will have combinations of geometric figures such as squares combined with triangles or circles, for example. Each level is divided into sections or rooms where alters are assigned to live. Demon guards are stationed in strategic places on all the levels. Underneath all these layers will be a pit. Sometimes this pit will have as many levels as the basic structure itself.

The different levels are connected by staircases (often circular) which intersect the gates on each level. It is similar to a high-rise apartment building but the design may be more modernistic because the levels are not necessarily the same size and they may turn at different angles from one another. Often the levels are designed to rotate or spin.

This structure is “placed inside” the child at a very young age. A model of the structure is built and the child is required to thoroughly memorize it. She memorizes the structure including the location of demon guards on each level and the placement of the seed alter on each level. Then through magic surgery the structure is placed inside and the child is told it will grow with her. During this “surgery” the child believes that she has been cut from her throat down to her lower abdomen and this structure then fills the entire trunk of her body.

Each alter formed through splits in the womb is assigned to a particular level. This alter on each level becomes the seed which populates through splitting that particular level of the structure. The top level of the structure is called the presenting level. This is where alters that perform the tasks of daily living are housed. They are the ones who clean the house, go to work, take care of the children, communicate with the outside world, etc. These alters are often unaware of each other until it is revealed to them through counseling. They know nothing about the alters on lower levels or that lower levels even exist. Upper level alters were formed by the victim for the purpose of coping with the challenges of everyday life and are sometimes called the “home system.”

The presenting level will most likely have a small number of alters...perhaps as few as seven or eight. The area of this level will be the smallest of all levels. Progressing down through the structure we should expect to find increasingly larger and more densely populated levels. It is common for lower levels to have hundreds of alters. The lower the level the more committed to darkness the alters will probably be.

Cult alters living on the lower levels know all about the upper layers and are able to take control of the entire system. Those alters who are the most powerful and committed to darkness are on the lowest level. When lower level cult alters want to take over the body, they come up through the gates, give a password to each demon guarding the gates, and proceed to the top presenting level. The home system alters have no ability to resist the cult alters and are forced to do whatever they are told. Cult alters may take a home system alter down to a place of torture as punishment for talking or any other infringement. After a time of ministry it may be helpful to pray and ask the Lord to seal the gates so the lower level alters and demons cannot come up to the presenting level and cause trouble. This is not a formula...God has led me to do this with some persons but with others He has instructed me differently. We must be open to the Lord’s guidance.

Kinds of Alters

Alters can be anyone or anything according to the desires of the programmers or according to the needs of the person. Someone who has been abused to this complexity knows only one coping mechanism...dissociation. By this means the cult purposely creates alters for their evil designs and the survivor on her own creates alters for coping with life. Therefore some alters will be cult alters with specific cult designated jobs and some alters will be helpers with jobs assigned by the abused person. There will also be alters who do not fall into either category which we will discuss later.

Cult alters were formed by the cult through rituals and torture to carry out the purposes of the cult. They have various duties such as teaching, storing information, performing rituals, taking her out to rituals, calling demons to her, storing satanic power, blocking Christian counseling, managing programs, etc. In a highly complex multiple there will be numerous alters assigned to kill the survivor should she find effective Christian counseling that begins setting her free.

Cult alters are given an identity by the cult complete with their own assigned physical characteristics. The survivor may be middle aged and overweight but an alter living within the same body may believe she is a teenager with a svelte figure. Cult alters work against the well being of the individual even to the point of trying to kill her so it is often necessary to tell them they inhabit the same body. This they often vehemently deny even saying demeaning things about the person’s physical appearance and personality. At this point it is helpful to have them look into a mirror to prove to them they were deceived by the cult. It is common for them to proclaim that the mirror is a trick which they had been warned about. I tell them to stick out their tongue while looking in the mirror. This will often convince them they were deceived. Many of these will gladly relinquish their assignment of murder when they realize they would be committing suicide.

Satanists access the cult alters through the use of triggers such as code names, flashing lights, beeps, numbers, etc. Through abuse and programming the survivor actually becomes much like a human computer accessible to anyone who knows the program and the access codes. These alters can also be activated by other means. Some alters are activated by demons which the cult sends forth from their rituals. Other alters were formed and programmed years ago to become active on a certain date. For example, if the cult decided the person was to die at age 50, alters with the assignment to kill her would become active when she turned 50. Cult astrologers have known for eons when certain heavenly phenomena would occur. For example a full moon on the same day as a lunar eclipse occurring on Friday the 13th (which happened in March of 1998) was anticipated by the cults for many years. Certain alters may have been assigned to come forth on that day and take the person out to a ritual where these alters were to perform certain functions.

Each cult alter must be delivered of demons and converted to Jesus Christ. This is usually accomplished within fifteen to thirty minutes, more or less. Jesus gives them a new job and they become helpers working for the well being of the individual. Many of these cult alters have information which will be beneficial for reaching other alters. For example, a cult alter named Bobby attempted, in my presence, to kill the host person but after conversion was assigned by Jesus the job of telling me whenever booby traps were nearby. Bobby had been forced by the cult to memorize the location of every booby trap on the first seven levels of the person’s thirteen tiered inner structure. Now that he was on our side he became a valuable asset to the ministry.

Other cult alters know they live in the host’s body but still work against her. Some of these alters, which I call kamikaze alters, are so committed to darkness they will gladly sacrifice their own life to kill the survivor. Some of these will be won to Jesus Christ but others will not even though they see and hear Him. These Jesus removes.

A woman with highly complex MPD will have many male alters. They may appear early in the ministry or they may not manifest until several months of counseling have been completed but they will definitely be there.

It is common to meet an alter who believes she is a dog. She may not be able to speak but can only bark. Asking another alter who may be watching to speak for her is helpful. How, one may ask, does someone come to believe she is dog? Satanists like to make their victims feel inhuman. The less human they feel the more willing they will be to welcome the demons and adopt their behavior (demons can be very animalistic.)This kind of programming is very brutal. They make a child or teenager strip naked and put her in a pen with dogs for perhaps as long as a week. She is not allowed to display any human behavior during that entire week. She is forbidden to stand up on two feet, speak, sleep on a bed, drink or eat with her hands. She must crawl on her hands and knees and lap water and food from a dish as the dogs do. Male dogs repeatedly rape her.

Some alters may be kittens. I have found these alters to have been formed by the survivor in her attempts to cope with her abuse. One little girl alter told me she noticed that the kittens on her family’s farm were left alone. She reasoned that perhaps if she could become a kitten her abusers would leave her alone. Some of these alters will speak as well as meow but others will require someone else to speak for them. Once I was ministering to a kitten alter who would gently meow and rub her head against my shoulder. Then she would suddenly act like an angry cat hissing and clawing at her face. It took a minute before I realized she had demons that were also acting like a cat.

Some alters, due to abusive programming, may believe they are space aliens or robots. One woman remembered being subjected to a week of dog programming, followed by a week of alien programming, followed by another week of robot programming. By the end of those three weeks she had no idea what she was but she was sure she was not human.

One of the most memorable alters I’ve known was Rubber Man. He, as part of the home system, was created by the survivor to fulfill the incredible work demands forced on her by her wicked stepmother. Being made of rubber he could stretch his arms and legs to reach into unreachable places and accomplish seemingly impossible tasks. As he was sharing about himself he kept stretching out his arms and legs to show how he could reach things. He was particularly good at washing windows and cleaning out gutters. Rubber Man never talked...he only sang in a loud voice making everything rhyme. He liked to cheer her when she felt sad.

Many alters, especially baby and child alters, will have no particular job. They may be locked away in dark dungeons, pits, prisons, nurseries, etc. where they are frightened and miserable. These alters are often the “cast offs” formed as the person was subjected to increasing degrees of pain and terror during programming or rituals. In order to produce the desired cult alter, the Satanists will subject a person to excruciating horror and pain necessitating several dissociations, each subsequent alter being stronger and more committed to darkness than the previous one. For example if the person switches five times before the desired alter is formed, the first four alters are not wanted by the cult. These are then assigned a living death in some type of prison.

Sometimes an alter who is perceptively very little will manifest but won’t answer any questions. Chances are this is a preverbal alter. Ask if someone else can speak for her. Yesterday I met a preverbal alter in a 53-year-old woman. With her hair pulled down over her face, she peeked out at me while sucking her thumb and rubbing the top of her nose with her forefinger. She was obviously frightened but curious. When she wouldn’t answer any questions I asked if someone could speak for her. At that point I met 11-year-old Lisa who told me all about “Rini’s” abuse. Rini then returned and I asked Jesus to minister to her. As I had anticipated she was afraid of Jesus but as He often does, He sent a little lamb to her. I watched as she petted the lamb and giggled when he nuzzled against her neck. After a short time with the lamb, she looked up into Jesus’s face with total awe and then lifted her arms for Him to pick her up. She seemed to relax and rest her head upon His shoulder as He carried her away to a safe place.

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How the Cult Programs People: Part Two

Part Two

Training for jobs in the cult

The fourth category of training or programming is towards doing a job in the cult. Each person has a specific job(s) that they are given, from earliest childhood on in the Illuminati. Often, the child is tested at intervals during their early years for aptitude and ability. The parent's status, as well as the child's intelligence and dissociative ability, will also factor in to the final role. Jobs in the cult might include, but are not limited to:

cleaners (clean up after ceremonies, set up)

spiritual (lead meetings, high priest or priestess, or acolytes)

punishers (punish members who are out of line or make mistakes)

scholars (learn cult history, ancient languages, do readings and history set ups)

prostitutes

couriers

assassins

trainers

scientists (trained in behavioural sciences)

doctors, nurses, medical personell

military leader (for military exercises)

The list goes on and on. The Illuminati are a complex group, with interwoven roles. The amount of training the child will need for their adult role will often depend upon the complexity of the final job. Sometimes, jobs overlap, or a person will be cross-trained for several. A child raised with child pornography may as an adult be taught to run a video camera, for example. A nurse or doctor may also help as a trainer, or learn sciences. A person trained as a military leader in the group will frequently also have assassin training (MK-ULTRA) as well.

These jobs are taught using operant conditioning principles from early childhood on. The child is shown how the role is done by an adult or older teen, ie "modeling" the behaviour is done. The child will also see the jobs done in the course of being part of the group. After the behaviour is modeled, the child is told that they will be learning it. Clear directions on what is expected are given. The job is broken down into steps, and each step is put in sequentially. The child may be shocked, or tortured, to create a "blank state" or tabula erasa personality who will do anything asked of them. Then, the behaviour is elicited. If the child does well, they are praised and petted. If they do not, they are punished severely. The child learns it is much less painful to demonstrate the asked for behaviour. Afterwards, once the behaviour is shown, the trainer "bonds" with the child, praising them, telling them how valueable they are, and what a wonderful job they are doing for "family". The child is given the validation and caring that they so desperately crave, and a trauma bond is created. The personality state in the child will WANT to do well, it has bonded with the trainer or adult, and seeks approval again and again. This bond will last into adulthood, and often the personality states that seek approval will stay in a young state inside of an adult body. After the "job" is done, they will come out and still ask for approval at times. Another reward for the adult will be perceived moving up in status if they do well.

Spiritual Training

At its foundation, the Illuminati are an intensely spiritual group. They worship ancient deities including those of Babylon and Assyria (Baal and Ashtoth) and of Egypt (Ra, Horus, Isis, etc.). They believe that the spiritual is the root that feeds its many manifestations today. Because of this, all children will undergo some form of spiritual training, or programming. This is to ensure their bonding to the group as well as coerce or frighten them into fearing leaving.

Spiritual programming begins with the first ceremony that an infant is taken to, when they are dedicated to a deity, or even prenatally, when the fetus may be dedicated in utero to the "mother of heaven" or other deities. The young toddler's world will include seeing the adults around him/her going to ceremonies, and they will be forced to imitate the activities they see.

There may be blood baptisms, using animals. There will be many, many dedications and rites, including the passing on of familial spirits from mother or father or grandparent, to the young child. These can be intensely frightening experiences. I do not want to argue the existence of the demonic here, but I will say that the group certainly does believe it is real, and that the manisfestations seen at these rites go beyond that which can be explained scientifically or rationally. As a child, I believed intensely that the demonic was real, as did all of the adults around me.

There will be ceremonies in which the demonic is invoked, and manifestations of power, including channeling, foretelling, or psychic slaying of animals. Objects may be moved, or a tree felled, using psychic abilities/demonic help. Adults will be involved in power battles. "Reading" people will be done. And in all training/programming sessions, the demonic will be invoked to help the trainer, to guide them, or to give energy to the programming being done. Often, before important programming sessions, trainers will perform a ceremony asking for demonic aide.

The child will be told that the demonic has been placed within them, and that if they ever try to leave, or break the programming, the demonic will "kill them." The terrified child believes this. "Psychic surgery" may be done, where an "eye" is placed in the abdomen, and the child is told that the "eye" can see them wherever they go, and will tell them if the child tries to escape or questions the group. Implants may be placed, small thin metal rods, used to call up demonic forces. If the person tries to leave, or break programming, the implants are to cause intense pain or torment.

A child will be forced to participate in rites, including the mutilation or killing of animals or even an infant (although some of these are set ups, using a corpse, as mentioned in a previous article). Visits to sacred groves or holy areas may occur, where statues to the deities are garlanded with flowers and robed followers chant before a rite.

In some groups, the child will be turned against Christianity with purposeful programming. Since Christianity is the antithesis of the dark occult practices of the Illuminati, they often will want their members to be unable to reach out for the hope that it offers. Special sessions may include torturing a child. Often, the child will cry out for help, or to God. At that point, the programmer will tell the child, "God has abandoned you, He could never love you, that is why you are being hurt. If He was so powerful, He could stop this." They will even ask the child to ask God to stop it. The child will, and then the trainer will hurt the child more. This will create a deep sense of hopelessness and despair in the child. He or she will truly believe they have been abandoned by God, that He has a deaf ears to their call for help.

The child may be tortured or shocked when the name "Jesus" is said, to create a barrier to hearing His name. Hymns may be used in sessions, to create aversion.

Spiritual programming will cover a variety of areas. I have only briefly covered some here.

This has been an overview of some of the areas that the cult, specifically the Illuminati, program people in. It is by no means all-inclusive, and there will be many, many variations in specific techniques used. Also, I am sure that different groups use different methods. If a survivor has memories that are different from what I have described here, they should believe their own memories. I am only sharing what I do remember about the Illuminati, the specific group that I was associated with, in the Washington, DC and the San Diego, Ca. areas from 1957 until 1995. My hope is that this article will help those who work with survivors, or who wish to know more about how these groups operate, understand more about them. That it will increase compassion for the immense amount of suffering that a member of these groups undergoes and for the struggle, once they leave, to overcome years of conditioning from infancy on. It takes tremendous courage to leave such a group, to say "no" to the pull of all the person has known, to decide to question values that lay unquestioned for years. To look at the pain underlying the programming, and to grieve over the manipulations and betrayals that have occurred from infancy on.

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