Last year I posted Johnny Go Home Documentary [fb32530] which included the full documentary that was not available when I posted my Paedophilia around Piccadilly series 12 years ago, the links of which are at the end of this article. The documentary and the articles featured the serial paedophile Roger Gleaves, who preyed on young homeless boys and other vulnerable boys.

Bernie Gadd grew up in Gleaves’ area of London and visited the notorious Playland amusement arcade, the pick up area used by so many paedophiles. I had written several articles which were useful to Bernie and we became friends swapping information.

Bernie was also active in survivors groups and he desperately wanted to write his story to inspire other survivors to speak out and be strong. He did that, chapter by chapter, and I helped with some editing and published it on my blog in Jan 2017, A Journey of Fear – Bernie Gadd’s Story [166].

Sadly within a year Bernie, developed pancreatic cancer and died soon after.

Bernie had also recorded his story as autovoiced single episodes of 4 or 5 minutes. Back then I think the maximum allowed on you tube was ten minutes. How times have changed. Having posted the Johnny Go Home documentary, I thought that it would be a fitting tribute to Bernie to post his story again, this time with a pdf and an audio book, and someone has kindly collated all the audio episodes into one.

It is a good read or listen. Bernie writes in a light and easy style, from a wry angle, knowing he got dealt a bad hand, but never bemoaning his lot. He made the best of it and led by example in encouraging others to speak out. It is Bernie’s story.

Thanks also to the member of the Gleaves family who wrote and congratulated Bernie for doing “a brave and noble thing” in writing the book. They did not need to do that but it meant a great deal, thank you. Roger Gleaves family are also victims of a different kind.

Bernie, not only survived his Journey of Fear, but wrote about it and he succeeded in his efforts to “inspire other survivors to speak out and be strong as they did nothing wrong”.

Bernie it was an honour to know you and to help you tell your story.

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Part 1

Chapter 1 – Why?

I have no idea why they went, maybe we were naughty who knows? The fact is my parents did leave us and set about starting new families. I’ve often wondered why we were abandoned but to date the answers are still left open.

My older brother Tony was further farmed out to a children’s home and it wasn’t until I was 15 that I actually got to really meet him, my younger brother stayed with me and we went to live with nan and grandad. A no nonsense couple if ever there were one but I loved them. Funnily I called nan, mum for many years not actually knowing that she wasn’t my mum but this was the 1960s and things really were quite different back then.

I love my family and my early years were great. They really were. I had a wonderful childhood and never really thought anything was wrong in my family, until I found out that my mum was in fact my nan and I had other brothers and sisters.

I’m glad I found out and was able to have a relationship with them especially my sister Jill who has been a big part of my life and has turned into an amazing mum and grandmother. That is something none of us can say about our mother but I’m getting away from the point.

You see, unlike most stories of abuse I can’t say that I was abused. In fact I wouldn’t change my childhood in any way. I had wonderful uncles and aunties who looked after us as though we were little brothers and loved doing things with them on the occasions when they didn’t work, which wasn’t often.

I was the little skinny kid with the funny name so it was almost written that I would be bullied at school. Bullied I was on a daily basis, but if you get beat up enough you ain’t scared anymore. It just become a bit of a nuisance to be honest and you begin to toughen up a bit.

This never became more apparent than when I went to secondary school. It really was a scary place coming up from primary school with no friends. I must have had an arrow above my head, cos 5 minutes after I walked through the gates my dinner money was gone and I was humiliated once more. My cool school bag, brand new, was scattered all over the playground. I just wanted to curl up and die. Unfortunately it was something I would have to endure for ages because I was weak and couldn’t fight back.

But my life was about to change in such a big way, cos I had a friend who was watching me and he was going to save me and change me, unfortunately not the way I was hoping for.
Welcome to my life Bobby.

Chapter 2 – Innocence Destroyed

Getting slapped (beat up, in them days) was something I got used to at Henry Thornton Secondary School. So much so, I started bunking school to escape it. I got quite good at it in fact and travelled all over the place. I bought a “red rover” and the world was mine.
I loved the West End, especially because of the big shops and amusements and there were loads of them.

It was while I was on one of these escapades that I discovered Playland in Piccadilly – an 11 year olds dream. There was so much to do for a young boy to do there. I came here alot playing slots sometimes, meeting kids like myself who would show me how to make money. (You’d be surprised how easily a lost 11 year old can make money asking for the fare to get home). It was a place I was to remember years later and reminisce about how lucky I was to have good memories but I’ll come back to that later.

Of course there were consequences for bunking school in them days and it was usually quite painful too. My year head, Mr Spinks, must have thought I was part of his day, as he saw me on a daily basis sometimes and I always remember his words to me – “hand out Gadd”. Whack whack, 2 on each hand with the cane, standard punishment for bunking school. Like getting slapped you got used to it (bloody hurt though).

Needless to say I always ended up back at school until it got too much again. I hated the thought of the cane but rules are rules. Unfortunately Mr Spinks added his own colourful definition to the mix. On one occasion he lost the plot entirely and slapped me across the face repeatedly. I was spinning and almost collapse. I was so dizzy.

He seemed to take it personally that I never went to school. On another occasion he made me bend over the desk and I knew what was coming. 6 of the best we jokingly called it (but my god it hurt). As I tensed my cheeks ready for the inevitable pain I was ripped back into the real world by the most incredible pain I’d ever felt in my short life.

Instead of feeling the cane on my prepared backside, the bastard brought it down on the backs of my legs not once or twice but I got the whole half dozen. I was crying my eyes out it hurt so much and he was so angry as well. I remember him trying to justify his actions, saying I was bad and had brought it on myself and he hoped he wouldn’t have to see me in his office again.

Needless to say I couldn’t sit down all day. Nan went ballistic, and trust me she was fair but strict in many ways. When she saw my legs she wanted to go straight up there and sort it but calmed down enough to leave it till the morning. I had 12 welts, some open on my legs and they took weeks to go down.

It was after one of my many liaisons with Mr Spinks that something happened that would change my entire life and shape me into the person I have become today. Having left the office after a particularly painful disciplinary, I had to go to the library. Needless to say I was getting jip off the kids in school as I’d just had the cane and my hands were stinging a bit.

My memory of the moment is somewhat vague but I was walking past the library door when someone pushed me and I went flying. It was a good push and I ended up unceremoniously on the floor with two lads stood over me. I, of course, was used to this and normally it would have ended there and nothing but laughter would have been heard.

Not this time. All of a sudden I felt an immense pain in my ribs, so immediately took the foetal position (a favourite of the bullied). As I waited for the next kick I was surprised to realise, albeit pleasantly, that it never arrived. Looking up I saw a big boy grabbing this lad who I guess had kicked me. I heard the words “say sorry now”. I was gobsmacked cos nobody saved me from a slap, not ever.

This huge hand helped me up and I recognised him straight away as Bobby who lived around the corner from me. Although not a mate, I had seen him about. He was a proper jack the lad, smart and a bit of a tough nut. He said to meet him at the gate and he’d walk me home that night.

At 4.15 he was as good as his word and was waiting outside, fag in mouth, looking cool. With hindsight I probably shouldn’t have met him, but my life had now changed and there was no coming back from it. I’d sealed my fate that day, I’d never be bullied again but something more sinister was about to happen to me that I was powerless to stop.

Chapter 3 – An Unnatural Lesson

We live and learn. It’s a saying I learnt early on in life and in fairness has proved to be very true. Of course we all have choices in life but sometimes those choices are made for us and I’m no different to anyone else.

Of course I was happy that I had a new mate who protected me from my aggressors. Who wouldn’t be? He was 15 I was 11. He was tough I wasn’t. Things were gonna be different now. Bobby was tough, he looked it and people left him alone. More than that he had charisma, if he wanted anything he got it. He always had money which is something I never had. My pocket money amounted to 10p every Saturday which equated to a mixture of 40 black jacks, fruit sales and mojos.

I’d known Bobby as my friend about 2 days when he asked, (no told), me to go to the shop and get him twenty No 6, which were fags. I remember feeling tough asking Ernie in the shop for them. He asked me who they were for and I said my uncle. He passed them to me, I felt empowered handing them to Bobby and even better when he gave 10p for going. I’d already doubled my pocket money for the week.

Things were great – sweets, fags and money definitely something I wasn’t used to. I trusted Bobby, he was my friend and he always gave me stuff. It got to the stage were I wanted to be around him all the time and lied to get out of the house so I could be with him.

It was while I was at school that it was more noticeable though, because suddenly I wasn’t being beat up anymore, as if by magic it had stopped. I found out very quickly that there’s no such thing as a free lunch and I learned that no matter how much you trust people they aint always what they seem. But what happened next I could never have anticipated.

It was breaktime at school and I went to the library to meet Bobby and as usual he was there. The guy was a legend and just did what he wanted. He beckoned me over to sit with him and we just chilled. Suddenly he turned to me and said “Do you wanna play a game?” Well of course, why not, couldn’t harm could it? “Yeah go on then” I said.

“Truth or dare” he said. Ok I thought. What harm can there be with that, so said ok to it. He explained the rules to me but said that if I chose dare I would have to see it through to the end. Although I was nervous I was also excited. Well we played it for a while and I chose truth but ended telling him whatever he asked, and the questions were becoming too hard for me to answer.

Things like – did I touch myself etc, very embarrassing to an 11 year old. He said one last round and we would bunk off for the afternoon. “Truth or dare” he said smiling. I didn’t like the questions anymore so I said dare. This was a decision I was to regret for the next 40 years.

He told me to follow him and we left school through the back gate. He took me to an abandoned building just behind school and he forced me to do things to him that I still remember even now. Disgusting things that I had never even thought of.

I was scared and wanted to go home and see nan. I’d never needed to see her so much, After a short while he had finished and without saying a word he gave me a pound note. I just stared at it cos I’d never had a quid before.

I arrived home and went straight to my room and laid on my bed. I didn’t want to go down the stairs again. I was confused cos I knew what had happened was wrong but he told me that if I said anything he’d hurt my family and I believed him.

This happened again on two occasions, once in his house and again in a concrete climbing area known locally to us as “the boxes”. This structure was completely solid and out of site of prying eyes, standing proudly next to Bedford House where hundreds of people lived totally unaware of my predicament.

In all he abused me three times and although he had other chances he never tried again, which was a relief to me. I must say at this point that apart from the initial threat to hurt my family he never did hurt me and for that alone I am thankful.

On one occasion he took me to a big house on Clapham Common. He seemed to gain access quite easily. I was half expecting him to do something but luckily he didn’t show an interest again. I was glad it was over or at least I hoped it was. I know I should have stayed away from him or told someone, but I was 11 and he had power over me.

One day he took me to what I thought was his mates house. I was allowed in there as I pleased, but just down stairs while Bobby was with him. He was a big bloke, quite scary looking I thought, but he wasn’t nasty. He wore some kind of uniform but I’ll be honest I couldn’t really place it then.

I knew where it was because I had friends in the next street so was always playing around there anyway. I had some great times around there, it was a terraced street. All houses with an off licence and a chemist at the end. I knew the off licence cos I had to get stuff for my grandad from there regularly. The address was Branksome Road, Brixton SW2 and I had been introduced to Roger Gleaves.

Chapter 4 – Journey of Fear

It was a Sunday as I remember, not particularly outstanding which is where the confusion is, but I definitely wasn’t at school so it could been a Saturday as well. I was meeting Bobby that day and he told me to meet him at the boxes. I turned up and there he was waiting for me, we really wasn’t there very long before he motioned me to go with him.

We crossed the bridge at Bedford House and headed to Morris House. I did notice that he didn’t talk much just kept positioning me with his hand as you would a small child, although I guess I wasn’t a great deal more than that at the time. I was heading towards his house but again he guided me to turn down by Morris House which was just yards from my actual house.

Indeed I did look as we passed my street to see if nan was out on the front in her housecoat and slippers which she pretty much lived in. Of course she wasn’t there and as we reached the corner of Morris House he directed me behind the sheds which I thought strange but I went along anyway.

Bobby seemed to lag behind a little as we walked down the alley between the sheds and as I got to the corner my world went black. Everything moved very quickly and quietly. I protested in some way, although after all these years I cannot remember what I did say.

I was picked up and carried. My skinny frame no match for the strong arms that were carrying me. I was placed in some form of vehicle and made to lay down. The floor was very cold but hard and I’m guessing it was a van I was in at that moment.

Fear is a funny thing and can make us behave in strange ways and I was no different. I actually thought I knew what it was like to be scared, but I’d just encountered a whole new level of it and actually knew what it’s like to be terrified.

The journey couldn’t have taken more than 2 or 3 minutes. My recollections are vague as I was battling the terror I was feeling inside, wondering why this was happening. The short journey ended almost as quickly as it had begun and I was manhandled out and almost immediately was climbing stairs. I was put in a bare room and the door was shut, a bolt snapped shut, a noise I was to hear countless times over the next 2 days.

My prison (as that’s exactly what it was) was bare, with just a mattress on the floor. The smell was musty like damp, but worse. The mattress was very smelly, a smell that’s stayed with me all these years. Sweat and filth. Horrible smells I had to get use to.

I could hear noises all the time. Doors opening and closing and stairs being climbed. It seemed very busy, but the one thing I remember more than anything else was the fear. I was in the room for an unknown amount of time. It could have been as short as 30 mins or as long as 2 hours. I have no idea but eventually I heard the bolt snap back and the door was pushed open. The sight of 3 figures stood there with Guy Fawkes masks on was something I’ll never forget for as long as I live.

The fear at the thought of what was happening to me was soon replaced by searing pain as I was held down and mercilessly violated in the worst way I could ever have imagined possible. Why was this happening? What was happening? Am I going to die? All these things went through my mind. I have no idea how long this onslaught lasted but I was battered and bruised.

I was shocked by the violence of the situation, almost numb with fear but my other senses were racing. Not even the screams or tears of a little boy frightened for his very life had any effect on these people. I think someone was laughing but again my recollections are vague now.

Afterwards I heard the bolt snap shut again and I just sobbed my heart out, praying it was all over. Alas it was not and I was brutalised on many more occasions, although I eventually switched off to the abuse that was happening to me and slipped into a happier place where I wasn’t hurt.

It’s strange but at the height of it I actually cannot remember what happened to me as I seemed to leave my body while it was going on. I’ve been asked if I was drugged, but I was 11 how would I know if I was or not? Drugs were not part of my life. I was a tree climbing young boy. I was a good boy, not particularly naughty.

My life was different now and I knew it. How could I ever speak of this? Would I ever get the chance to tell anyone about this? Would I ever leave this hell? Would the masks keep me here forever? These and others questions more sinister went through my mind and I really did think I would be murdered.

If only I’d told Nan or Uncle Tony I know this would not be happening now. Uncle Tony was a Marine. He’d kill these people and I’d be safe. But no, I was on my own and facing the terror on a daily basis sometimes 4 or 5 times in one night.

It ended almost as quickly as it started. The bolt snapped back and I steeled myself ready to block out the inevitable assault. Instead only one mask was standing there and they came straight to me, threw me into darkness again, and lifted me and carried me yet again. I felt a change in temperature and guessed I was in the open.

The roar of an engine told me I was in a car or van again. As before I was in there a short while when it stopped, and I was taken from there and carried a short way and forced to sit down. By this time I was absolutely petrified. I had no idea what was about to happen to me and I must have been there minutes before I dared to open my eyes. Of course I was expecting someone to be there but to my surprise I was on the steps by the sheds at Morris House alone and safe.

I ran the short distance to my house and banged on the door continuously, half expecting to be grabbed again, but my nan appeared at the door. My lovely Nan I was safe now I knew that and tears running down my face I walked in.

Of course it wasn’t that easy and after Nan’s initial anger at me for not being home for two days I was able to explain what had happened the first and last time for over 40 years, until I told my friend Sarah, without whom this would still be a dirty secret.

Nan didn’t say much but she gave a look that was angry yet distant and when I’d finished she gave me a massive Nan cuddle I now knew I was safe.

Chapter 5 – The Aftermath

Uncle Tony was a big man and the eldest of my Uncles. He’d been out searching for me as they all would have been. (I wonder if any of them walked past my prison unaware of what was happening to me).

As soon as he entered the house he was angry and went for me, for putting my family through the pain and worry of the past 2 days. My Nan stopped him in his tracks just by saying no leave it. I still don’t know what was said to this day. Who knew or didn’t know? I was told it would be sorted and I was never to talk of it again.

Of course that wasn’t the end of it, how could it be? I’d been violated in the most horrible way a person could be and I was hurt and humiliated into the bargain. I think I’d have killed myself if I’d had the guts but I didn’t.

Nan was brilliant. I can’t really say much else. She changed that day, even I could tell that. Of course there was much discussion about what had happened to me, but one thing that did change was that she always made sure where I was, and I had to let her know who I was with and what time I’d be in.

43 years has passed since I was raped and of course Nan’s been gone many years now but I still miss her very much. She raised me as her own and did her very best to make my life as happy as could be and I’ll miss her till the day I die.

I learnt to live with the atrocities I had been subjected to. Of course I never ever forgot and never really trusted many people again. I guess what happened to me probably affected me far more than I thought at the time, especially when it came to relationships. My 1st proper girlfriend for instance, didn’t come along until after my 18th birthday and when it came to intimacy I must confess that I had no idea what was expected of me.

I was never the same nice boy after that and had many run ins with the law. I never forgot what happened (how could you?). It was always there in my mind. I’ve relived and wished I could go back and stop it, but of course I can’t so I just got on with life and hardened up. I had to.

I know who my first abuser is. I know his name, where he lived and his school. He knew I wouldn’t talk back then. He took me to Gleaves and showed me off like a piece of meat, window shopping .

I know in many ways compared to people like Jason Swift and Martin Allen I was very lucky and those 2 boys have been a very big part of my recent life. Although they’re not here they’ve inspired me to research paedophiles from all walks of life.

Politicians of whom there are so many, or the clergy who in my opinion are the biggest abusers of all and it doesn’t matter what religion they belong to either. Rings were allowed to pop up at will, especially in London. It was the heart of the paedophile scene.

Playland amusement arcade near Piccadilly was a main hive of activity back in the 70s. Charles Hornby, Malcolm Raywood, Abraham Jacobs and of course Gleaves were at these places, giving the kids money to play machines and getting them food. The consequences were always extreme and how many of those kids disappeared? Never to be seen again, maybe we will never know.

I’m a grown man now and I’ve seen the devastating consequences of not only child abuse, but domestic abuse both physical and mental and the effects it has, not only on the victim but their children and their lives.

If a small child grows up from a young age witnessing or being a victim of abuse then they are going to see it as being normal, so should we be so shocked at how many paedophiles and abusers there are in the world?

You never forget your abuse and in lots of cases relive it. I live my life on the edge these days. I don’t know from one day to the next if I’m going to be a strong activist trying to support other survivors or a complete train wreck not leaving my sofa cos I’m a frightened child still.

On my good days I’m a warrior and I’ll travel the country to support my friends. Friends talk to me on the phone for hours at a time to give me some peace in my crazy mind. I am sure I’d be dead now if it wasn’t for some of them.

If I could give advice to anyone it would be this.

Firstly to victims of abuse, never keep this secret because you won’t forget what happened and sharing with someone you trust will make you feel a floodgate has opened.

Secondly this is for people who have been trusted with this information please believe what you are told as it has taken a lot for this person to confide in you. As hard as it may be to hear it, you could be this persons first and last chance to confide so you could be their lifeline.

Part 2

Chapter 6 – Gleaves a Modern Day Fagin

Imagine the dark days of old London town. Children picking pockets, stealing to survive. All the time someone is manipulating them, ensuring they do his bidding, making him rich and building his empire.

This was Fagin’s role in Oliver Twist. A weasel of a man who used and abused children by offering them a roof over their head. But that was Dickensian London, the law was lax, murder was rife on the streets and child abuse was commonplace. It couldn’t happen now with laws in place to protect children could it? Surely the likes of Fagin would never be allowed to exist again would he?

Forward to 20th century England and Roger Gleaves paedophile, conman, clergyman and self styled bishop. Meet the modern day Fagin.

Roger Charles Augustin Gleaves was born in 1933 in Leeds. He first came to the attention of the police whilst still in the army. He was arrested on his wedding day for buggery of a young lad. He was responsible for training and developing to become a soldier, but instead committed sexual acts on this child.

This saw him at Winchester assizes on a charge of buggering the young cadet who was a child of 14 years of age and his first conviction for sexual offences against children and young people. He was sentenced to 3 years in Maidstone prison, considerably less than the life sentence the poor boy was to be condemned to.

Gleaves had a fetish for uniforms and was regularly seen in his Bishop’s attire or Salvation Army uniforms. He used these to gain the trust of the young men he regularly picked up at Victoria coach station as well as Euston train station.

Gleaves well and truly took local councils to the cleaners with an estimated 20 hostels housing upwards of 60 homeless or runaways and being paid the equivalent of housing benefit for them (a very tidy income back in the 70’s I’m sure). It didn’t end there as he had numerous companies like Mephistopheles debt collection agency and GB security services who employed these unfortunates on slave wages if at all.

Mephistopheles was jointly run with James Shackleton, a very colourful character from Shepherds Bush who was also an undertaker and went by the title the Earl of Kensington. Whether legitimate or not I can’t say.

Shackleton has been arrested on 4 occasions for separate murders. the most notable being the murder of Jill Dando who was executed on her doorstep in Fulham. He was identified as a sweating man stood at a bus stop. the problem with his alibi is first that he says he was out looking for scrap wood to make coffins and second why was he waiting at a bus stop, when he was out in his own vehicle on the day?

Jill was about to whistle blow about what was going on within the BBC including the Jimmy Savile abuse scandal as well as other less prominent abuses. Jill Dando isn’t the first person to die after making it known about what she knew either. Bulic Forsythe, a senior housing officer had his head bashed in and his home burnt to the ground after letting it be known he was aware of abuse and corruption within Lambeth Council.

Others who have died suspiciously include Paula Yates, Michael Hutchence, Paula’s daughter Peaches Geldof as well as Mark Spreight and Rik Mayall, all of whom were aware of what was going on inside Broadcasting House.

Getting back to Roger Gleaves (it’s so easy to go off on a tangent when talking about him because of his links to other people and places). He set up a sect called the Old Catholic Church in the early 60s. He used this as a front to earn respectability and give credence to the numerous charities he set up in local communities in London, which did appear to be his stamping ground.

Several local councils in London were duped into giving the Bishop (his given title in the Old Catholic Church), large houses in run down areas where he could house runaways and homeless men. Local councils, the probation service and even social services sent young men to Gleave, seemingly unaware that they were going to be used, abused or both.

The very fact that no checks were done on him is in itself remarkable considering many of his charges were vulnerable and the responsibility of social services to take care of. Instead authorities sent most of them to be sexually abused and put to work as so called rent boys again making Roger Gleaves a vast amount of money.

As to whether making money or abusing boys was his main goal is difficult to ascertain as he had many buisness ventures with people such as Shackleton and a conman in the property field called Terence Ewing. Ewing at one point was a McKenzie Friend helping people in court who couldn’t afford to go down the usual solicitor route.

Of course his business association with convicted paedophile Gleaves and paedophile care home boss Keith Hammerton must have been of the utmost embarrassment to his bosses at McKenzie Friends, for whom the majority of work undertaken is custody work and children being the commodity they deal with most.

Children and young people have always been exploited for whatever reason, yet the modern day world has seen children become sexualised much younger than ever before. There are people ready to exploit them, from individuals to gangs. Paedophiles have a strange knack of finding each other and indulging in their vile activities.

Groups have sprouted up trying to change legislation to lower the age of consent to 3 years of age. One of the most sinister groups in living memory were a group known as the Paedophile Information Exchange or PIE. Grown adults with a sick and twisted attraction to children.

They were even supported by the National Council for Civil Liberties (NCCL), run by Henry Hodge (husband of Children’s Secretary and disgraced former leader of Islington Council Margaret Hodge). Fellow NCCL members of the time included Harriet Harman MP and husband Jack Dromey, another MP, along with Patricia Hewitt MP. All were leading lights within the Labour Party.

Sir Henry Hodge was a High Court judge who you’d have thought would have put a stop to this nonsense, but by their very acceptance of these vile animals, were they not in fact facilitating the grooming and abuse of our most vulnerable? At what level of society did it go to because reading the list of members belonging to this heinous group are Lords, MPs and one of the country’s foremost experts on children’s welfare, the head of the security services.

A name that does pop up at No. 39 on the PIE list is none other than Roger Charles Augustin Gleaves which shouldn’t be a surprise as he has links to almost every single paedophile ring in London and beyond.

From social workers to teachers, scout leaders to doctors, legal professionals and ice cream sellers the pederast is everywhere. They hunt down and find a victim, then they befriend them or their family and make them feel special. They take an interest in the lives of the family and everyday activities.

Whether there is a cure is anyone’s guess but for most sex offenders it seems to be the power they yield over their chosen victim is the main objective, the sexual act a mere desert in their beastly meal.

Chapter 7 – A Lifetime of Cover Ups

From Angel Road and Elm Guest House to Bryn Estyn to Nottingham’s allegations of abuse have been met with derision and denial. VIP’s always appear to be cleaner than fresh laundry. Why are they allowed to not only break the law but are protected into the bargain?

Leon Brittan for instance, is alleged to have abused children on many occasions but was never formally arrested for any crimes and he’s not the only one. Lord Janner yet another high ranking official who seemed to be saved by death. It does appear that death is the only thing that saves VIP’s from facing the music.

What are the links between children’s homes and the VIP paedophile rings operating around them? Well first off you have the carers, the people charged with looking after these vulnerable children, people like Michael John Carroll from Angel Road children’s home in Lambeth. Having already being convicted of sex offences against children he was given the job of house warden and although it came to light that he was a paedophile.

He wasn’t dismissed as you would imagine, but allowed to carry on abusing young children in his charge untill finally being sacked, not for abusing kids, but for filling expenses. Who was protecting Carroll? We don’t know but he applied to adopt with Southwark council and was rightly knocked back once his conviction came to light. A senior labour dignitary rang Southwark and tried to pressure them into allowing him to adopt 2 children. Luckily Southwark stuck to there guns and were not intimidated and Carroll never got the boys.

Carroll was arrested and charged with 35 counts of abuse from 1966 up to 1986 and when he appeared at Liverpool Crown Court he was sentenced to 10 years imprisonment.
Another person sent to prison for child abuse was John Allen from Southvale Children’s home in Norwood (yet another Lambeth run home) and later of North Wales in a home called Bryn Alyn.

Unlike Carroll, Allen was acquitted because the judge felt he wouldn’t get a fair trial. Rumours were that Allen supplied children to VIP paedophiles including Sir Peter Morrison, an aide to Margaret Thatcher and also to the Dolphin Square complex in Pimlico. This is where children were allegedly raped and murdered during parties set up for MPs and dignitaries.

Lots of names have been associated with children’s homes, Dolphin Square and of course the Elm Guest House in Barnes in South West London. These include MPs like Leon Brittan, Cyril Smith, Lord Janner and even Edward Heath the former Prime Minister as well as Cliff Richard.

Also paedophiles were Intelligence Chief Sir Peter Hayman and the spy Anthony Blunt, but probably most shockingly are the rumours of Lord Mountbatten of Burma and his not so secret visit along with Ted Heath and Jimmy Savile to Kincora boys home in Belfast. It appears children were shipped all over the place, many being held in transit at other homes awaiting delivery to Elm Guest House and Dolphin Square.

None of the big names ever seem to get to court due to disappearing files or evidence, witnesses dying prior to court cases or accused dying before justice can be served. Rumours abound about the deviant Jimmy Savile who could go down as the most prolific serial paedophile of all time. There is even evidence to suggest a beating heart wasn’t a prerequisite for abuse from this foul excuse of a man.

Savile appears to have been involved in every aspect of abuse and has links to most of the biggest scandals including the BBC scandal, Kincora, as well as childrens hospitals, Broadmoor secure unit. He also has links to many showbiz personalities and politicians but maybe his links to royalty could be the reason why he went for so long without being prosecuted, seemingly invincible and immune to prosecution.

A very successful DJ and TV personality Savile was in great demand and seemed to be motivated by children and young people. His show Jim’ll Fix It, was a huge success and brought him into contact with children all the time allegedly taking advantage of alot of them on the process.

His charity work also brought him into contact with many vulnerable and sick children at Stoke Mandeville hospital where he had free rein to go where he wanted, regardless of the fact that the staff within the hospital were well aware of his abuse and often told the children to pretend to be asleep when Savile was around such was his reputation as a child abuser.

Against all advice from her peers Margaret Thatcher got her way and he got not only his OBE but was also Knighted for his charitable work, although there were probably more sinister reasons for receiving them.

He took a great many secrets to his grave but many more have become public knowledge after many victims have come forward with allegations of historical abuse in some cases going back 40+ years.

His brother Jonny Savile was investigated for an alleged sexual assault on a female patient while working at Tooting Bec mental hospital in South West London. He was dismissed from the job but an amazing coincidence seems to have popped it’s head up. The security company in charge at Tooting Bec at the time was none other than GB security company run by old fagin himself Roger Gleaves the notorious Bishop of Medway.

Of course there’s no proof they even knew each other but the fact they were from Leeds and working at the same institution, as well as living in very close proximity to each other would have warranted further investigation one would think. Alas no. Gleave’s immunity knew no bounds and again he disappeared into the woodwork and probably would have carried on with total protection and disregard if Yorkshire television had not been making a documentary about runaways heading to London. What they discovered was evil on a biblical scale.

Chapter 8 – A Fallen Kingdom

Billy (two tone) McPhee was murdered in 1975. He had been tortured and stabbed multiple times and suffered horrendously before he died. He was murdered because his killers wanted to know the whereabouts of a hostel worker (employed by Roger Gleaves).

His brutalised body was found in a lay by in Crawley in Sussex. The pathologist likened his murder to that of a gangland killing. It was alleged that not only did Gleaves order the murder of Billy but also was present and actively involved in Billy’s demise.

Homeless and alone in London Billy was easy pickings for Gleaves when he arrive penniless from Bannockburn in Scotland. During filming of a documentary called Johnny Go Home the crew became aware that something sinister was being played out before their eyes.

They continued to film what was transpiring and in turn being major players in the bringing down of the Gleaves empire and gathering evidence against Billy’s murderers. At the Old Bailey in London David Johnson, Phillip Holland and Michael Woodlands were sentenced to life imprisonment.

Gleaves himself received 4 years for sexual offences against children and actual bodily harm. He wasn’t charged with Billy’s death even though the wife of one of the accused gave evidence that Gleaves was in fact present during the attack on Billy, further proof maybe that Gleaves was beyond the law.

Because of the damning evidence gathered by the TV crew and the Metropolitan Police the Bishops empire started to crumble. All of his hostels were closed down and questions were asked about his relationship with Lambeth as well as other local councils in London.

How did Gleaves manage to hoodwink people? Was he protected by a higher power? Protecting the reputation of council members or higher ranking politicians?

As I have touched on before Gleaves used the Old Catholic Church to camouflage his criminal and evil activities. To gain some respectability in the community, he renovated a disused railway station waiting room at Crystal Palace in South East London into the church of St. Bonaventure which not surprisingly was next door to a scout hut.

Gleaves does seem to have a passion for railways and does seem to have a very strong relationships with British Rail as well as the British Railway police. The fact that he was able to wander around Euston Station with immunity picking up young boys on a regular basis would give weight to this assumption especially when you consider that CCTV was in operation in 1972 at Euston station.

Gleaves isn’t the only paedophile with fondness for the railway either. Russell Howard Tricker was a paedophile who was involved with the Bluebell Railway as well as a coach driver. He used his driving job to traffic kids from London to Amsterdam where the likes of Welsh witch Alan Williams and the infamous Warwick Spinks took them into their sex clubs to perform for other paedophiles as well as themselves.

Williams’s club was called Boys Club 21 which was at 21 Spruistraat, while Spinks’s was in residence at the Hay Palace at 44 Spruistraat just across the road. Both put on sex shows involving young boys.

Williams, Spinks and Tricker were known to be involved in child trafficking across Europe as far as Prague. Spinks has links to the Elm Guest House and snuff movies involving children. These are movies where people are actually murdered.

What Spinks is more infamous for though, are his visits to the child brothel at the Elm Guest House. Other alleged visitors include Leon Brittan MP, Cyril Smith MP, Cliff Richard, diplomat Peter Hayman, spy Anthony Blunt and Tory MP Sir Nicholas Fairbanks as well as other politicians from all parties some of which have been made public by the press.

Spinks was known as the pied piper of paedophiles. It’s alleged he told one police officer that he could arrange sex with boys in Prague, Amsterdam and Poland for as little as 10p. The sheer volume of children involved must have been immense to maintain the luxurious lifestyle he was accustomed to.

He arranged package tours for other paedophiles using gay magazine Spartacus to advertise his services to other paedophiles and used the services of Tricker to transport children across to the European union.

Others linked to child sexual abuse and trafficking to Amsterdam include John Rowe who was linked to Elm Guest House and Sir Charles Fairbairn MP for Cheltenham (now deceased) an advisor to Prime Minister Margaret Thatcher.

The iron lady herself is alleged to have covered up as many cases of child abuse even going against advice from her cabinet not to give Jimmy Savile his award on the honours list. Many members of her government were suspected of offences against children some of whom are sir Peter Morrison, Leon Brittan as well as paedophile diplomat Peter Hayman who it’s alleged had been abusing children since 1966 when he was a minister in the foreign office.

Many of the names mentioned were also members of the Paedophile Information Exchange which beggars the question how protected was the establishment and was there a second secret PIE list of VIP’s that had to be protected for reasons of national security?

Chapter 9 – It’s a Sin

Every religion from Judaism to Islam has been touched by the evil of paedophilia within it confines but the Roman Catholic Church and branches seem to appear more often than most. The Vatican has even apologised to victims and paid out unknown amounts to survivors of abuse both at churches as well as children’s homes and orphanages.

The Pope himself admitted that 2% of the priests within the church were in fact paedophiles and if you include facilitators it’s fair to say it could be much more. In 2004 the John Jay report tabulated 4,329 priests in the USA alone had allegations against them.

The Church has a shocking record when it comes to paedophile priests including Gerald Ridsdale, Ronald McKiernan and George Pell. Paedophilia within the Catholic Church has reached epidemic proportions and again there seems to be a belief that they are protected.

Yet again the name Roger Gleaves rears its extremely ugly head. The Bishop of Medway, his religious title was from different parts of obscure church orders, namely the old Catholic Church to which he was ordained in 1960 along with Geoffrey Paget King, the Archbishop of Walsingham.

In 1962 he changed to the Old Catholic Church (English rite) which was headed by the Archbishop of Veralim, Wilfred Barrington Evans. (Gleaves used the nickname Barry Evans years later to set up G.B security). He seemed to have a knack of finding fellow paedophiles within the church including John Harding, John Collins along with Harold Bralee. All priests convicted of sexually assaulting children.

Paget King and Barrington Evans joined together and pushed Gleaves out with Evans obtaining an injunction against Gleaves, but in 1966 he created the old Catholic Church of great Britain and was ordained as the Bishop of Medway and so the evil legend had been born. Along with Harold Bralee they transformed the disused Methodist Church in Rainham into St Joseph the Workman.

In 1971 Gleaves also founded the Western Orthodox Church aided by an American Archbishop Brown of Milwaukee. He set up many charities under the auspices of the Old Catholic Church which was the main centre for his activities. He was often seen in his Bishops regalia at places like Euston railway station and Victoria coach station .

He searching for runaways and homeless youngsters, taking them back to his hostels claiming £9 a week for each child or young adult claiming for as many as 54 people in one week a decent wage even by today’s standards but back then it was a fortune.

The regime within the hostels was one of fear and brutality with nowhere to hide if you crossed the Bishop or his heavies. Residents at the hostels were employed to run Gleaves security company, which operated at the likes of sporting events including a world heavyweight title fight, concerts, Tooting Bec Hospital and Thames Television. Gleaves must have had some contacts to be able to get these gigs without being checked out in the first place.

Slave labour was in fact the order of the day for Gleaves and brutality was rife if anybody defied the Bishop or his brutal regime and as was seen with the murder of Billy McPhee punishment knew no boundaries.

It came crashing down after Billy was murdered but what was his punishment for the years of fraud against the local councils and the bogus charity donations? The lifetime of harm and heartache he caused children and young adults and his role in the abduction and subsequent murder of Billy McPhee?

Life imprisonment? Made to repay the thousands of pounds he stole? No nothing at all, in fact to this day his accountability to Billy and his family remains at zero and there is no doubt that this paedophile priest was involved if not in complete control of what happened on that day.

Chapter 10 Damned if I Do, Damned if I Don’t

What to do? Easy question I guess but as most survivors will know it’s the hardest thing in the world to report it, as the questions you need to answer are not always answerable and sometime fear of consequences can dictate your next move.

In my case I left it up to my Nan to sort it and carried on with life as best I could, but it was always there and always came back to haunt me. Where they gonna come back for me? This thought was the most terrifyingly real thing to me because I don’t believe I’d have survived a second ordeal, I believe that if they hadn’t been wearing masks I wouldn’t be writing this now.

I’ve not recovered or forgotten what happened to me and I know I never will, my innocent childhood was not only taken from me it was destroyed in the most evil of ways and my trust of people has never really returned.

There’s only a handful of people in my life who I could say I trust and only because they did things above the call of duty and proved themselves to me. This is normal practice I believe for people who have suffered childhood trauma of this kind some seem to deal with the aftermath better than others but are still haunted by their ordeal.

I am in the process of trying to bring my abusers to court and as I write this the joint operation is in motion. The Police are travelling the country taking statements from the Isle of Wight to Nuneaton and Yorkshire trying to gather enough evidence so that I might get justice before its too late.

I want my day in court to face my abuser and to prove him to be the liar that he is and also to shame him for what he did to me. To let his family and everyone who knows him know what he did to me and probably others on numerous occasions.

How many of these others survived their ordeal at the time or became victims later on in life, maybe taking their own lives in the process? It is something that does enter your mind I promise you.

There have been many people who have endured and survived but what of the ones who didn’t? There have been many terrible stories that have become legend in our time and the poor parents and families who have had to live and die not knowing what really happened to their child.

I have met many people along the way who have become very important to me because of the help they’ve given me and also how there stories have moved me to want to highlight their stories and all those people from Jo and Birdie to my friend Kev whose brother just vanished off the face of the earth have been in part responsible for me telling my dark story.

So what does the future hold for survivors of child abuse? The cold hard truth is that as a nation the majority of people do not want to acknowledge what is a profoundly disturbing subject. As soon as the subject arises it causes unease and the subject is quickly changed.

The reality of it is that most people will be touched by abuse in some form whether personal or through knowledge of someone close. One day it will maybe be closer to home than anyone realises. With 1 in 4 children being sexually abused it is fair to say an awful lot of people will have been touched by it and it will have affected their lives.

As I’ve mentioned previously the long overdue child sexual inquiry has been focusing on historic child abuse, but has been beset with controversy since day one. Most recently the resignation of Justice Goddard resigning the chair for personal reasons, which do not appear to be very public at the time of writing, so as a consequence a 4th person has been installed to lead it and piece together the many complex issues which constitute the evil which has taken place over the years.

Whether justice will come on the huge scale that most people want is anyone’s guess but there have been small successes like the conviction of former chief constable Gordon Anglesea and what that means to survivors of the North Wales children’s home abuse. The previous botched inquiry was shut down by former Welsh Secretary and Tory leader William Hague. Hague himself has been linked to scandal within the government not least his alleged friendship and subsequent denial of Sir Peter Morrison’s vile misdemeanours.

But I digress yet again, as I have so often in my writings and as will the inquiry because there is no straight cut way in which incidents can be investigated without others being discovered and another alley being investigated.

The links between cases of abuse, perpetrators, officials, victims and survivors as well as institutions and local authorities is so far beyond coincidence that the whole saga has become almost laughable from a justice point of view. Throw into the mix the fact that suspects of paedophilia and protectors of these vile people are in a position to halt investigations and use the courts to silence witnesses and survivors with injunctions then you can see the huge almost impossible task which lies ahead.

Whether or not survivors get justice or not does not take away the pain and ongoing trauma that most survivors will face and in the long term more must be done to help them in the long term, so that they can come to term with the horror they have suffered. Until this is forthcoming many will not be able to come to terms and move on, and must rely on friends, families and support groups, many of whom have sprung up on social media in recent years and there are so many that offer anything from support to research and more direct action.

Chapter 11 – An Inspiration from Tragedy

I have been asked many times what my inspiration is to put pen to paper and although my intense hatred of the likes of Gleaves and Cooke etc. have indeed been instrumental it’s something more tragic and heartbreaking to me.

Martin Allen went missing on November 5th 1979. He was seen getting on the London underground at King’s Cross, in the company of a blonde man and has never been seen or heard of since. The case is still strong in many people’s memory and one of the most infamous child disappearances in modern history.

But but what happened on that day back in 1979? Rumours are numerous, but facts are very few. But for the tenacity of Martin’s brother Kevin, then I’m sure this case would have been swept under the carpet along with the many other missing child reports .

Kevin was also warned to shut up by the police when he made allegations of a top level cover up. Martin was a 15 year old school boy on his way to visit his brother at the time of his disappearance. His father Tom was the chauffeur at the Australian High Commission and lived in the grounds.

37 years have passed since that terrible day when Tom and Eileen Allen last saw their son.

Sadly both of them have passed away without ever knowing just what happened that day .
Of course there are many rumours as to what happened, from VIP paedophile rings to the Sidney Cooke gang. But the truth is that whatever did happen was swathed in secrecy, with very little witness testimony or sightings apart from him being seen in the company of a man with blonde hair who had his hand on Martins neck and allegedly telling Martin not to run.

The description of blonde man – White male 6 ft in height aged between 30 and 40 years of age and wearing a casual denim type jacket.

Surprisingly no CCTV footage is available with Martin, although British Rail police did have this available as was proven in the 1970s when Gleaves was wandering around Kings Cross and Euston picking up young boys .

There he is again and also Kings Cross Station. I must confess I have long held the belief that the Bishop was involved in Martin’s disappearance. With rumours of uniforms and Gleaves m.o operating at mainline stations it beggars belief why someone like him would not be questioned about Martin vanishing.

I pray that one day Martin’s disappearance is solved and Kevin and his family get some closure. Martin’s abduction (and I truly believe he was taken) is not the only case from this era. Vishal Mehotra, Daniel Handley and Jason Swift were also abducted and sadly later murdered by a paedophile gang.

Vishal was taken on the day of Prince Charles and Diana Spencer’s wedding and again just disappeared while heading home with his family in Putney in South West London in 1981. His partial remains were later found at a place called Rogate in Sussex 48 miles away.

Vishals father, Vishambar Mehotra like Kevin Allen accused the police of a cover up and just as in Martin’s case, nobody was brought to justice although rumours abound that both boys may have been taken to the Elm Guest House in Barnes, South West London. This is where a VIP paedophile ring is strongly alleged to have been operating and the police raided looking for evidence of crime against children.

Coincidentally Vishal, Daniel Handley and Jason Swift were all abducted and their remains were found in remote places, miles from their home. Is this coincidence or could the same person or people be responsible?

This was not the first time the brothel was visited by plod either. A young boy reported to passing officer that he had been abused there and when Police took the child to the address in Barnes Lane, he is alleged to have pointed out former Tory bigwig Leon Brittan as his assailant. No charges were ever brought against him. Indeed this does appear to be the norm when it comes to VIP rings or individuals.

Cyril Smith was an alleged regular visitor to the known gay brothel of Elm Guest House and was allegedly stopped outside where a vast quantity of child abuse material was found in his car. A simple phone call and he was on his way, as seemed to be the way most of the time back then. Who was protecting who then is anyone’s guess but whoever it was can only be someone with both political and judicial muscle.

It’s a well known fact that many alleged (and I do apologise for my continual use of this word) paedophiles within the Westminster VIP ring were people with judicial pedigree and high court experience so would no doubt have known each other and been in discussion, with client confidentiality no doubt.

Obviously if justice is served then there is going to be so much scandal and household names tarnished at the least, but be prepared to hear names of people that will not only shock but will rock the very pillars and foundations of our society.

Why so many Knights of the realm, (Sirs to us), and Lords are accused of heinous crimes against children is beyond my thinking, and most others I would guess.

The secret service must be aware of what’s going on especially as former official of military intelligence, SIR (ahem) Peter Hayman was himself convicted of crimes against children and sent to prison as well as being a member of the Paedophile Information Exchange.

Chapter 12 – No Smoke without Fire

Thank you for getting this far without throwing me away on a dusty shelf. I am not a well educated man, just a survivor of a horrific episode in anyone’s life who just wants to put the truth out there. To show the world the horror which exists in this hell we call home. I have as much as is humanly possible kept to publicly identifiable facts or public domain information.

I trust that I have made you all feel angry and disgusted by the filth that has invaded our country, but most of all I’d like to think I’ve opened your eyes to the horror that is normal in our society today and shows no sign of disappearing anytime soon.

Only your vigilance and love of your children will keep them from the horrors I have written about here.

I will say this before I end this horror story, and that is that every street in this country potentially has a paedophile living there, and they maybe the most amazing people you know. I wouldn’t expect you to be going out hunting them down.

The cold hard fact of the matter is they don’t all wear dirty old macs and look like perverts. They are in government and run councils as well as work in shops and tea rooms they uphold the law and treat our kids in hospital and teach them in school, they are everywhere in all societies and jobs.

So I have reached my end here, a long journey – My Journey of Fear.

Bernie Gadd

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Introduction

The previous post was Blue Butterflies Part 1 [fb32609] for those who wish to catch up, before they read this.

Juliette Bryant, survivor of Jeffrey Epstein trafficking, has for some time being trying to find more about the blue butterfly, which is associated with several Epstein survivors. In Blue Butterflies Part 1 I included her video and many blue butterfly examples. I again include Juliette’s video. It is followed by various explanations of blue butterflies from survivors and programmers.

Mar 2026 Juliette Bryant - Epstein and the Blue Butterfly Odysee [3]

Blue Butterfly Symbolism and Explanations

These are some of Cisco Wheeler’s explanations about butterflies from her book, They Know Not What They Do – An Illustrated Guide To Programming Mind Control By Cisco Wheeler With Fritz Springmeier [2]. Cisco made the collages to help with her own healing, and then later gave a short explanation to explain to others.

Cisco has a collage and a chapter specifically on Butterflies as well as other collages with blue butterflies in.

Cisco Wheeler Butterflies [5]

This is Cisco’s explanation of her collage on butterflies. She describes butterfly torture, painful and humiliating. She says that she had thousands of butterflies in her alter system. She specifically mentions that blue butterflies represent the monarch programme with small blue butterflies being tattooed on some victims.

Cisco also mentions that she has worn butterfly berets, with a mix of reasons as to why.

• As a multipurpose fascination of what has been programmed into them

• A silent call for help

• A silent expose of what has been done

This is important and shows there are multiple reasons why a survivor might show a butterfly symbol.

Another chapter from Cisco’s book with blue butterflies representing the monarch programme and the white rabbit as the master. She wonders how to recover?

Cisco Wheeler Chapter 10 China Lake and the Chimps [3]

Chapter 6

Cisco Wheeler Chapter 6 Light Bearers [4]

The butterfly programming is a part of the programme to dominate the world.

Chainless Slaves by Unwelcome Ozian Unwelcome Ozian Chainless Slaves [7]

This is a book by Unwelcome Ozian, who is I think the person behind the excellent website Deprogramwiki [12]. It says that their programming was split into a 13 x 13 grid, of which the x-y axis represent the butterfly wings.

B’s doubled or reflected represent the monarch butterfly, and trigger.

I have collected a couple of examples. The infamous reflected B is the old Balenciaga logo.

But then perhaps the most famous is ABBA.

Surely not? Maybe? These days I don’t rule anything out. But equally evidence needs to be accumulated. Any corroborating evidence? Drop any ideas or other BB logos in the comments.

Unwelcome Ozian continued…

• CODE BLUE –Subject’s body freezes in motion and can’t move until another code is given.

• Beta is often associated with aggressive impulses. Beta state will often hold cult protectors, internal warriors, and military systems. They may be colour coded blue.

• 147.85 Saturn: separation, sorrow, death Frequency associated with orbit of Saturn (Note=D) (Colour=Blue) (Tempo=69.3 * 138.6 BPM) (Effects=enhances concentration and the process of becoming conscious + shows very clearly karmic connections, brings structure and order – is considered to be a cosmic controller)

• 784hz and 880hz. 473 – Blue

• Blue : protective; may be linked to delta programming in some subject’s. These are they aggressive protectors in a system. Military programming may also go here, in some subject’s

• BLUE ALTERS. Clones, armies and the ribbons have blue coding. These alters will go so far as to hurt the body to protect it from leaking information or deprogramming

• DARK BLUE. Non hierarchy cult alters.

• LIGHT BLUE. Alters in charge of the way the system runs, such as the judges

• Alien Programming - Blue beams of light are used as a hypnotic induction for subjects who are given the cover story of being abducted by aliens. The subject during this experience seeks a god who is a great being to control them. This is used to program in the evil and good aliens, or evil or good gods. The gods or the aliens during a programming session will not be so strange that the subject as a mote can’t understand their purposes and activities. The subject may perceive these aliens on the trip experimenting with us. This is a common easy-to- create psychotropic programming script.

• Dr. Blue - Epsilon programme

Unwelcome Ozian Chainless Slaves https://deprogramwiki.com/programming/chainless-slaves/

Fritz Springmeier The Illuminati Formula Used to Create an Undetectable Total Mind Controlled Slave [8]

In this book written I think with Cisco, Fritz says that the butterfly symbolises a mind control alter.

Monarch butterflies migrate but the next generation travels back to their point of origin. This represents knowledge being passed down generations and is one method via which the cult tries to change us.

This is the famous Monarch butterfly.

Little girls are raped whilst their legs are spread like a butterflies open wings. Slaves are tortured if they do not act as they are instructed.

Many alters and parts are created.

Gatekeeper alters are in 3 parts, eg. cat, butterfly and porcelain face. They are all ranked.

There is a butterfly in Britain called the Gatekeeper, which is included here in case it is a part of anyone’s system.

Sexual alters are often programmed to think of themselves as cats and butterflies.

In Crowley’s book Moonchild, Fritz says that the villa usedin which a moon child was produced was called “the butterfly-net” and butterflies an allusion to souls or demonic spirits.

Fritz Springmeier The Illuminati Formula Used to Create an Undetectable Total Mind Controlled Slave [8].

Cocoon

There is a cocoon at Jeffrey Epstein’s, and there is also cocoon programming, when the subject is wrapped in a white sheet and reborn as a butterfly. Then the legs are spread like butterfly wings and programmer has sex with the subject as the programming script is read for the butterfly.

In Epstein’s house was this picture of a cocoon

Also in Disney, a blue cocoon

Colour Programming Blue

As people are looking for clues about blue butterflies, a look first at blue colour programming is useful. Here are some sources and information on blue colour programming. There are many meanings of blue in different situations and programmes and this list will not be exclusive.

Dr. Blue - Various mind control programmers were known by colours with Dr. Blue being Heinrich Mueller, Gestapo chief. Others were…

• Dr. Green — Dr. Joseph Mengele and Dr. Gruenbaum in some accounts

• Dr. Blue — Heinrich Mueller

• Dr. White — Dr. D. Ewen Cameron

• Dr. Black — Leo Wheeler or associates like E. Hummel, W. Bowers.

Dr. Blue Now bear in mind that each of these color nick names has been used by multiple programmers. This article will consider the current Dr. Blue, being perhaps in their ‘50’s. The programming of Australia is under his direction. His direct programming assistants, who he supervises & trains, also will use the nickname Dr. Blue when working for him. Australia is a few years behind the USA in their extent/level of t.b.m.c., but rapidly catching up. Military bases are used for programming. A description of Dr. Blue would incl. grey head & facial hair, over weight like most men his age w/ pot bellies, & a workaholic. He travels with a “nurse”. He may be orig. from Australia, but apparently lives outside the country. Problem cases are handled by Dr. Blue directly. Exposing Trauma Based Mind Control Programmers https://deprogramwiki.com/uncategorised/exposing-trauma-based-mind-control-programmers-11-sep-2015/

Blue Dragons run the Western Quadrant of the illuminati / luciferian brotherhood ie. Rothschild, Rockefeller, Ford, etc.

Color Coding - How Programming is Done - Svali

Young children recognize colors before they can read, so this training can occur quite early. It is begun at about age two in most children.

How it is done: The child is taken into a room with either white, beige, or colored walls. If the room is a neutral color, the lights in the room will be changed, so they color the room with the light’s color. If “blue” is the color being imprinted, or put in, the trainer will call up a young child alter, either a controller or core split for a system. They will tell the child that they will learn how to become blue, and what blue means. The room will be bathed in blue light, as mentioned, or has been painted blue for use in this kind of programming. The trainer will be dressed in blue clothing, and may even have a blue mask on. Blue objects will be placed around the room. The alter inside the child is called up, drugged, hypnotized, and traumatized on the table. As they are awakening from the trauma, still in trance, they are told that blue is good, and that they are blue. That blue is important. That blue will protect them from harm. That blue people don’t get hurt. This will go on for awhile.

They then ask the child if they want to be “blue”, like the trainers. If the child says yes, they will continue on. If the child says no, it will be re-traumatized until it says yes. The child is often naked, and told it cannot wear clothing until it “earns” the right to wear beautiful blue clothing. Over and over the “safety of being blue” (i.e., freedom from harm) and danger of not having a color is emphasized. The children really wants to be blue after a while of going through this. They may be given blue candy as a reward for choosing to become the color. They may be given blue sunglasses or tinted lenses to wear. They are allowed to wear blue robes once they identify with the color chosen for them.

Once the child completely identifies with the color (or rather, the main alter or template for the system accepts this color), then they are taught in progressive stages over many training sessions what the color blue means. They are placed in set ups or dramas with other blue children where they act out the role of a “blue”. They are drugged, hypnotized, traumatized, while the meaning of blue is ground in over and over. They are forced to act in “blue” ways. Different trainers and regions will assign different meanings to different colors. Many military systems are coded blue, or protective. The military alters all are called up periodically to reinforce blue training.

If the trainer at a later date wants to access a blue system, they may call them up by color or wear a piece of clothing or a scarf in the color they want to reach. This becomes an unconscious trigger for this color to come forward. Color coding is one of the first methods that is inlayed over systems. An entire system may be color coded one color; or two or more colors (most systems have three) may be coded in with each system controller being given a different color over its part of the system.

Beta: This is the next most easily reached state. It is often associated with aggressive impulses. Beta state will often hold cult protectors, internal warriors, and military systems. They may be color coded blue. Breaking the Chain A Book by Former Illuminati Trainer Svali https://deprogramwiki.com/programming/breaking-the-chain-a-book-by-former-illuminati-trainer-svali/

Svali again

The infant is taught to organize their system along brain wave states, and to respond to cues. The earliest cues include golden whistles that play different notes worn by the Fathers, to summon specific parts; The infant is taught to crawl to a to a blue light when a beta controller is out. https://deprogramwiki.com/svali/vatican-book/exposing-the-vatican-part-5-svali-blog-post/

Blue: We protect. Some of us (light blues)[alters] protect the body and are on the light side (sorry if the use of “light” upsets anyone, that’s just how we know each other inside). The dark blues tend to protect the cult. Colours and Programming https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/colours-and-programming

Illuminati Colour Coding for Knowledge Blue

BLUE – Information between RED and SILVER / ORANGE.

WHITE – This is more a containment colour. Actually there a thin white band between each colour, which helps with keeping the ‘colours from mixing’. Generally if BLACK starts to get a sense of the other colours, WHITE will generally try to contain the breach. In this case, WHITE translates to Psychiatry and other means. These thin white codings on above colours maybe referred to as ‘light blue’, for example. Obviously higher up they do not use Psychiatry to stop the spread of information, each colour code has their own means of cross contamination control. WHITE works with ORANGE to contain BLACK, however because ORANGE is higher then WHITE, WHITE is unaware of ORANGE influence. Illuminati Colour Coding for Knowledge Blue https://deprogramwiki.com/other-illuminati/illuminati-colour-coding-for-knowledge/

Symbolism Blue Color

• BLUE – night color, it represents the Death of sun. MK DELTA activation code.

• White, Day, SUN (RA – RED)= LIGHT, LIFE Night — MOON, EVEning, BLUE

• FIRE (HOT SUN) Summer EMBER (Cold, BRRR) Winter, BLUE = Ice

More at Symbolism Blue Color https://hivitesgetlit.wordpress.com/2024/09/01/symbolism-blue-color/

Fiona Barnett in her article said that the freemasonic Order of the Eastern Star pentagram characters perfectly match the initial MK-ULTRA programmed splits created by Nazi Joseph Mengele.

Blue was Lilith. Lilith was initiated into the orders of Dagon and Leviathan. She also was the Delta Soldier and assassin, born of water and drowning ritual.

[fb3j1] 2021 Jan 20 foxblog3 Cabala, Eastern Star and MK Ultra by Fiona Barnett https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/cabala-eastern-star-and-mk-ultra

Fiona also said that the Blue Room was Soldier Alice…

They Know Not What They Do – An Illustrated Guide To Programming Mind Control By Cisco Wheeler With Fritz Springmeier https://deprogramwiki.com/books-pdf/they-know-not-what-they-do-an-illustrated-guide-to-programming-mind-control-by-cisco-wheeler-with-fritz-springmeier/

• The Yellow Brick Road also pertains to the assignment that an alter is given. The color blue was important in our programming to the process.

• Within Cisco’s System, Mother’s of Darkness alters are in a blue room in the castle. They have a throne. They like blue topaz and black onyx. They wear black onyx.

• BLUE ALTERS. Clones, armies and the ribbons appear to have blue coding. These alters will go so far as to hurt the body to protect it from leaking information or deprogramming.

Ribbons are dehumanised alters that run messages in the computers / matrixes system. They should not be cut, as self destruct programmes will be set off. See Appendix 3 for more on ribbon alters.

Richard Willett

Richard has done some good investigations, but these are speculative.

;The Atlas blue butterfly, an extremely rare butterfly that lives high in the Atlas mountains has 229 pairs of chromosomes. Richard Willett’s theory is that because it has the highest number of chromosomes then this is why the blue butterfly is used as it represents DNA.

Richard is not even totally convinced by this but it is interesting.

Richard also repeats that Lilith as a shape shifting blue butterfly came from the Kabbalah. It does not really hold up but will be looked at in Part 4 that delves into the Kabbalah interpretations.

Blue Butterfly ID

It may or may not be worth researching the species of blue butterfly chosen by Cisco, Juliette and others, although it may be just subject to availability or preference. Perhaps the blue most associated with survivors is actually a “Blue Morpho” butterfly from Africa…

This is the one called a “blue monarch” Tirumala petiverana

Elon Musk

Elon, from a generational luciferian brotherhood family and a subject of mind control, posted a short AI video including much mind control symbolism, a key, red rose, blue butterfly, monarch like butterflies, a clock, and a white rose.

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Juliette’s Blue Butterfly Twitter Thread

https://x.com/JulietteBryant/status/1961879205399986576

Illuminati Rex does some good work, but unless a source is provided, I believe the comments about Brice Taylor / Sue Reid are incorrect. There is certainly no reference in Brice’s book to a blue butterfly pin.

Illuminati Rex overview – connects Project Monarch (elite mind-control/breeding/slave program) to butterfly symbolism, including blue butterflies as triggers for programmed alters and cloning of personalities:
https://www.illuminatirex.com/monarch-mind-control/

I cannot find any reference to blue butterflies in her book, although she does says some on Monarch butterflies.

Dilley Immigration Detention Facility

Several people mention this so I will mention what grok said about it

The section associated with teen girls / young females is officially one of the facility’s housing “neighborhoods”. The Dilley center divides its dorm-style housing into themed “neighborhoods” with animal/insect names. It is called the Blue Butterfly neighborhood or Blue Butterfly zone/unit in some reports.

Other neighborhoods at Dilley include names like Yellow Frog, Brown Bear, Green Turtle, etc. The Blue Butterfly one has drawn public attention and rumors, including unverified claims about isolation of teen girls, but facility descriptions and clarifications indicate it is simply one of the standard themed housing areas that can hold a mix of adult women and older teenage girls, typically 18+ in some accounts, though concerns have focused on under-18s.

Update 2026 Apr 7 This 2004 Canadian film has been pointed out to me, called the Blue Butterfly

In this shot there are red and black bugs.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Blue_Butterfly

Sarah McCarthy’s Book Blue Butterfly

Sarah McCarthy had been writing a book for five years, based upon Juliette Bryant, called Blue Butterfly. The book followed Juliette’s diary, and that was the inspiration for the title. This was the blue butterfly on Juliette’s 2002 Diary when she met Epstein.

It was said that the book would show that Epstein was not working alone. Perhaps it was going to cover Kevin Spacey and Bill Clinton, who travelled Africa with Epstein when he met Juliette.

Sarah McCarthy

Publication was scheduled for April 2026 but it got shelved on Jan 26 2026. The reasons given were intimidation and personal security.

“I have experienced sustained and forceful pressure from independent, outside sources that make it impossible for me to proceed safely at this time. This decision has not been made lightly, but it has become necessary as a matter of personal security – not only for myself, but also for my loved ones and for those who entrusted me with their stories…” 2026 Jan 16 Radar Online Andrew Windsor’s Major Win! Explosive Book About Disgraced Royal’s Relationship With Sick Pedo Epstein CANCELLED After Author Faced ‘Physical and Electronic Harassment’ [18].

The publishers TrineDay, said the author was also unable to reach a contractual agreement with one of the survivors interviewed for the book, which further led to the shelving. It is not clear if this was Juliette or another survivor.

“While other books have documented his trafficking network, Blue Butterfly explores his obsession with elite eugenics, artificial intelligence, transhumanism, cryogenics, and cloning. It reveals how the predator leveraged his wealth and influence to court scientists, particularly cognitive and psychological specialists, to advance the depraved agendas of those who controlled him,” said Author McCarthy. https://finance.yahoo.com/news/blue-butterfly-inside-diary-epstein-120000747.html

I will look at Epstein and cloning and the blue butterfly in Part 3, and Part 4 will cover Kabbalah, Survivors Art and the blue butterfly.

Discussion

The blue butterfly, according to Cisco is a symbol of the Monarch mind control programme. She specifically mentions small blue butterflies being tattooed on some victims. The tattoos illustrated have the whole range of sizes, maybe that is due to the explosion in popularity of tattoos since Cisco Wheeler wrote.

Cisco mentions that display of butterflies was for her

• “a multipurpose fascination of what has been programmed into them

• “a silent call for help”

• “a silent expose of what has been done”

This is important and shows there are multiple reasons why a survivor might show a butterfly symbol. It is likely impossible to distinguish a specific reason when there are multiple competing reasons at different times and maybe different alters having an input.

Fiona mentioned that the Lilith parts of the Eastern Star programming are

Svali said that many military systems are coded blue, or protective and the military alters all are called up periodically to reinforce blue training. She also said that Beta brain wave states may be colour coded blue and that often hold cult protectors, internal warriors and military systems.

Cisco also said the blue alters ie clones, armies and the ribbons appear to have blue coding. These alters will go so far as to hurt the body to protect it from leaking information or deprogramming.

Fiona said that blue was Lilith, military and clones. Soldier Alice.

Unwelcome Ozian said it was to do with military, delta and clones, possibly Epsilon programming.

So military, clones, protection, beta brain waves seem a common theme for blue.
Epstein was into breeding and cloining as Sarah McCarthy pointed out.

Mk Ultra

There are many celebrities, almost certainly having undergone mind control that have blue butterfly tattoo symbolism. However that does not necessarily mean that the Epstein survivors who choose to use blue butterfly symbolism have been subjected to mind control, but it may well be a possibility.

I do not believe there has been a smoking gun that Epstein was connected to mind control / mk ultra although there is evidence of various experimentation as well as torture. There is also evidence to suggest Epstein was paying / bribing doctors who told him information about patients and that the doctors carried out operations on girls. When the girls were knocked out with drugs, the opportunity could be used to do any experiments whether it be harvesting eggs, mind control or anything else.

We do know that these psychopaths will do anything to anyone given the chance. If there is evidence of Epstein being involved in mind control programming or mk ultra then please link in the comments. It is pretty inconceivable that he would not be.

Mind control is most effective when started from before age 3 it was reported by Cathy O’Brien, but Svali and others report it happening in the womb. There is certainly scope for some Epstein survivors to have been been mind controlled and not know. They may have undergone mind control for the first time as adults or been chosen for Epstein later after having undergone early mind control. Estimates are that over 99% of mind controlled slaves do not even realise that they have been mind controlled, How many mind controlled slaves are there? [fb3mcs].

It also depends on the recruiters and how they chose girls / children to bring to Epstein / Maxwell. Is there any evidence that Maxwell was mind controlled? There stands a good chance, being the daughter of Robert Maxwell for spied for Israel and probably other countries, and likely bloodline, I personally have not seen evidence yet, if there is any. Did the recruiters target known brotherhood schools? Was there a mix of generational mind control subjects and others? More information is needed and this post hopefully helps.

Whoever the recruiters chose for Epstein’s recreational / sex trafficking purposes, how did he make the choice of those for any breeding purposes. Was that based on bloodline? Did he DNA test all the girls, either with their permission or without? Blood, saliva or hair can be used for DNA testing.

Blue Butterflies Part 3 will cover breeding and cloning and Part 4 will be about Epstein Survivors Art and Kabbalah.

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• 2026 Mar 28 foxblog3 Blue Butterflies Part 1 https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/blue-butterflies-part-1 #bluebutterflies

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Links

[1] https://www.eliteagenda.com/featured/travis-scotts-butterfly-effect-illuminati-satan/

[2] Cisco Wheeler They Know Not What They Do - Cisco Wheelers Collages explaining Mind Control Picture Index https://cathyfoxblog2.wordpress.com/2023/12/31/cisco-wheelers-collages-explaining-mind-control-picture-index/

[3] Juliette Bryant - Epstein and the Blue Butterfly https://odysee.com/@FoxesAmazingChannel:8/EPSTEIN-SURVIVOR---JULIETTE-ROSE-BRYANT%F0%9F%8C%88%E2%9D%A4%EF%B8%8F%E2%9A%94%EF%B8%8F---EPSTEIN--amp--THE-BLUE-BUTTERFLY-%F0%9F%A6%8B-I-FINALLY-FOUND-THE-ANSWER%E2%80%A6-THE...:e #BlueButterfly #Epstein

[3] Cisco Wheeler Chapter 10 China Lake and the Chimps https://cathyfoxblog2.wordpress.com/2023/09/15/cisco-wheeler-10-china-lake-and-the-chimps/

[4] Cisco Wheeler Chapter 6 Light Bearers https://cathyfoxblog2.wordpress.com/2023/09/08/cisco-wheeler-6-light-bearers/

[5] Cisco Wheeler Chapter 30 Butterflies https://cathyfoxblog2.wordpress.com/2023/10/13/cisco-wheeler-30-butterflies/

[6] https://deprogramwiki.com/programming/programming-terms-and-their-explanations/

[7] Unwelcome Ozian Chainless Slaves https://deprogramwiki.com/programming/chainless-slaves/

[8] Fritz Springmeier The Illuminati Formula Used to Create an Undetectable Total Mind Controlled Slave https://deprogramwiki.com/programming/the-illuminati-formula-used-to-create-an-undetectable-total-mind-controlled-slave/

[9] https://www.etonline.com/gallery/celebs-with-butterfly-tattoos-140506/bai-ling-74206

[10] https://stealherstyle.net/subject/butterfly/

[11] https://cathyfoxblog2.wordpress.com/2023/11/06/cisco-wheeler-46-seshat/

[12] Deprogramwiki https://deprogramwiki.com/

[fb3mcs] 2023 Jul 23 foxblog3 How many mind controlled slaves are there? https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/how-many-mind-controlled-slaves-are #mkultra #mindcontrol #mindcontrolledslaves

[14] 2026 Jan 27 Yahoo Jeffrey Epstein Survivor Cancels Book Due to Safety Concerns Following ‘Sustained and Forceful Pressure’ https://www.yahoo.com/entertainment/celebrity/articles/jeffrey-epstein-survivor-cancels-book-163948033.html

[14] Too Opinionated Interview: Sarah McCarthy https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ng2v3LHreT

[15] Andrew, Epstein ‘Co-Conspirators’ HARASS EXPLOSIVE Book’s Author? Sarah McCarthy Reveals SHOCK https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hRNKItJeHao

[16] 2025 Sept 19 Blue Butterfly: Inside the Diary of an Epstein Survivor, the New Book by Sarah McCarthy https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0TJLXqhl17M

[17] https://pulse2.com/blue-butterfly-acquires-retail-marketing-and-education-platform-indera/

[18] 2026 Jan 16 Radar Online Andrew Windsor’s Major Win! Explosive Book About Disgraced Royal’s Relationship With Sick Pedo Epstein CANCELLED After Author Faced ‘Physical and Electronic Harassment’ https://radaronline.com/p/andrew-windsor-explosive-epstein-book-cancelled-sarah-mccarthy/

[24] Hivites Get Lit Colour Blue https://hivitesgetlit.wordpress.com/2024/09/01/symbolism-blue-color/

[25] David Icke Elon Musks Grok Post: The Blue Butterfly of Atlas or Lilith? https://davidicke.com/2026/01/20/elon-musks-grok-post-the-blue-butterfly-of-atlas-or-lilith/

[27] Was Epstein trying to recreate Lilith in New Mexico? https://richardwillett.substack.com/p/was-epstein-trying-to-recreate-lilith

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Was Epstein trying to recreate Lilith in New Mexico?

The above image was sent to me by Epstein Survivor Juliette Bryant. Juliette is someone I have much respect for and who has helped with this investigation and on going research. Myself and Juliette have conducted two 1 hour interviews that can be seen on…

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[32] Elon Musks Grok Post: The Blue Butterfly of Atlas or Lilith? https://davidicke.com/2026/01/20/elon-musks-grok-post-the-blue-butterfly-of-atlas-or-lilith/

[34] Elons tweet and blue butterfly video

Appendix 1 More on Colour Blue

Colour Blue https://hivitesgetlit.wordpress.com/2024/09/01/symbolism-blue-color/

• West: Run by the Blue Dragons (Rothchild, Rockefeller, Ford, etc)

• Blue eyes Illuminati Colour Coding for Knowledge https://deprogramwiki.com/other-illuminati/illuminati-colour-coding-for-knowledge/

In the background is a Luciferian blue light.

Cisco, They Know Not What They Do.

• BLUE ALTERS. Clones, armies and the ribbons appear to have blue coding. These alters will go so far as to hurt the body to protect it from leaking information or deprogramming.

• The Yellow Brick Road also pertains to the assignment that an alter is given. To follow the Yellow Brick Road is to go down the road that has been assigned by command. The Yellow Brick Road programming is placed into the child’s mind via the Yellow Brick Road of the Wizard of Oz story. Remember the key words, “Follow the Yellow Brick Road.” To get someone onto the Yellow Brick Road you must know the access code to get them through the poppy field. The color blue was important in our programming to the process.

• mod Within the System, they are in a blue room in the castle. They have a throne. They like blue topaz and black onyx. They wear black onyx.

• The infant is taught to organize their system along brain wave states, and to respond to cues. The earliest cues include golden whistles that play different notes worn by the Fathers, to summon specific parts; colors (the infant is taught to crawl to a green light when a gamma controller is out; to a blue light when a beta controller is out, a white light when an alpha controller is out, etc.). https://deprogramwiki.com/svali/vatican-book/exposing-the-vatican-part-5-svali-blog-post/

• Whether this was true, if the Illuminati believed it was true, it could account for their penchant for mixing in American Indian blood with their elite “blue blood.”

• and blue as a relaxing color

• This is another example of color magic. Buckland provides a Color-NumberCode as follows:

  1 = Red; 2 = Orange; 3= Yellow; 4 = Green; 5=Blue; 6=Indigo; 7=Violet;8=Rose; 9 = Gold

• The sixth was Mercury and was blue

• Blue beams of light are used as a hypnotic induction for slaves who are given the cover story of being abducted by aliens

• Sleeping Beauty Castle with its blue turrets and gold spires is the central visual object of Disneyland.

• The blue list are anti-NWO order people who will be programmed or killed in the process. The yellow list is people to be rounded up for reeducation camps after martial law. Other countries apparently have different color codes. The red & blue lists have been distributed, and are periodically updated. The blue routes have already been marked by blue patches of color to guide those transporting prisoners when martial law is declared in the U.S. Within Monarch slaves, some of them apparently have an internal crystal / and or rocks that are programmed to explode at a certain point in time – thus releasing the victim’s end time programming. The internal crystal (mental image) contains at least the four basic colors, red, green, blue, purple. One sample of part of end time programming was given in the previous Vol. 2 book. Still another example is as follows:

  BB 243-ABCD-XXZ² (blue ray)

• The Blue Yonder is a Disney movie on time travel of a young boy. Time travel movies are used for programming to mess up the victim’s sense of time.

• Color Coding (To see more about color, click here)

  One form of programming that is quite common in the Illuminati is color programming. Why is it done? The answer is that trainers are human, and also quite lazy. Color programming is a simple way to organize systems, and allows the trainer to call up alters easily within a system. With the thousands of fragments that many multiples in the cult have, colors is a way of organizing them into an easily accessible group.

  Also, young children recognize colors before they can read, so this training can occur quite early. It is begun at about age two in most children.

  How it is done: The child is taken into a room with either white, beige, or colored walls. If the room is a neutral color, the lights in the room will be changed, so they color the room with the light’s color. If “blue” is the color being imprinted, or put in, the trainer will call up a young child alter, either a controller or core split for a system. They will tell the child that they will learn how to become blue, and what blue means.

  The room will be bathed in blue light, as mentioned, or has been painted blue for use in this kind of programming. The trainer will be dressed in blue clothing, and may even have a blue mask on. Blue objects will be placed around the room. The alter inside the child is called up, drugged, hypnotized, and traumatized on the table. As they are awakening from the trauma, still in trance, they are told that blue is good, and that they are blue. That blue is important. That blue will protect them from harm. That blue people don’t get hurt. This will go on for awhile.

  They then ask the child if they want to be “blue”, like the trainers. If the child says yes, they will continue on. If the child says no, it will be re-traumatized until it says yes. The child is often naked, and told it cannot wear clothing until it “earns” the right to wear beautiful blue clothing. Over and over the “safety of being blue” (i.e., freedom from harm) and danger of not having a color is emphasized. The children really wants to be blue after a while of going through this. They may be given blue candy as a reward for choosing to become the color. They may be given blue sunglasses or tinted lenses to wear. They are allowed to wear blue robes once they identify with the color chosen for them.

  Once the child completely identifies with the color (or rather, the main alter or template for the system accepts this color), then they are taught in progressive stages over many training sessions what the color blue means. They are placed in set ups or dramas with other blue children where they act out the role of a “blue”. They are drugged, hypnotized, traumatized, while the meaning of blue is ground in over and over. They are forced to act in “blue” ways. Different trainers and regions will assign different meanings to different colors. Many military systems are coded blue, or protective. The military alters all are called up periodically to reinforce blue training.

  If the trainer at a later date wants to access a blue system, they may call them up by color or wear a piece of clothing or a scarf in the color they want to reach. This becomes an unconscious trigger for this color to come forward. Color coding is one of the first methods that is inlayed over systems. An entire system may be color coded one color; or two or more colors (most systems have three) may be coded in with each system controller being given a different color over its part of the system. breaking he chain svali

• Beta: This is the next most easily reached state. It is often associated with aggressive impulses. Beta state will often hold cult protectors, internal warriors, and military systems. They may be color coded blue. btc svali

• https://deprogramwiki.com/uncategorised/exposing-trauma-based-mind-control-programmers-11-sep-2015/

• https://hivitesgetlit.wordpress.com/2024/09/01/symbolism-blue-color/

Appendix 2 Cisco Book They Know Not What They Do – An Illustrated Guide To Programming Mind Control By Cisco Wheeler With Fritz Springmeier https://deprogramwiki.com/books-pdf/they-know-not-what-they-do-an-illustrated-guide-to-programming-mind-control-by-cisco-wheeler-with-fritz-springmeier/

• BLUE ALTERS. Clones, armies and the ribbons appear to have blue coding. These alters will go so far as to hurt the body to protect it from leaking information or deprogramming.

• The Yellow Brick Road also pertains to the assignment that an alter is given. The color blue was important in our programming to the process.

• Within Cisco’s System, Mother’s of Darkness alters are in a blue room in the castle. They have a throne. They like blue topaz and black onyx. They wear black onyx.

• The infant is taught to organize their system along brain wave states, and to respond to cues. The earliest cues include golden whistles that play different notes worn by the Fathers, to summon specific parts; colors (the infant is taught to crawl to a green light when a gamma controller is out; to a blue light when a beta controller is out, a white light when an alpha controller is out, etc.). https://deprogramwiki.com/svali/vatican-book/exposing-the-vatican-part-5-svali-blog-post/

• and blue as a relaxing color

• This is another example of color magic. Buckland provides a Color-NumberCode as follows: 1 = Red; 2 = Orange; 3= Yellow; 4 = Green; 5=Blue; 6=Indigo; 7=Violet;8=Rose; 9 = Gold

• The sixth was Mercury and was blue

• Blue beams of light are used as a hypnotic induction for slaves who are given the cover story of being abducted by aliens

• Sleeping Beauty Castle with its blue turrets and gold spires is the central visual object of Disneyland.

• The blue list are anti-NWO order people who will be programmed or killed in the process. The yellow list is people to be rounded up for reeducation camps after martial law. Other countries apparently have different color codes. The red & blue lists have been distributed, and are periodically updated. The blue routes have already been marked by blue patches of color to guide those transporting prisoners when martial law is declared in the U.S. Within Monarch slaves, some of them apparently have an internal crystal / and or rocks that are programmed to explode at a certain point in time – thus releasing the victim’s end time programming. The internal crystal (mental image) contains at least the four basic colors, red, green, blue, purple. One sample of part of end time programming was given in the previous Vol. 2 book. Still another example is as follows:

  BB 243-ABCD-XXZ² (blue ray)

• The Blue Yonder is a Disney movie on time travel of a young boy. Time travel movies are used for programming to mess up the victim’s sense of time.

• Color Coding (To see more about color, click here)

  One form of programming that is quite common in the Illuminati is color programming. Why is it done? The answer is that trainers are human, and also quite lazy. Color programming is a simple way to organize systems, and allows the trainer to call up alters easily within a system. With the thousands of fragments that many multiples in the cult have, colors is a way of organizing them into an easily accessible group.

  Also, young children recognize colors before they can read, so this training can occur quite early. It is begun at about age two in most children.

  How it is done: The child is taken into a room with either white, beige, or colored walls. If the room is a neutral color, the lights in the room will be changed, so they color the room with the light’s color. If “blue” is the color being imprinted, or put in, the trainer will call up a young child alter, either a controller or core split for a system. They will tell the child that they will learn how to become blue, and what blue means.

  The room will be bathed in blue light, as mentioned, or has been painted blue for use in this kind of programming. The trainer will be dressed in blue clothing, and may even have a blue mask on. Blue objects will be placed around the room. The alter inside the child is called up, drugged, hypnotized, and traumatized on the table. As they are awakening from the trauma, still in trance, they are told that blue is good, and that they are blue. That blue is important. That blue will protect them from harm. That blue people don’t get hurt. This will go on for awhile.

  They then ask the child if they want to be “blue”, like the trainers. If the child says yes, they will continue on. If the child says no, it will be re-traumatized until it says yes. The child is often naked, and told it cannot wear clothing until it “earns” the right to wear beautiful blue clothing. Over and over the “safety of being blue” (i.e., freedom from harm) and danger of not having a color is emphasized. The children really wants to be blue after a while of going through this. They may be given blue candy as a reward for choosing to become the color. They may be given blue sunglasses or tinted lenses to wear. They are allowed to wear blue robes once they identify with the color chosen for them.

  Once the child completely identifies with the color (or rather, the main alter or template for the system accepts this color), then they are taught in progressive stages over many training sessions what the color blue means. They are placed in set ups or dramas with other blue children where they act out the role of a “blue”. They are drugged, hypnotized, traumatized, while the meaning of blue is ground in over and over. They are forced to act in “blue” ways. Different trainers and regions will assign different meanings to different colors. Many military systems are coded blue, or protective. The military alters all are called up periodically to reinforce blue training.

  If the trainer at a later date wants to access a blue system, they may call them up by color or wear a piece of clothing or a scarf in the color they want to reach. This becomes an unconscious trigger for this color to come forward. Color coding is one of the first methods that is inlayed over systems. An entire system may be color coded one color; or two or more colors (most systems have three) may be coded in with each system controller being given a different color over its part of the system. breaking he chain svali

• Beta: This is the next most easily reached state. It is often associated with aggressive impulses. Beta state will often hold cult protectors, internal warriors, and military systems. They may be color coded blue. btc svali

They Know Not What They Do – An Illustrated Guide To Programming Mind Control By Cisco Wheeler With Fritz Springmeier https://deprogramwiki.com/books-pdf/they-know-not-what-they-do-an-illustrated-guide-to-programming-mind-control-by-cisco-wheeler-with-fritz-springmeier/

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Juliette Bryant, survivor of Jeffrey Epstein trafficking, has for some time being trying to find more about the blue butterfly, which is associated with several Epstein survivors. She released a short video about it.

Part 1 includes screenshots from Juliette’s video and her video, followed by many other examples of screenshots of blue butterflies.

Part 2 will include explanations about blue butterflies collated from survivors and programmers and others. There might be a Part 3.

These are some of the points that Juliette made in her video.

Virginia Roberts / Giuffre used two types of blue butterfly on her profile…

and she used one for the logo for her organisation, SOAR …

Juliette uses a blue butterfly on her bio pic…

She put a blue butterfly on her diary in Jan 2002 before she met Epstein later that year.

Juliette says that Sarah Ransome, another Epstein victim got a blue butterfly tattoo.

I believe that Virginia Roberts / Giuffre (RIP) said in her book that she got a blue butterfly tattoo after she left Epstein, I have not yet seen a photo of it.

Epstein started a Butterfly Trust in 2014, used to pay off victims and accomplices. Epstein arranged operations on victims, Juliette thinks he was harvesting eggs for his breeding and cloning projects.

Epstein has a picture of a cocoon…

Epstein’s had an extra large butterfly on top of his Christmas tree.

Juliette came to the conclusion that Epstein was mocking Christ. This was from Epstein’s house and Jesus appears to have been given women’s hips and figure.

She also mentioned that there was a Monarch Project.

Juliette also gives various other examples of blue butterflies and butterflies in her video…

This is Juliette’s video, uploaded to Odysee for those not on twitter.

Mar 2026 Juliette Bryant - Epstein and the Blue Butterfly Odysee [3]

This is Julie’s original video on twitter

https://x.com/JulietteBryant/status/2030822281669128494

The transcript of the video is in Appendix 1.

Pictures of Blue Butterflies

These are a collection from Juliette’s video and my own files.

Bezos wedding invitation…

Katy Perry has several blue butterfly associations - The Lifetimes Tour

Balenciaga

and on Katy’s “space” jaunt.

Natasha https://x.com/Natasha76800437 is a victim of NASA mind control and abuse from Australia. She made a collage with blue butterflies.

Mariah Carey wearing a blue butterfly top.

Some celebs with butterflies

Alice in Wonderland with blue butterfly, both are mind control triggers and symbols.

Not sure who this is, but it is clever as it has the blue butterfly but also makes 3 faces indicating split mind.

Simpsons

The Queen Elizabeth II with butterfly headscarf.

Melania Trump covered her Christmas tree in blue butterflies. Melania may well have been Mk Ultra’d and trafficked herself.

Tommy Fury blue butterflies on his shorts, fighting mind controlled Jake Paul.

Salvador Dali - various symbols of mind control and illuminati symbolism including butterflies, cat and one eye.

More art from survivors showing blue butterfly

Mudryk, footballer with blue butterflies tattooed on his neck.

Grateful dead with red / blue split butterfly colour, red blue being base programming colours for different sides of the brain.

Red and Blue butterfly - maybe Bella Thorne?

Beauty After Bruises has red and blue butterflies.

Elsa Majimbo Kenyan influencer linked to and publicly fell out with Naomi Campbell has blue butterfly shoes. Naomi would be likely to be the rank of a handler of mind controlled slaves.

Miley Cyrus with song /album called butterfly fly away and a blue butterfly pic.

Queen Latifer has a couple of blue butterfly tattoos in her neck

and one on her hand

Vanessa Hudgens

Ukrainian butterfly?

Aaron Carter

Lea Michele

Danielle Bregoli

Kimbella

Drew Barrymore

Maitland Ward

Kash Doll

SZA

Allison Green

Crisette Michele

Jessica Harp

Leigh Anne Pinnock

Linda Perry

Anna Worstell

Lena Headey

Maria Brink

Britney Spears butterfly leaving the vine, cult symbol.

Anne Heche

Maitland Ward

Ellie King

Demi Lavato who has a song called butterfly

Madonna wearing blue butterfly

Then blue sky social media

Isis was the blue winged goddess

Juliette Bryant’s artwork has a blue butterfly

Part 2 will include explanations about blue butterflies collated from survivors and programmers.

Appendix 1 Transcript of Juliette’s Blue Butterfly Video

Epstein and the blue butterfly.

As many of you know,

I’ve been trying to figure this symbol out

for many years now.

Myself and other victims have used this symbol.

Virginia Giuffre used it as her logo.

Sarah Ransom has a blue butterfly tattoo.

I had a blue butterfly on my diary

the year I met Epstein.

I made the diary before I even met him.

I also have a blue butterfly in a painting I’ve done.

Here is my diary.

And in the next image,

you’ll see the painting that I did.

And then also Epstein started the Blue Butterfly Trust.

You’ll see there’s also a serpent on the left

and a butterfly on the right.

I started the painting in 2002 before I met them.

Epstein told me he worked with Leslie Wexner

and he was supposed to take me there

to model for Victoria’s Secret.

As we know, in Victoria’s Secret,

they often wear wings.

So it’s also much like the whole butterfly symbol.

That’s me the day I arrived on the island.

I was never given any modeling opportunities.

I was just kidnapped and taken by them.

That was the picture in the bedroom I was made to stay in.

Then there was $1 billion worth of trafficking

between Jeffrey Epstein and J.P. Morgan.

Human trafficking.

And they started the Butterfly Trust,

Epstein and Deutsche Bank,

to pay off victims and accomplices.

So there’s a lot going on with this whole butterfly symbol.

So I’ve been trying to find out what it means.

And then obviously a lot of people have started to realize

through the files that Epstein has been interceding

the human race with his DNA.

He also funded the robots of fear, apparently.

And when I was taken there, I work up in a lab.

So what I think is that they were doing experiments

on us and also taking our eggs.

Because the human hips are shaped like a butterfly,

so that would make sense to call it the Butterfly Trust.

But there’s a lot more to the butterfly symbol

and we’ll get there.

Slowly but surely we’re all putting the pieces together.

It’s been horrendous for the other survivors and I.

But as we know, Dolly the Sheep was cloned in 1996

and Bill Clinton banned human cloning in 1997.

I met Epstein when he was with Bill Clinton.

As we know, they were gonna do baby cloning in the 90s

and suddenly it just went quiet.

So there’s clearly a lot more going on here.

Epstein’s New Mexico ranch is also apparently directly

between Dalchi and Roswell base.

Anyway, let’s listen to Clinton.

Good morning.

Our administration believes that there are loopholes

that could allow the cloning of human beings

if the technology were developed.

Therefore, today I am issuing a directive

that bans the use of any federal funds

for any cloning of human beings.

I also met Michael Bay in New Mexico.

Michael Bay who made the movie The Island about cloning.

Michael Bay denied being there, but he was there.

He apparently also met with the CIA.

Epstein told me he worked with CIA.

So Joe Brin, who owns Google,

and his ex-wife Anna Vltavsky,

who’s the owner of 23andMe,

were both on the island as well.

So as we all know, there’s a lot more going on here.

Epstein told another victim

he wanted to clone himself in a lab,

and more and more has been coming out through the files.

Also the first baby Eve was cloned in 2002,

just after I was taken there.

It’s quite clear that something’s been hidden there.

And also Oprah, who’s friends with John of God,

who was put in jail for having apparently a baby farm,

apparently Epstein owned her network, King’s Network.

So when one starts to connect the dots,

it gets more and more frightening.

Then we can go back to J.P. Morgan

and Snow White, Disney Princesses,

the Butterfly Trust, you know, on and on we go.

And we’ll get to the rest now.

You know, the ranch, it’s quite clear

that there’s something underneath that property.

Again, as I said, you know,

it’s directly in between Roswell and Dalchi Base.

There are a lot of things going on in that area

that we’re not aware of.

Also, as far as Epstein,

supposedly being a maths teacher,

who misspelt his name on the board,

and there’s a butterfly there.

And then we get back to cloning,

the transhumanism transformation

from a caterpillar to a butterfly.

And then all these logos like Blue Sky,

the new app, and Twitter, both blue-winged creatures.

You know, when we start to connect the dots,

it’s quite strange.

And we’ve got X, and you know,

X is also much like a butterfly shape in a way,

but you know, it’s symmetrical and all.

Then we have Katy Perry going to space

and throwing a blue butterfly out there,

if they actually did go to space.

Then her name is underneath mine

on the Epstein flight logs,

which is also very freaky.

She was in space with Lauren Bezos

and Gayle King, Oprah’s friend.

And as we know, Lauren Bezos got married to Jeff Bezos,

and they had blue butterflies

all over their wedding invitation,

which is also very peculiar.

And you know, Jeff Bezos owns the Amazon,

and you get the blue morpho butterfly on the Amazon.

Anyway, you know, I’m still researching all this,

but I do have an answer at the end.

Then we’ve got the man from The Simpsons who was there,

and down the rabbit hole we go,

Alice in Wonderland, Disney princesses,

Disney princesses and butterflies.

You know, the Butterfly Trust, the banks,

the code word, Snow White.

Symbol of transformation.

Soon, he will become a butterfly,

just as Alice must evolve on her own spiritual journey.

From this point onward,

Wonderland becomes a labyrinth of trials.

Each character Alice meets

subjects her to mental challenges.

Alice in Wonderland, it’s like alive in Wonderland.

Then we’ve got Walt Disney,

and you know, the temple on the island.

I started to realize recently

that it’s very similar to like a Pharaoh’s headdress.

And then we’ve got Ellen DeGeneres, of course,

with the same background.

But here we have the Pharaoh’s headdress,

which is very similar to the imagery

that they’re projecting here.

And then we’ve got Isis, a blue-winged creature,

much like a blue butterfly.

The goddess Isis.

Then we’ve got, and the more and more we look,

the more weird it becomes.

But there’s more to the story.

And then a beautiful woman like Gabby Petito

and the beautiful woman, Irina,

remembered by a butterfly.

Then we have the butterfly effect,

where small things can make big things happen.

The whole reason Epstein got caught

was because of a quarrel between two young girls at school.

And then we’ve also got the butterfly effect,

the movie, where they’re sexually abused as children.

Then we have MK Ultra.

And the butterfly is a symbol of Christ, apparently.

This is a picture from Epstein’s island.

He put a butterfly on the tree there,

a monarch butterfly.

And the only other time I’ve seen butterflies on a tree

is when Melania Trump put butterflies all over her tree.

Then we have Charles with the blood fly next to him.

Apparently this painting might have even been painted

in blood.

Then we’ve got the monarch project.

What I came to realize is that they’re using

the butterfly symbol to mock Christ,

to mock goodness of all religions.

This was a life-sized statue at Epstein’s New Mexico

ranch.

These people are the anti-Christ.

That’s why we need to fight against them.

And the more of us there are of them,

and together we can do it.

I promise you.

Appendix 2 Some Tattoo Links

Grok Here are some of the best and most reliable websites dedicated to celebrity tattoos. These sites feature databases, photos, meanings, placements, and updates on ink from stars like Ariana Grande, Rihanna, Demi Lovato, and many more. They’re great for browsing specific celebs, tattoo styles (like butterflies or monarchs), or inspiration.

• Steal Her Style — One of the top go-to databases for female celebrities’ tattoos (over 700 listed), with detailed entries including photos, meanings, artists, and updates. Search by celeb, placement, or subject (e.g., butterflies).
  Main tattoos page: https://stealherstyle.net/tattoos
  All celebrity tattoos section: https://stealherstyle.net/tattoo

• The Vanishing Tattoo — A classic, comprehensive directory of celebrity tattoos sorted by last name, profession (actors, musicians, athletes), or body placement. Includes historical and current celebs.
  Celebrity tattoos hub: https://vanishingtattoo.com/celebrity-tattoos
  A-G celebs example: https://vanishingtattoo.com/celebrity_tattoos_a-g.htm

• Tattoogenda — Clean site with celebrity tattoos organized by name, updated regularly (includes 2023+ info). Good for quick per-celeb galleries.
  Celebrity tattoos page: https://tattoogenda.com/celebrity-tattoos

• Inked Magazine — Focuses on tattoo culture with lots of celebrity features, lists (e.g., best/worst celeb tattoos, face tattoos), artist spotlights, and stories behind the ink. Great for trends and high-profile reveals.
  Home: https://inkedmag.com/
  Celebrity tattoos tag/archive: https://inkedmag.com/tag/celebrity-tattoos

• PopSugar Beauty — Regularly updated articles and galleries on celebrity tattoos, including best of the year, tiny ones, hand tattoos, meanings, and specific celeb breakdowns (e.g., Ariana Grande’s 50+ tats). Visual-heavy with photos.
  Celebrity tattoos coverage: https://www.popsugar.com/beauty/celebrity-tattoos-48128034 (example from recent years)

Other solid mentions:

• Bored Panda — Fun compilation galleries like “86 Pics of Celebrity Tattoos”: https://www.boredpanda.com/celebrities-tattoos

• Tattoodo — Community/marketplace site with celeb tattoo articles and inspiration (e.g., rock star tattoos): https://www.tattoodo.com/

• Bang Bang (artist Keith McCurdy’s site) — Features his iconic work on celebs like Rihanna, Justin Bieber, and Cara Delevingne: https://www.bangbangforever.com/

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I have not managed to finish the article I intended to post this weekend. It was dialling in on a particular colour and symbol. However during the research I found this article on colours and programming, which may be useful for survivors.

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I found this and I am not sure who the author is....I have added it here in the hopes that it will help some one. If any knows who did this please let me know and I will give credit where it’s due. Thank you for being here. Heart

Colors. Lots of people have them but lots of people don’t know that they have them. Often, people see a certain color when they “see” a certain alter. Sometimes their alters are in a certain colored room inside, sometimes they wear only certain colors of clothes.

Programmers use colors cuz that’s what we kids know best. When we was *real* little we knew colors before we knew numbers, how to read words, etc. When they talked colors, we knew what they was talking about. Me, I’m pink. I’m Sarah.

When they program with colors, they create peoples like us but give each a color so that we know what our job is and who inside is our friends and who is not. Also, when they (outside people) want us to do something, they know which color of people to call out to do that job. Color programming is usually one of the first programming to be done and therefore is done all over the world and starts at a very young age. This also allows any cult around the world who may not know any of your people by name to call up a certain group or color to do a certain job, with few problems and few surprises.

I have found after talking to many many people that colors tend to mean the same thing around the world. This sounds foolish, if you ask me. Actually, sounds stupid for the so-called illuminated ones to not have a clue as to how easy it would be to figure out color systems from one survivor to the next if they were all the same as Jane Doe’s down the street. I guess their main concern was that the programming would be interchangeable and accessible around the world.

Anyhow, here is what I know about the specific colors:

Pink: we are the little ones, innocent, what we were like before they did bad things to us. we like teddy bears, we cry a lot and we want our mommy and daddy cuz they were nice to us. they are not as bad as others in here thinks. we are shy and like to play but nobody wants to play with us cuz the body is big and we got to act like big peoples.

Red: We are the ones that those bastards raped and did all of their sexual crap to. We were taught to be a witch. They (the blacks) made us think that we were superior and that we were in control, but found out later that those SOBs tricked us just so that they could get off on us.

Black: We are the ones that perform lots of the rituals. We know details about the Illuminati. We are the boss. We do what Satan wants us to do because if we don’t then we have to feel the pain instead of sending it on down to the other colors. We don’t feel unless it’s a punishment. We take our orders from the purples.

Purple: We don’t have much to say to the insignificant bunch of nothings that exist in this body. We are ALWAYS in control and are basically invisible to the rest, besides blacks, and even they don’t know who we are. We are superior. We are the mafia connection, the drug dealers, the politicians. We ARE superior. We got here through lots of pain, but you can’t prove that to us because we don’t believe it because we are too high up to experience this. WE are the Illuminated ones. We only take our orders from the council members inside. The GOLD council. One of us is on the Gold Council. We give orders throughout the system when nobody even realizes that we’ve given an order. We tell the body if they need to cut or die. It won’t hurt us. They deserve it. If the body dies, we won’t because we are far superior to those below us, therefore, are not part of them. We will live on, or that is what we were taught. We are learning different though.

Blue: We protect. Some of us (light blues) protect the body and are on the light side (sorry if the use of “light” upsets anyone, that’s just how we know each other inside). The dark blues tend to protect the cult.

Orange: WARNING! We give out the warning when something bad is about to happen, such as being accessed, recognizing a perp, systems inside being flipped or spun, etc. Some of us work for the body and some of us work for the cult.

Yellow:We are spiritual and for us we believe in the True Lord Jesus Christ of Nazereth. We help send the light angels to help in certain situations and remind the body that Jesus is here to help us. We get a lot of heat from the blacks, purples, reds, and those who are mad that God didn’t do anything to help.

Green: We were the ones that represent the family, generations, etc. We also have been the ones to get most of the pain and abuse that happened at home. Cult crap that was carried on in the home. All of our family members inside have at least one green representation here. This is where access by family members takes place because some of us are still loyal to our families.

Clear: Like a shell. Other colors can wear our body so we become whatever color the cult/programming wants us to. A very dangerous color to be since anyone can step in and take control.

Brown: Ones in disguise, that’s all.

Silver: We are the spiritual bodies. The ones who know the paranormal. We can astral project, communicate with other people’s silvers, etc.

Gold: We talk mostly to the purples. Until the higher systems (platinum) are reached, we are in control. Our main job is to make sure that nobody reaches the platinums or the Seven Seals inside. We are doomed if we do that. We will get the pain and the torture if we don’t do our jobs. We are the organizers, the administrators, the judges, the boss. We are the perfectionists because if it isn’t done perfectly, we are the ones to suffer. We are learning that we are the ones who have been hurt the worst (besides platinums but they don’t think they were hurt either). We are at the top of the pyramid unless we decide to flip it. The Eye is part of us too.

White: We are the ones who are in denial and think we are suffering from FMS. We are the ones who, in the beginning, led the every-day-lives . The body would not have survived if they knew and believed all of the things that happened. We can be dangerous when we think that we must die because we are so bad of a person for making such horrible things up about our family. We think we deserve to die.

Platinum: The ultimate. NO ONE is more superior than we. We remain hidden until you find us, then beware. Things will never be the same. You must die before you can see the Seals. X found us, though, and helped us to see how we were hurt and how we, even WE, were tricked. Some of us still do not believe this though. Some of us stepped aside and let her (X) get to the Seals. Ouch! Almost didn’t make it, still might not because that’s where she’s stuck. Not all of the Illuminated ones have Platinum. This must be earned generationally. Lots of power and control here.

I am sure I forgot some colors, but I need to stop cuz the little ones are ascared. We will probably pay for this, but maybe not. We want the WHOLE world to know what we know in case it might help just one person.

Another thing, why we are alive is because they know that we know and that we have told lots of people their names, addresses, and people in THEIR heads, so if something happens to us it will be major chaos. Plus we are not afraid of dying and they know that too. Dying, most of us would really like to and would welcome it in a moment. Peace. We hope this helps.

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Her first interview was with an Australian journalist Alex Saunders of NuggetsNews and she covers many subjects. I have included the autotranscript, partially corrected.

Beyond Top Secret - The Best Interview We’ve Ever Done - Fiona Barnett

In this interview I am joined by Australian satanic ritual abuse survivor Fiona Barnett as she breaks her 5 year silence to share everything she lived through & witnessed. We discuss her government MK Ultra programming, child trafficking, secret military bases & experiments, human cloning, occult rituals, royal bloodlines, aliens & how it’s all connected. #Australia #ChildAbuse #Satanism

8 Mar 2026 Interviews

Timestamps:
0:00 Fiona’s Update
13:45 Emotional Trauma
17:43 Mind Splitting
29:55 Psychology’s Lies
33:03 Psychedelics
26:45 Secret Societies
41:05 New World Order
43:48 Mass Psychosis
48:30 Bloodlines Of Power
53:48 Poisoning Humanity
55:55 Cloning & Military Bases
58:00 Aliens & Reptilians
1:03:40 WW3 & Prophecy
1:15:13 UFOs & Ancient Tech
1:18:57 AI & Transhumanism
1:25:08 CERN & Portals
1:29:32 Australian History
1:32:10 QAnon & Epstein Files
1:41:37 The Way Forward

Chapter 1: Fiona’s Update

Hi guys, thanks for tuning in to an episode of Nuggets News. Today we’ve got a very special guest and that is Fiona Barnett who was the first to speak out

about satanic ritual abuse of secret societies and how this all works in Australia. Her documentary Candy Girls racked up hundreds of thousands of views

on YouTube and she’s back publishing and and speaking out again after um being away from the scene for a few years.

Fiona, so I’ll let you talk about kind of what you’ve been up to and this journey and and everything and um hand the floor to over to you.

Well, thanks for having me and I hope I can um provide some information to support fellow victims out there of this

uh Epstein style trafficking network. Uh that’s why I did it in the first place and that’s all I’m interested in. I’ve never monetized anything. Somebody else

sold my book online. I asked Amazon to take it down. They didn’t. So, um yeah,

I’m not in this for any reason. Uh if anything it has caused one hell of a

backlash. Um I basically yeah I came out well I’ve been speaking for decades but

uh with the internet uh and all that I came out publicly on the internet probably 2011

about then I started posting on some really old sites uh that I don’t even know they

exist now but uh and testing the waters uh and then I I wrote some articles on

Independent at Australia, uh, David Donovan’s site, which he coped a lot of crap for, uh, but now he’s vindicated.

Uh, he was attacked through by the Epstein mob through Media Watch, ABC Media Watch Australia, who’s a government, you know, our our national

broadcasting network and uh, manned by pedophiles. Uh, yeah. So I came out and

what I did and that’s you know so those articles 2013 2014 I think Anthony Kidman died 2014 and I um wrote articles

about that he was one of my main per uh and that controversy that that uh

caused hell. So, I was pursued by his his family’s PR team after that and uh they hired ex-military,

you know, hide mercenaries to come after me. Uh what’s happened since? Yeah.

Well, I I did a lot of stuff. Then they just started trying to uh well, they just started shooting people and setting

them up. So, they failed to plant weapons on me um and get me to breach

very vague anti-terror legislation that uh was brought in around 2010. Um

because I studied that legislation at uni and I knew what it was and how vague it was. And so I didn’t I didn’t accept

all the guns I was offered and didn’t accept the oh refused to endorse all the t-shirts with you know pedto hunters

written on them with you know you know um targets and things and hangman’s nooes and things. Um yeah they came up

Scott Morrison personally come after me um using uh Tim Stewart. there was a media blackout on being able to identify

Tim Stewart. Um, and so the ABC came after me. Wow. Came after me on media

watch when I first gave my national press conference outside of the Royal Commission uh, back then. And then they

ca media watch uh ABC came after me again through a four corners series a

special um about Tim Stewart and saying he was queuing on when I don’t believe he was at all. Um Tim Stewart brought

actor Isaac Kappy out and now people have to understand that Isaac Kappy was only activated

uh he was an MK asset. was only activated by Mark Lino for one reason and that was to take me down. So, um, I

was on, you know, calls with Tim Stewart, whose wife was bridesmaid, his bridesmaid at Scott Morrison’s wedding.

So, kappy came out and um, he failed to do what he was supposed to do. And in fact, the opposite happened. He became a

Christian and he didn’t betray me totally at the end. and um so I don’t hold any ill feeling against kappy. Um

but he came out and failed to get some of these uh police agents into my home who were connected to Paul Mullen’s

fixated person’s unit. So they Paul Mullen who was employed by uh British military intelligence and the royal

family to cover up Prince Andrew and and imprison all anyone who used to talk out against any elites, the royal family,

etc. and he wrote articles in um for example in 28 2008 around the time of Epstein’s release saying anyone who does

this has a mental illness who speaks out against the royal family. So, they didn’t manage to get him in uh get the

police agents into my home through Isaac to frame me as a right-wing conspiracy nutter and um a terror threat and

apparently we’re worse terror threats than what hap, you know, the people who perpetrated Bondi Beach according to Paul Mullen. So, they didn’t manage to do that and Isaac went back and I said,

“Isaac, they’re going to kill you.

You’ll be dead within, you know, a month. They’re going to hit you.” Um anyway, he went back. I told someone in America, Ty from Out of the Gate, who

was doing some filming and stuff, you know, social media work. I told her the day before Isaac died. I said, “He’s going to die. He’ll be dead tomorrow.”

And she rang me the next day and said, “He’s dead.” So, I know how they work.

Um, that was Michael Aquino. Isaac tried to give me he gave me four of Michael Aquino’s numbers, personal mobiles and things, and said, “Do you want to talk

to Michael Aino?” Was trying to get me to talk to Michael Aquino. Uh, [clears throat] and I went, “Hell no.” Um anyway, then Isaac was assassinated.

Um and I know who did that. And then um after that,

uh who was it? Um and it was it was the military military assassinated him. And then um after

that, that was what was that 2019. the beginning of 2019 I in a dissociative

state when I you know was yeah wrote that book which right now I wouldn’t

have the balls to write but um I wrote that and that came that was released early not 2019 the first edition well

Isaac you know was dead and then um what was it mid9 or something and then

Michael Aino died straight after that within two or three months So what people have to understand and I and and

get and and note this I am the prize target

when we talk about all this stuff. I was what you call project Ellis. So I was uh

conscripted age one into the military. I was targeted from birth and IQ tested

from, you know, from from age one really with, you know, simple tests and colors and blocks and questions and things. And

so I knew Anthony Kidman from my earliest age, from age one in my um Nazi step grandmother’s well, whoever she is

uh kitchen. and uh and Wendy Louise Walker who was trained by Martin Nolan when he came out in 1960 to train

everyone in how to um you know in ethical unethical hypnosis but how to basically rape and torture kids. So they were in my grandmother’s kitchen from,

you know, my earliest memory abusing me.

And one of my, you know, when I was, I think I was about three when um the preschool uh ABC um play school

presenter John Hamlin raped me age three on on that same kitchen table, my grandma’s kitchen table uh in front of

Louis Walker and and Anthony Kipman or whatever. So what people really have to understand is beh when you read all this Epstein rubbish and I think people are

just starting to get a taste of how dark this crap is and what we’ve been trying to say for years and being mocked

publicly and our lives destroyed and finances destroyed and you know reputations destroyed um for saying

uh is is it’s even worse than that and I think what people so I came out saying things years ago over a decade ago and I

released things incrementally and um as I thought maybe they you know the public’s ready to believe this. So

first I went to the mainstream press and you know there was a local um newspaper and they they were teetering on whether

to do a front pager on when Auntie Kiban died and on me and everything and that would have made it all mainstream. I

tried very hard to go mainstream. Uh Dylan from the National Enquirer in America, Nicole Kidman threatened him

with legal letter. He was going to run the story. Oh, who else was running the story and that it was just shut down.

Even when I gave the press conference in Sydney, Sydney Morning Herald treated me the best. Um took love, the photographer was lovely, took flattering photos

whereas everyone else tried to make me look hideous. Um but she uh that I was number one store in Sydney Morning

Herald back then. all those over 10 years ago uh when I took to the cameras about you know all these pedophile politicians and being trafficked to

Parliament House CRA and traffic you know to um you know world leaders and things. Anyway, I said what I thought people could maybe handle. Um,

and you know, I was called nuts for it.

Um, and and a fantasist. And uh, then I when when I exhausted, I was totally blacklisted by mainstream press even

though I held the respect of non-complicit journalists and I do to this day because I did a lot of work in the background. I’m the one who exposed

Eric. I’m the one who got the cops to set up task force. I’m the one behind all of that. Even though dirty journalists took credit for all that,

right? If I had a story, I handed it to select journalists I thought we could trust. Anyway, so I was doing all this

work in the background and uh a a pedophile ring in my the the hometown I grew up in and all this sort of thing and the hog tie doctor on the Gold

Coast, you know, who used to write all the docks reports that stole innocent kids off innocent parents and traffic them. all this stuff I wrote, you know,

uh I did my best to take it mainstream and whatever and set it up with the jouro so that I would be taken credibly

by the time I said my own story. So I was already working with journals for years and years.

so behind the scenes. And anyway, I then I went, you know, when when I couldn’t get my story out there anymore and they

blacklisted me. Um, I went uh alternative media and of course then I was conspiracy nutter because David Icke

took my story and promoted it and when he came into it Australia he had my face up on a at the Sydney Opera House on a massive movie theater screen and all

this sort of thing talking about it and he published my book online you know the first edition and all this sort of stuff. So, of course, then I was a nutter, you know, conspiracy nutter,

which is fine. And what I did that’s different to most uh survivors at that point was unlike most survivors, and

Raina Michaelelsson will say this, she’s the one who came out in 2005 um following Wood Royal Commission, you know, back in the early 90s and and

Frank Arena and all that mob um trying to expose all Tina Arena’s aunt or something. Um what I did different which

they all said was we’ve been waiting decades for a victim to come out and say something because they could silence us but they can’t silence a victim so

easily and most victims when Raina Michaelson would back them or take them or they just she’d turn around and they’d run and stab her in the back and

run and that’s what they do often and a lot of them are fake. like a lot of them, yeah, they were victims, but now they still work for the pedophile

trafficking ring and they used there to gather um people, you know, survivors and whatever and get all their details and then hand it over to the cops. Now,

that happened a lot. Uh I prevented as much as I could. Um and I must say one of the people, one of the dirty survivors,

uh I’ve got an apology to Glenn Fischer to make publicly. I’m so sorry, Glenn.

Um I’ve been waiting for years to say it. Um, I was exhausted at the end of my run and this little worm said, “You get

on there on the net when he was in front of me and saying, “Get there. He was never at Derek blah blah blah.” You know, this sort of stuff. And I he just

basically told me what to write. And then I found out later on the guy who did that to me um had was, you know, he

was gathering victims and feeding them to the cops who would come in and arrest people, stuff like this. So I was tired.

But I made it’s one of the mistakes, you know, few mistakes I made. And um yeah, no, I I and Glenn, you know, good

on him. I’ve watched him every now and then. I don’t I didn’t go online very much. And uh but he was he’s gone on leaps and bounds, you know.

Yeah, I’m hoping to get Oh, well,

hoping to get in touch with him and have him on the show soon, too. But um yeah,

Chapter 2: Emotional Trauma

how’s it been? I know it’s a roller coaster of emotions with all this coming out and the public kind of realizing it’s very real for the first time. Um yeah.

Um it’s actually as I was saying traumatic. Um, vindication,

being vindicated, justified is painful because when you’ve been trafficked at this elite level,

um, there there’s a lot of uh, MK Ultra mind control techniques that have been used and they would have been used on

Virginia and everybody. Um, and so you’re always fighting the programming and you’re in therapy and all this sort

of stuff and fighting hypnosis and all that sort of thing, which is very real and I’ll talk about that. Um, so you uh

so anything that validates your memories, your flashbacks, etc.

tells your brain again, “Oh god, this really is real.” Because the first person who’s been a victim of this very high level stuff, the first person that

has to be convinced that this is all true is yourself.

Because you have to understand the brain has two halves, left and right hemispheres. And um every day when you

walk about your left hemisphere is dominant. And your left hemisphere sphere is responsible for conscious

memory. Uh information that’s that’s gone into the left brain has been time date place stamped. It’s given context.

Um and you can talk about it.

If the right hemisphere is made brought into dominance and the left hemisphere is suppressed, anything that happens in that state of right hemispheric

suppression is what you be what you later call suppressed memory. it goes into an unconscious

um memory storage system. Uh it’s sensory um data are taken pieces of

sensory information uh they bypass what’s called the hippocampus and left brain time date place stamping and and

go straight and stored over the right side un like undigested food particles and then they come up as flashbacks. So

you’ll get a sensory flashback or you know something will be triggered and it has to be triggered for it to come up and then you won’t have any you know

context for that flashback and so things can be triggered and and then you feel

all the emotion that’s never been stripped off the memory, the vague memory um every time you’re triggered by

a reminder. And it’s uh and so when you know somebody comes out and publishes online

things like you like even as as redacted as they are seeing taxiderermid babies

as artworks in in in Epstein’s home is still triggering even though I saw worse than that.

So it it just you know it’s very painful for the nervous system. Yes. It’s not fun.

Yeah. And I am not what I was. I’m not I I’m not split into a whole bunch of um

program parts anymore. You know, I did 11 years of hard ass therapy,

you know, up to seven hours a day and a lot more since I um wrote Eyes Wide Open. Um

[clears throat]

and I can’t dissociate from it anymore, you know.

Yeah. Um although my brain will always be to some degree compartmentalized in ways, those

parts are no longer separate personalities with job tasks and names.

It’s not like that anymore.

Chapter 3: Mind Splitting

Knowing everything you know about the mind control [clears throat] programming and the splitting, um you know, we’ve spoken about all this at length and dissociative identity and all that.

Yep. what you’ve described there almost sounds like they go from being brick walls of an compartment to maybe glass walls and you can see through and start

to join dots and and and heal or how do you think about the brain and this compartmentalization is there like an

energetic aspect to the brain or h how do you think about it all and all this advanced stuff that they do? So, what I’ve done since, you know, I was running

around being chased by AIO T4 agents and on camera and stuff um and and wrote the book as that Alice uh military intelligence trained part and whatever.

I was actually spot on in that book. I I read the book now because that’s before I studied six years of psychology and I’d done art psychotherapy when I was

young and all these things and I and I but when I wrote that book I wrote it for the lay person using materials that are generally accessible online and um

and now I read it so since then I nearly killed myself and I have nearly died a few times since that um the what I call

it the lockdown edition came out in 2020. Um I uh so I’m not well at all. Um I’ve got

a lot of injuries from what the military did. Everywhere they did something to me, I have a longlasting, you know,

chronic issue. So and then I can’t dissociate from the pain that I’ve always been in, but I used to dissociate

from that. For example, I’ll tell you one thing. Uh this is an example of their dissociation methods and I’ll go into the

neurobiology of this in a sec. But this is how strong it is what I’m about to talk about. Um I mention at the in in I

don’t know something at the end of my 2020 lockdown edition I tell a story about a chopper crash. Oh you know chopper crash. Well I went on then and

and you know that was 2020 that I published that and it’s what six years later or something. five, six years later and I subsequently continued to

process that crap in therapy and one day after years of processing it you know this and then I you know I’m remembering

more and more and more and more and more as the barriers come down uh you know just the the it’s like there’s a wall between you and those memories they

definitely compartmentalize them they actually change neural pathways block them open others you know they create pathways

and block others Anyway, as those pathways were reconnected, you know, to those memories and everything, I um I

was in therapy one time and I was remembering all the detail of a chopper crash 2014 Nicaragua with Delta Force.

And so I was in uh team with I was codenamed Alice and there were three Jason. So Jason 123 and uh Jerry Boyin

was commander, the the original commander in Delta Force. Anyway, and I had this dreadful crash and I been

processing for a long time different aspects of it and I actually the CIA came in and um put you know I had to

have a total knee construction in a mobile surgical unit and I I uh yeah I

flatlined on the table and all that sort of thing. Anyway, I’m there and you know did and I went, “Hang on a minute.” And

then I pulled up my tracksuit leg and I went, “Oh, fuck.”

And I went into shock for two weeks because there’s a surgical scar that long the whole length of my knee

and it’s like a um uh what do you call it? Like a when you have a cesarian. So they stitch it from

the inside and the outside stitched. And they did a beautiful job, you know. Um,

and I just went, “Oh my god, I’ve never noticed this before.” Right. And I immediately rung my husband. I said,

“Did do you know, have you ever noticed I got a scar on my right knee?” And he goes, “Yeah.” I said, “How long have you noticed that?” He said, “Forever.” He

says, “I just never thought to ask you about it.” And I do remember asked with mom at about 15. And mom was a

naturopath, top naturopath. And and she was I always had itchiness and pain and whatever under that knee always. and mom

was working on it and she’s and we’re talking about it going what’s that scar I remember going what is that you know like but I’d forgotten that I’d had that

conversation with my mom so how it works is you know they use starting with unethical hypnosis and hypnosis is not

what people think if you go through all the old um files and the all the old

decades and decades of military financed research articles it’s all there. Forget about Steven Pores and freaking Bessel

Vanderolk and um Steven Pes who works for the Kinsey Institute by the way uh or the MK Ultra pedophile research done

by them. And that’s kind of like somebody said, “Oh, you can’t hold that against them.” I went, “Well, it’s a bit like if I said I work for Ashvitz today.” They didn’t change their name and you know, still got the same

location. Um anyway, I uh you know, all these so-called experts and you know, in

trauma dissociation, they’re not telling you the real deal. They’re not telling you what works because nobody is talking about the neurobiology of trauma and

dissociation as it was studied by the military. Um and it’s all there, all the greats, you know, the originals, you know,

Milton Ericson and and um you know, all the hypnosis experts. uh you know you’ve got to go read all their original

material stuff from the 20s30s 40s everything that the pioneers of MK Ultra in America wrote about and that was

Gregory Bateson one of my direct per when I was very young and Margaret me who lectured at the University of Sydney

and and ushered in this Marxist you know cultural revolution um so based on falsified research mind

you if you look it

[snorts]

So, um, basically I went back, uh, after, you know, writing the book and whatever and I had,

all my therapists used to say they’d come in and they’d read some of the old psych reports I wrote and, you know, I was the genius at IQ testing and and and

all that. Anyway, um, and they go, you know, two therapists abused me five days apart. You know, they came in uncharacteristically, just hammered me.

Why? when they read one of my reports that I’d written years ago,

you should be getting your psychology rejo back. You should be, you know,

doing this because the psychology rejoyed under false for reasons by one university pedophiles who are in the

Epstein files now. Anyway, um so uh you should be, you know, you should be why aren’t you working and everything? And I’m like, uh I’m too broken, you know,

like I’m I’m done. and you know and then I had an art therapist who pioneered one of the art therapy programs and she was

brilliant at retirement age anyway she came in and she going she read the report and she had a go at me too and next time she saw me and she said the same thing psychologist they hadn’t

spoken they didn’t know each other having a go at me you should be there and I went oh and I was like automatic pilot I’ll just do what they say so I enrolled in some stuff and it was really

good because during co you could do everything online you didn’t have to go anywhere and I was really limited in my traveling and you know I’ve got um I had

a brain stem stroke in 2009 where they injected me where they did a um stuck a hot needle and did a brain stem searing

operation to you know um and um and I had uh cancer on my spine where they injected me with radioisotopes couple of

times 2014 at 20 at age 12 and 14 uh the whole delta team um I don’t know why they did it I think it was something

about tracking or something anyway um so I had a big you know lesion on my spine there and whatever. So, I’ve had a few

things to deal with. I’m very very unwell. And also, as I uh destroyed those walls um between the different,

you know, the amnesia walls, I started when I got closest to the worst of the programming and the core stuff done by

Josef Mengele, um who never died and never went to Brazil and whatever they CIA propaganda told you. He traveled the

world, you know, running MK Ultra for years. Anyway, and I was I was three when I first met him and he was 60, so

wasn’t that old. Anyway, when I was getting closer to the initial his initial programming and the Lilith part

and what happened there and I actually started the body started reliving everything and I went into dorsal vagal collapse and nearly died in front of my

therapist. So, that was fun and uh that kept happening a lot. So I kept on going to [ __ ] clapse [ __ ] collapse because um

your body re will relive unprocessed trauma and that’s what victims fear is dying um

because because if they flatlined you and that forms part of the memory if you go into that memory your body will start flatlining.

Yeah. Yeah.

So that’s that’s a big drama but that gets on to but I still haven’t got on to. So I went back and started doing

some formal study online a bit at a time and I was screwed. I’m not wasn’t you know the super brain I used to be you know doing two masters at once and

everyone else’s assignments and everything man it was really hard and I didn’t have the photographic memory I once had. So it was terrible. Anyway,

but what I did was updated my currency of knowledge, my understanding about what was where everyone was at therapeutically and what they knew.

Well, I found out they knew [ __ ] all and psychology course hasn’t changed in 30 years, you know, it’s all you learn all that stuff in the military. What’s real?

And then I did some uh so I did a bit of that, got access to the library, um which is I wanted access to the research

papers, which costs a million dollars if you’re not, you know, at a uni. Uh so I did that and then I did um some

neuroscience study. So which was wow pretty good. should be and and you know and learned what psychologists and

psychiatrists don’t even know uh the neuroscience. So I I started studying the neurobiology of trauma properly and I’ve got to say I was

pretty close to the mark um in my uh eyes wide open book. So I yeah I went and and then I just pulled all the old

MK Ultra research articles dating back decades. Um, so use throw away cuz right now it’s like, oh, you got to go with

currency of research and you know it’s got to be, you know, what people are saying now and whatever. No, chuck all

that [ __ ] out. Won’t help you. It won’t help you integrate. Won’t help you your brain be put back together at all. You

need to go into the old military research. And that’s what I did. And so I basically, and see I come from a perspective of I did six years of

psychology. I did some neuroscience. I studied, you know, art psychotherapy, um, and all that sort of thing. And I,

and, you know, I have an advantage in that way. And, and also I, you know, I attended a few trauma and dissociation

conferences online through Oxford Union and watched all the most of the wankers talk rubbish. They’re CIA spokespersons.

And um, and I did uh, Clayfield therapy.

I did that. Uh, that’s amazing. And I did um, what else did I do? a whole bunch of stuff. Oh, a few things like pauses, uh, auditory stuff, training,

all that sort of stuff. So I just did a lot of and it acted also as um psychosocial training you know helped me

the more I always for me to recover for me to process my stuff um and sort of be

able to live with everything maintain any sort of function functional capacity I had to study and understand what they

did and then that would assist me in therapy. So I basically designed all my own therapy. Yeah.

Chapter 4: Psychology’s Lies

Q. No one knows what they’re doing in Australia. Yeah, I I used to be a pharmacist, Fiona, and it’s the same in that world when you realize that none of the stuff that they’re pushing in tablets and all that actually helps heal the body or make people healthy. You got to throw it all out and learn it all yourself how to be healthy. But um and like I said, what I was saying before about left brain, right brain,like hemispheric lateralization is a core concept you must understand to treat people. Yeah.

Um for trauma and association and what I was saying about the left versus right brain. See, when stuff’s stored in the right hemisphere and hasn’t Yes, you

have to to fix it. You must go through a process where you um

bring it into um well, you got to trigger the memory. You have to then process it and bring it through the the hippocampus.

Now the thing is when you during a trauma uh experience and and and then

during trauma reexperiencing later on the parts of your brain that uh are responsible for language are offline.

You and and it doesn’t matter if it hasn’t been given context than the material. You can’t talk about it.

There’s nothing to talk about. If there’s no time, date, place been stamped on it. There’s no talking about

it. And and this is why CBT who which was introduced by Anthony Kibman to Australia to suppress victims, you know,

um recovery um and um you know, drugs and electrocution don’t work. They’re just Nazi denial techniques. Yeah.

Right. Electrocution is that’s causes brain damage. banned in some countries. Yeah.

And they’re electrocuting people just for simple PTSD um because they were a fireman and witnessed, you know, one too many cumulative traumas.

Yeah.

And it’s never going to work. None of these drugs work. And the other thing is now they’re bringing ketamine. Oh, it’s the wonder drug. Well, I studied a a

subject under Australia’s leading um ketamine researcher and she agreed with what I said in one of my

assignments, which was, you know, this [ __ ] can uh cause state dependent memory um has state dependent memory re uh

effects. And if you do anything in therapy, if you do anything that taps into a near-death experience and it

shares the same neural pathways as ketamine in any way, you can die. Now, I nearly carved at one time. Luckily, I

had an ambo here. Um, I had NAD. I was very dehydrated, very ill, and I was having IVs, and he, you know, NAD,

what’s that? Okay, try. I don’t care.

Put a bit of that in. You know, I’m taking fluids anyway. and they were doing some things, you know, take this,

this is good for whatever. I give this to Oh my god. Well, next thing I’m on the floor and he’s going, oh no, I changed position. If you know in

medicine, emergency medicine, that’s that’s not cool. And I just started going into a flashback from NAD. Yeah.

Now, you know, given all of that, and you touched on your mom being a naturopath, one question I kind of ask a lot of the victims is what are their

Chapter 5: Psychedelics

thoughts on plant medicines? because some have said that they have found like mushrooms or a bog and that very healing and forced them to what are your thoughts on all that?

Okay, but that’s okay. But it depends on and I’ve I know look I had a therapist who had a great time one of my

psychologists had a great time taking um you know one of them

I was and um anyway and he had a great thing and resolved you know certain you know

things in his own life and whatever you know parents death and everything that’s great but this is a whole different kettle of fish if you’ve been MK altered.

Yes. Right. So if you’ve been if if it’s very different dealing with D did say

you know did is a natural phenomenon a result of a natural dissociative uh capacity in in people if trauma is too

big the left brain shuts down the right brain comes forward um you know your um what’s the name the amydala is

overwhelmed the hippocampus is suppressed and um you know uh and and if it’s extreme and repetitive especially

in childhood developmental years uh you know you can split personalities yes you can to cope

um and that’s normal but what I’m not talking about that so then you got people traveling the world telling did survivors you know in their groups and

everything oh you know you don’t have to integrate um you you know you can function she’s that this person might

have five paths that formed organically from you know uncle Bob coming into their bedroom at night. So, I’m not talking about that.

That’s not what you know that Yeah, I may be great for that person or whatever. That’s not what I’m talking about, men. I’m talking about when they

take a child from birth or even in utero. Yeah. If they’re multigenerational,

they take him in a lab like the Madson building at the University of Sydney that was CSRO purpose built 1944 used

for MK Ultra, you know, abuses of children, including hooking kids up to EEGs and raping them. Phil Suckliffe did that. You know, he raped a kid in front

of me in the Madson building. Anthony was there. Everyone was there who trained with Martin. Um you know they’re

they they are systematically right abused in a setting a a lab

setting uh where that natural ability to dissociate under trauma has been

turned into a protocol a standardized protocol and is being uh administered with such precision that when they pump

drugs into you while they’ve got you hooked up in a specialmade chair uh with EEGs into your head and um and needles,

not just not just, you know, simple things they use now, but they they they’ve got you and the medicines are in

um vials that are automated precisionally, you know, with great precision delivered and you know, and

they are experts in hypnosis and um drug administration and torture techniques,

you know, which came from the Nazis in the first place and secret societies before that.

Um that’s a whole other ball game than naturally forming you know did from you

know incest or whatever you know when there’s secret societies involved because these ancient esoteric

techniques come from those and collectively they’re referred to on the inside as the order. So for me, I’ll mention the ones that abused me. That’s

the the Rosacrruian order. Um that’s the Rothschilds, you know, run. That’s the more powerful one. That’s the big scary one. Um there’s the Freemasons.

Um there’s the ordo templar orientis the at the University of Sydney that was housed the headquarters of the OTO was

housed at University of Sydney since the university was built because the first chancellor introduced the to Australia and they were housed in the the

Wentworth student services building I think floor four or something whatever’s in my book I recorded it um you know

forever until my Candy Girl documentary and police statements against all of that. Oh, they disappeared now. They’re demolishing that building. Yeah.

Um like they are all the other buildings I mentioned or didn’t get to film. Um so there’s there’s the Order of the Eastern

Star. Um and then you’ve got well the ones that abuse me that I wasn’t initiated into. Well, I wasn’t initiated in the Freemasons. It’s the male branch,

but uh the female branch, the OES. Um then there is the um uh the Jesuit

border. So Leonus Petrascus, my grandmother’s best friend, well close Lithuanian friend, Nazi doctor, she was

in Gestapo, so they were friends and um and he was good friends with Anthony Kimman and you know was his colleague at

Sine Uni. Um uh then you’ve got the uh the Jesuits and then there was the I’ll think of

them but in England you’ve got the hermetic order of the Golden Dawn where a lot of the predecessors come from Aldous Huxley and all that lot um and

then you’ve got um military orders. So Michael Aquino publicly said as stated he

was in the order of Dagon on his CV. I was initiated into that. That was horrific in the military at Holsworthy.

But there’s other orders. So there’s the Order of Lilith, the Order of Leviathan.

Um what else? Illuminati. So I’m a I’m a Bloodliner. So I was in that as well, you know?

How do how do these secret societies I mean at the top of them they’re all like evil and practicing similar things, right? So how do they like differentiate themselves? Is it just like sports teams or Sorry.

Is it just like sports teams where they’re kind of like different branding,

but it’s all kind of the same thing at the top or how would you differentiate them?

Okay. So yeah, you had the same people in Sydney, the same people at the top were were the same were in charge of all of them.

Okay. So all the branches. Yeah.

Um you had um you also had in Sydney that I can’t remember my connections to

but they had the same thing going on in the old days which is the Theosophical Society. They don’t have order in their title but they had an Egyptian themed

room and I know other people have told me they were abused in that context. So,

but I can’t remember my perpetrators being linked to that one, but I know all about it, you know. Yeah.

Um, so they share their Gnostic societies. Um, they worship uh they stem from ancient Babylon and Egypt and

whatever. [snorts] And they Yeah. They worship all the ancient gods. That’s why they have Egyptian theme rooms. Yes.

Uh they’ll have a uh checkerboard looking floor in the middle with an encircle pentagram. That’s where they do. And like in Freemasonry, it’s called

the craft. That means witchcraft. And there are two um versions of morals and

dogma. Um go look at Walter Veith. He’s a 7th Day Adventist preacher. I don’t agree with everything he says, but

certainly his research, he was a university profess professor, amazing from South Africa and biology professor.

and what his research was phenomenal on um Freemasonry and that and um he’ll you know go go look what he says but

basically in Holes were the army base seven stories below uh this where the CIA had their lab um they had one of

these Freemason style floors with the encircle pentagram and everything and they did so the craft is witchcraft so and they did it’s witchcraft man it’s

oldfashioned witchcraft like what’s like bad [ __ ]

Chapter 6: New World Order

yeah Yeah. No, we’ve covered it on the on the channel and um particularly you know the ritual abuse and I think this probably ties into the next thing to

talk about right is at the root of it why do you think they are doing all this and you know we get into the blood

rituals and the sacrifice and why they like what do they believe the ultimate point of all this is or how do they get power establishing a new world order bringing

back the golden age the Atlantis establishing the new world order um causing a revolution ution eldest Huxley

in my book I gave a nice little sort of layman’s overview of it all um establishing like a a revolution that’s why Margaret me was at the University of

Sydney she was that were the beginning of the Sydney push with uh Anderson uh John Anderson and and all the people that came out of that and spread to AMU

and all the other universities and all that um they their whole purpose is to usher in a new world order and people have to understand they go oh Nazis are far right that’s like Christians No,

they were called the National Socialist Party. Nazi Nazism was far left. Hitler was inspired by Marx. You know, one of

the the best uni subjects I ever did was in a law degree and it was um philosophy of law because I know philosophy. I

know, oh my god, here we go. This is where it all comes from. And there’s my essays reproduced in um eyes wide open.

So um for for that thing, what I learned, I just summarized it simply.

and um and they tried to fail me on it and then the lecturer remarked it and gave me two grades higher. Um anyway, uh

two whole grades. Um then um so their their whole purpose has always been to

bring in um a Marxistbased cultural revolution leading to a new

world order. So everything we got going on now that they would pit different groups within society against each other. It’s called Hegelian dialectic thesis anti-thesis.

Yes.

And um Walter Veith again go he’s he has talked very well on that succinctly. And uh they’re just pitting groups and

divide and conquer within society all around the world. And then they what that what they want to do is then they create this synthesis. They come in with this oh we’ve got the answer at the end.

Yeah. And it’s going to be totalitarianism.

It’s pretty simple. And it’s the same crap they’ve repeated over and over and over. All the laws if you study anything that Hitler just translate anything he

wrote and it’s the same crap that’s being put into legislation in 2010 and you know legislation. It was just a copy

word for word almost. Do you want to maybe talk about because we you know people now this extreme examples of abuse and programming but it’s also the

Chapter 7: Mass Psychosis

low-level stuff that’s affecting the general public. I think that most people don’t realize that they’re under it’s just simple brainwashing. If you’ve been watching the ABC and I’ll

tell you why the ABC’s just it’s just a propaganda mouthpiece for the government uh and the people behind the government.

So the Rothschilds are the ones who run the western world um through these secret societies. You know, every little Australian town has a Freemason lodge or

a Catholic church. So it’s either the Jesuit order or the Freemasons, you know, and the women’s groups and whatever, you know, the kids rainbow clubs, you know, um that uh you know,

got got a hold on the towns. So um basically um

propaganda works like this. It used to be through Aldous Huxley’s writings and and the the Inklings and all those Pedos

um who wrote the Narnia series. He wasn’t a Christian. He was a vile pedophile. Um and you know Peter Pan um

who wrote all those you know Disneybased books all the fairy tales that were actually programming stuff you know

programming scripts um and uh the uh Tolkien who wrote Lord of the Rings all

that lot they used to use writing as the propaganda method and uh to influence um social change then of course movies came in then you got PTO Walt Disney and Walt Disney World became the programming site

for victims to be taken to and all that sort of thing. Um and you use then they you know they brought in well music and you brought in um you know film and TV.

Now there’s a few things there. It’s brain entrainment whatever the brain normally fires around you know

like an alert waking state might be beta. Um but then there’s the the more you slow the mind down again uh slowed

down it down the more the brain becomes more susceptible to suggestion and it like I said that left versus right brain it suppresses critical thinking of the

left brain and brings the right hemisphere into dominance and it does not criticize anything that is information it believes anything

right the right hemisphere if it’s you to totally suppress the left so what TV does and what music can do through entrainment with the beat like

so if you’re presented any sort of rhythmic pattern through sound sight you

know even tapping whatever um the whole body will the brain will entrain to that so it will copy that

beat and if if you hit music at a theta beat then that’s a hypnotic state so

alpha is what TV runs at the flickers in the screen and whatever um alpha um

primes the brain for suggestion and then theta um you know as the brain slows

down um theta is hypnosis is a trans state and then delta is even slower. So

any so if you’ve got those drumming so the things that bring the right hemisphere into into dominance and makes you suggestible will be hill song revival meetings in their rock music.

[snorts]

It’ll be yeah it’ll be hypnosis Tony Robbins and his neural linguistic programming you know it’ll be the music coming out before you know any of that.

Um and it will be um like hypnosis will place you in an altered state of consciousness, right? Which is just the

right hemisphere being made dominant and whatever happens you will not it will go into your subconscious and then it

becomes a um unconscious conditioned response. Okay. So whatever

happens after that um you know you’ll see a you know a Mars bar or a Coke you’ll just see the the the writing or

whatever and you’ll go oh I want one you know because you’ve been your subconscious has been told that and doesn’t matter you freaking willpower.

This is why oZempic’s so popular and don’t take that people there’s 1300 people have gone blind in Australia from a OZempic permanently totally but anyway um

yeah and this is this is how brainwashing works. Now what you’ve just describing um yeah you’ve outlined it really well because I think co’s a great example with this mass psychosis right

and a lot of people look back on that now and they do actually feel they’re like I I was like under a spell or hypnosis like you’ve described because

of the repetition the TV the fear state all those things that you’ve just outlined and everyone thinks intellects think oh

Chapter 8: Bloodlines Of Power

ABC you know it’s a classy source of news and whatever no it was the worst right um the ABC. Like I said, they’re

pedophiles. I was used at the Sydney TV Studios. Oh. Which they’re selling and demolishing or something. Um to produce

child snuff porn when I was six on the set of Play School. Yeah. Yeah.

Right. They they’re just like years ago and I’ve said in my book about seven they did during the I think the church

committee investigations in demra anyway they found out can’t remember what yeah don’t have the amazing memory anymore but they um found about 700

um journalists in mainstream media in America were working were CIA agents you know and how many do you think are over

here all the ones at ABC who hammered me and anyone else at the Australian who hammered me and wrote hit pieces is on me are all working for MI6, you know.

And people have to understand too,

child trafficking is run as a single global operation coordinated by military

intelligence, mainly the CIA and and so in Australia, I always said it was AIO.

Kim Beasley Senior, uh he was always AIO. Um he was the coordinator of the child trafficking when I was young. Um

and uh but the thing is the people who oversaw it all and were in charge of it all was MI6. Yes.

British military intelligence. Everyone goes CIA this culture this and no Margaret me worked for the OSS.

Gregory Bason worked for the OSS. They all came from British military intelligence which then became the CIA.

CIA Asia were all founded and ASIC were all founded by British military intelligence. They are the head of the

snake and then of course the Rothschilds run everything in England.

Yeah, [snorts] that gets deep into bloodlines and stuff. So I want to get your thoughts on on that because I know David Icke talks about you know demonic or

nonhuman at the top and these ancient bloodlines. Yeah. Anarchy. Do you agree with that?

And what do you do you think? Yeah to some degree.

Yes. It’s it’s okay. So you had like Phil Schneider came out about Duly and there was this war using laser weapons

and you know he had all these um chopped fingers chopped off and stars and he brought Dulce was the head MK lab in America. All right. They put

all these MK facilities usually in bases. Um the big stuff like Pine Gap is an MK Ultra facility. That’s why no

one’s allowed there, you know, like um sevenstory uh CIA facility underneath Holdsworth Army base. It had a tunnel

that linked it to Anto nuclear reactor at Lucas Heights. Um the same group that

built ANSTO built Pine Gap and some of the other and I think maybe the CSRO headquarters in was another view site in

Canra. Oh, they demolished that. Um they just demolished everything. They demolished uh Anthony Kidman’s Freemason

Lodge where I was there with Nicole Kidman and her mother and they did this ritual where they murdered a baby and danced around in white robes because it

was the Order of the Star. Um, so they burnt that down. But um, anyway, but military bases were the safest and um,

they um,

yeah, look, they’re they’re at the the the forefront of it all. And people and people go, “Oh, MK Ultra.” Well, I hope

they’re ready for MK Delta, which is the Western Child Soldier program. The end all those experiments with MK Ultra had

an had a reason. So they could through the MK Ultra techniques create um these

you know child sex slaves like Virginia Guiffre who did not kill herself please. Um

she was assassinated by the military anyway. Um and then you’ve got, you know, next

level depending on your uh your bloodline, um your physical capacity,

um your um looks, how how attractive you were, your body, uh your agility, your muscle memory, all that sort of thing,

your speed, your athletic ability, your IQ. The biggest thing was IQ. Starting point depending on that all of those things. and they tested you thoroughly,

then they would assign you to whatever task they wanted you for. So for me, I had the full gamut, right? Because as a

and I, you know, because I was part of Project Ellis and the Jason Super Soldier program, um,

then I had the lot, I had the works, you know, like the whole smorgus board of possibilities. So I’m speaking from from

that perspective and also I was trained by military intelligence from a very young age and um I was supposed to still be in the system and I left and I was

grand dame I had the the second position to um the grandmother of darkness in Australia.

So I was second I was the second highest ranking female in the secret societies.

All right. So once you’ve described all this stuff about how this just obsession with how the mind works ultimately to

Chapter 9: Poisoning Humanity

control people and bring in new order and that type of thing. The other aspect we haven’t touched on yet is the dumbing down of society like physically. So do

you have any thoughts on like the fluoride and aluminium mercury?

Why would you put why would you put an aluminium byproduct in toothpaste or the water? Yeah.

You know I mean it’s a no-brainer. you know, these are basic. I mean, look, I was raised by naturopath, so I never went to doctors as kids or whatever,

unless it was some emergency medicine situation. Um,

and um, so I am wholeheartedly into um, herbal alternatives and getting away from any of these any sort of chemicals.

Um, and so, you know, there are a lot of things you can take to calm the nervous system. You know, there’s a whole bunch of herbs out there. And I tell you what,

they work better for Valium when I was having flashbacks to being electrocuted and my wake up all night with just electricity being pumped through my

heart and all this sort of thing and and reliving being electrocuted and I couldn’t sleep at all. Um, Valium didn’t

even touch it, but but taking a combination of herbs and, you know, through a really live herb extracts, yes.

Calmed it in half an hour, you know.

Yeah. No, I’m a big believer. I’m a big believer in all that. Um yeah, I’m not into um yeah, I think look from this uh I told everyone don’t take it the vax.

Um anyone who I knew took it uh sick,

dying, dead or mentally ill. It’s a lot of mental illness.

People suddenly went psychotic because mental illnesses along with physical illness always begins with inflammation of the brain. PTSD is inflammation of

the brain. It’s all inflammation and this this stuff was crossing the blood brain barrier and causing inflammation in the brain. So people were just going

crazy and psychotic and whatever in front of my eyes. So I had a psychologist who went crazy after the facts, you know,

and I know people very close to me who seem like different people now and it’s it is so sad, isn’t it? But um the underground military bases. So I’ve had

Chapter 10: Cloning & Military Bases

people talk about how Pine Gap could be the biggest one and maybe the most important as the head of the Five Eyes.

and in Australia or or even just the biggest one in in the world in terms of the importance of that intelligence gathering. Oh, sorry. I’ll mark that down.

Yeah, phrase.

It’s dropped out a couple of times when you’ve been talking about some um Oh, gee, I don’t know. Was that key words perhaps? [laughter]

Oh, man. I might I’ll tell Okay, I’ll tell you something. I’ll tell you something. Yes, it is. So,

that’s the head one in Australia and they doing cloning research. Like see now I can talk about it because it’s not so crazy because Jeffrey Epstein had Zorro ranch where he was had this big

underground facility and was doing genetic engineering and stuff. Mhm.

Um that was happening decades and when I was six I saw a clone army under Pine Gap. Um that’s that was the head of all

this stuff and they took my DNA and my eggs and everything and used them for those programs. Okay.

When you say clone army you talking humans or synthetics or hybrids or what would you describe them as? uh biological clones. Okay. But they’ve got

God knows what they got now. Six. I’m 56 now. So 50 years later, God knows it’s Well, I think that’s what they’re using when we see like all these different Joe

Biden’s or celebrities, right? There’s a combination.

Oh, look. Look, for example, that’s not Nicole Kimman. She was bumped off years ago.

I mean, that’s like there’s another version of it out now. This doesn’t even look like the last one. He was in, you know, the Apple, you know, shows and

whatever. like the latest on Jimmy Kimmel or whatever that looks like even younger and better than the last one, you know. Yeah.

So, um I think they I think they stepped wedded her many years ago. Um anyway, um what was I saying? Yeah. So,

all of that stuff. Yeah, it’s all been they perfect the Nazis perfected cloning. I mean, you know, I mean, there

was a guy kid in France 15, 20 years ago who I think he was in year nine and he cloned a frog for a science project at a local high school.

Chapter 11: Aliens & Reptilians

This kind of ties into the genetic experiments and um like even Trump, you know, touched on UFO and disclosure that they’ve been hinting towards. So talk to

me about your understanding of like was there like this non-human like alien contact or is there any of that like how do you view all that stuff as well?

Yes. Yes. Absolutely. So there were at Dulce there were grays and reptilians and there used to be one Deaeon. So

that’s what Dagon was. Um and they had an altar to Dagon at the bottom floor of um the order of Dagon. Um the bottom

floor of um Holsworthy Army base where they used to the top military brass were all there and they used to did human

child sacrifice there and yeah to this and they had this big brass statue of one of those reptilian things are about

7 foot at least seven eight foot tall or something. So when I was a kid, they they looked big to me when I was little. So yes, I did. There was absolutely and they were grey and I

saw one gray at Dulce. They did it to me to see my reaction.

So when people that’s what I remember when people hear all this and like the initial response if you’re not across it all is like fear and whatever, but they

actually if they’re so advanced they wouldn’t like they could have already wiped us out. So is it like David Ike I think talks about they actually need to feed of us and farm us and once we wake

up this is kind of a key to sol how do you view it look this is this is where I differ from David Icke um I’m I’m a born again

Christian now I wouldn’t be alive now if I if I didn’t become a Christian when I was 15 that’s how how it worked and then I was like dishonorably discharged from

the um from the military in a way you know they beat me up and urinated on me and threw me in a freezer and you know

threw water on me and all this sort of stuff. And um

so and I um and and I’ll get back hang on what I want to talk about. I’ll get back to that. The Bloodlines, I

recommend people read Gary Wayne’s books. He wrote two amazing books. The guy’s a genius. It’s the only research

I’ve ever read that is close to my childhood experiences. M uh and that’s Genesis 6 conspiracy

part one and part two. Buy them, get them. They’re amazing. Okay. He explains the all of this and what it all is. You

know, who the Rothschilds are and all that sort of thing. The Rothschilds are um have a very high percentage of of

this anarchy bloodline in them. So there were, you know, there were pre-ademic races. there was, you know, and this is

what uh all these secret societies know and adhere to. So, you had, look, the Bible’s real. Everything it had in the

Bible was real. Yes, there were a bunch of fallen whatever you want to call angels and there’s all different types of different races and um they did the

wrong thing and and you had Adam and Eve and they were just one uh group of humanoids you know um and they basically

you know molested them and took all the women and whatever and then their offspring were part uh angelic DNA and they’re called Nephilim.

Yeah. And then the Rothschilds are from that.

Okay. So they are there’s a lot of nephilim in their bloodline and um basically um then you’ve got people

that’s why you’ve got Epstein you know he he’s saying how great Hitler was and all this sort of thing Hitler was a Rothschild

um uh Joseph Mengel was a Rothschild, Otto Scorzini was um I think he was he

was in their family photos and George Bush senior all the Bush family were Rothschilds and I had in my book all the

photos um that were were um released by the granddaughters

of Otto Scorsini, her boyfriend. He put them up. He’s probably dead now, but he when they were free, I downloaded a few,

but he had Hitler up there celebrating his birthday and all this sort of stuff. And they had a big picture of, you know,

very obese um mainly which fit all my therapy drawings and stuff from years

before. So um the so Gary Wayne, you know, plug him, get him on, interview

him. He’s amazing. Uh he he explains all these secret societies that I’ve mentioned to you that I have, you know,

memories of from childhood, uh and was initiated into and was supposed to be part of still. So, um I know that I’ve

got a bit of uh who um John Giddine has um said I had Vanderbilt in my

background and and Levite. So, Levite uh one of the tribe Israeli tribes. So, and the Levites, they were looking so the

the IDF were looking for super soldier candidates in their program even 10 years ago or something and they were

looking for Levites because you had this weird thing. It’s something about the electromagnetism and whatever, but they were the only ones who could touch the ark of the covenant without being

electrocuted to death. And yeah, so that’s Levite. So, there’s something about the Levite and they were the priestly line. So, there’s something about that. And my mom was a bit

Aboriginal so and they looked that’s why they studied a lot of the Aboriginal culture and they often look for indigenous people in America and

Australia and they you know because they’re very in touch with their right hemisphere and that spiritual domain which was weaponized by the military. So yeah I think I’ve gone off track.

No no no that was perfect and we’ve touched on all that stuff again. You tied it all together well. Um, so where do you think we kind of go from here

Chapter 12: WW3 & Prophecy

with like the humanity and and and what’s going on with the stuff that you’ve mentioned? Like how do we kind of where do we go from here? And World War II,

the Ezekiel 38 war is happening now.

they’re following prophecy. But do you I all Bible prophecy is unfolding before us. So everything and I I used to say all this I said this in the first

edition of the 20, you know, 19 lockdown. I told everyone what was happening before it happened. I said what was going to happen then people you know I said years ago I said when Putin

came out and said he had a Satan 2 rocket that was capable of reaching and nuking New York and then I would tell I’ve got some friends in America and I’d

tell my friend in New York said get out get out into the mounds of West Virginia I said they’re going to nuke New York oh anyway and then she goes every time you

said something like a year apart next thing there was some announcement on by the New York mayor and they would um you

know what to do in nuclear fallout and then they do something like um put up posters and subways, you know, what to do in nuclear war and all this sort of

stuff. I’m like, I told you. So nuclear war, it’s happening. So I think that the um everyone, all these secret societies,

all these groups are vying for control.

So you got Trump and that lot are all vying for dominance, you know, and they want their piece of the pie. Putin wants the Ukraine because he he he comes from

that area. his bloodline comes from that area. Um he’s a, you know, one of the big ancient bloodlines over there. And you know, China wants their piece of the

pie. So, you know, you’re going to have they’re definitely going to going to nuke America all over. So, um they’re

definitely the Chinese will land invade on the um west coast and I think Russia invade the east coast and uh they nearly

went to war in 2010. And that’s what that if you were watching the YouTubes in 2010 um that’s what happened when

they shot down a fighter um plane near Nova Scotia. The Russians, you know,

were there in planes and uh China were there on the west coast and they fired a missile into a suburb

north of San Francisco and and if you watch the original footage of people being interviewed, they go, “I’m in the military. That was a missile, man.” you

know, and they said it was a gas explosion. It took out like blocks and blocks of houses, you know,

about 50k or something or whatever. This is bad memory, but north of San Francisco, it’s all going to happen.

It’s all unfolding as we speak, you know.

Do you think do you believe in um that this is something they’ve done multiple times like resets and this is ties into why they’ve got the bunkers to go into and any thoughts on that?

Um yeah, well, they definitely got the bunkers. um multiple um you had that woman who was a member of Congress and

she did she and some other guy who were some good good you know clean politicians did some admin work and

estimated that after 9/11 that was to hide a whole bunch of money that was missing and they built from the money

that they had the billions of dollars they gave up on America that that year and they built all up about a they estimated financially from the missing

gunny 136 underground bases for the elite in America. Now, this is just like you do your homework. You know, I have

to well, all my life I’ve read up on this stuff and kept, you know, you know what you’re looking out for when you’re a part, you know, being a part of it at

the level I was. Um, yeah, I I think that yeah, they’re going, but the Bible also says, I can’t remember where it is, but these these global elites, you know,

they’ll go and store themselves and when they come out at the end, they’re just going to be murdered and torn apart. Yeah. By the public.

Yeah. So the con what do the what does the average person do and how do we win and how do we stop this and what’s your ideal scenario city get out of the [ __ ] cities. Yeah,

get out. Do anything you can. Get out.

Sell up. Get out. Sell it. Sell it for what you can afford. Get out. Get somewhere on land where they’re not fracking, where you’ve got fresh water.

Um and um buy parcel land somewhere and get food, plant food, and really uh cool

on Jesus Christ. I mean, we’re at the end, man. You know, like I don’t know how long we got. Um I pray every day.

you know, you can take me now. I think I’ve done my bit. I mean, I’ve been trying to what I do want to do before I go is because even when all this

settles, the world’s still here for a thousand years according to biblical prophecy and you know, the nations breed up again and this sort of thing. Um but

and I think well you know I need to leave a legacy uh you know there’ll still be people who have been through

programming and need to um be deprogrammed and you know recover be given some sort of therapy or treatment

for trauma association all this sort of stuff. Um, so I’ve been trying to write a book, um, a good book on, you know,

aimed at treating trauma and dissociation,

uh, using methods that I know work, not the stuff that you taught at unis or or what have you. Um, you know, the real the real stuff because I back engineered what they did to me. Yeah. Yeah,

because I was trained by military intelligence uh right at the top of this stuff and I also did formal training at university

and coming from that and and I’ve and I’ve and I’ve integrated as much as someone like me could you know I still got look

don’t get me wrong still got severe PTSD I mean god you know um and I’m you know my and I’m weak and you know I’m really

unwell but um and I’ve lost a lot of functional capacity and that sort of thing But I don’t have that horrible

amygdala fear response go off and the confusion and the sickly feeling when you’re triggered that victims are just

like dropped to the floor incapacitated by you know I don’t have that um every

day and I mean you know I am they used to call me an anomaly uh within the within the the order you know um I’m not

saying that everybody can do what I did the way I did it. I mean, I had soldier training, like elite special forces

training. Um, and my mind was dissociated and I pulled off like I was the perfect soldier. I pulled off some

stuff and whatever. Um, so and I think that my soldier training equipped me,

you know, to survive, you know, and but that’s not the only reason I give glory to God. I mean, I give, you know, credit to God. I wouldn’t be here if, you know,

yeah, the the biblical God didn’t save me. Um,

but but after that, what kept me alive was, you know, yes, I use their so their their intelligence and soldier training

um uh and to bite them back in the ass with it and expose what they’ve done.

And the other thing is I think and and part of that soldier thing is most victims when

fired upon will will run, you know, from from trauma and and pain and and the people shooting at you and whatever.

Well, my training means I run towards the bullets. You know, you’re trained in the military. You run towards the source

of of fire. And I think that may be part of why I’m still here. And I think but at the end of the day, you don’t have to

be a super soldier to be able to survive this [ __ ] I think pure um willpower. You’ve got to want to. Yeah.

I think it comes down to willpower. You got to want to, you know, and you know,

perfect love casts out all fear, you know. Yeah.

You’ve got to overcome the fear. And and I get it, you know. um you know they program survivors or

victim I call them victims of crime they’re not survivors yet are they um still alive barely alive victims of crime you know if you’ve had near-death

experiences or you shouldn’t really call them death experiences because they actually stop your heart um if you’ve had those experiences there is an innate

fear of dropping dead if you approach this stuff within therapy and that’s very understandable Right.

Um but you don’t have an option.

You don’t have an option. It’s it’s it’s so horrific what victims endure every day. Um and I and all I can testify to

is, you know, and I’m tired from the work I did. I threw myself into therapy.

Uh I I I used what [ __ ] therapist I could find. I had one good one. um they

they all offered something but I had one who was amazing who in the end what he did was threw away convention you know it was during co he went man

this world’s going to end maybe you know and he says yeah I’ll come with you and he agreed to just he said I just followed your lead in the end and to get

a therapist to just abandon their own fear their own child abuse because most of them have been abused that’s why they studied in the first place and um and to

just you know trust that the uh person they’re working with really has all the answers inside their head already and

you just have to like take take their lead the the lead of their right hemispheric unconscious memory.

Yeah. Um yeah, you’ve done amazing work already as you said. I hope you get a chance to write that book because healing is going to be a huge part of what comes.

Well, I was it’s called if people can pray for it and uh I don’t know. I’m going to finance it because uh I did have someone donate 20 grand to publish

the book and their ex-husband stole it when she died. So, it was left for me.

but yeah, so anyway, whatever. That’s on his conscience. Anyway, um I was going to properly publish it and all this sort

of thing, but I need to publish it properly this time and maintain control,

but the running title was uh traumabbased. Oh, no. the um the fight

to remember trauma-baded forced association and the western child soldier program. So that’s what I was trying to do. So the main thing I think

people need to understand is that the military are behind Epstein.

So and it’s not just Israeli intelligence. The Israeli intelligence work for work for British intelligence,

right? They’re just another one. So when they used to want to do uh some illegal attack on their own citizens, they just pull someone from another country and

use their special forces to do whatever they, you know, want to do or you know to get around the laws and things like that. And that didn’t even stop them

anyway. I mean, they used me to, you know, and a team of uh Seal Team Six dropped me in in um Italy um through

from the water uh up to this beautiful judge and his family and I was 14 and yeah to assassinate a judge who was

messing around with the mafia’s drug trafficking and putting people in prison and stuff. So the CIA went, “Well, we’ll fix that. We’ll just bump him off.” So,

you know, you just they use foreign assets to, you know, commit crimes against innocent citizens in foreign countries. So,

yeah. Yeah, it’s one big club as you say. Um, do you want to maybe get back into how you differ from David Ike and

Chapter 13: UFOs & Ancient Tech

you know the the blood rituals and and because you mentioned I think because I come from a born again Christian perspective. M

um you know uh I appreciate the work David Icke’s done for me you know and promoting

my stuff and whatever but um yeah he comes from whatever perspective and I come from a different one which is um

come from a biblical perspective and analysis of what um you know all that is. So all your UFOs look I also saw

back engineered um you know Tesla craft. So um you know I was at Area 51 I you know I piloted

that they had symbol symbiotic piloting of the um oh the stealth bomber and all that sort of thing. They use girls

because our hemispheres we got better right hemispheres visual spatial hemispheres and better for what they

train you in. So, um, and the optimal age of a of a soldier is about a 14y old

girl because they’re they still got that childhood dexterity and and compliance

um but um have an adult-sized body and their feet can reach the pedals, you know.

So, um um what was I saying about that? You’re talking about David Icke and what have you. Yeah. So, I have I have seen all

this stuff and I’ve witnessed it firsthand. So, I’m coming from that perspective, but also I’ve placed it in a biblical context cuz it’s the only thing that makes sense of what I’ve seen.

Okay. So, when this is a little bit I guess um off track, but we’re coming up to the um West UFO

incident. So when something like that happens and and all the witnesses say military turned up, you know, men in black from the middle of nowhere. Is

this from underground bases or is this from like secret aircraft or like any?

Oh, well, you’ve got different type you got different types of UFOs or whatever you call them. Um, you’ve got the organic ones like you think they’re the

chariots of the gods. So you’ve got organic ones. They they’re a living thing and then you’ve got some that are back engineered by the fallen, right?

the you call them the white brotherhood,

the you know the invisibles as Gary Wayne refers to them as or whatever and and um they the the the rebellious um

group of you know interdimensional beings or whatever you want to call them angels or whatever in the Bible and they fly around in mechanical ones. So and

then you’ve got uh you know whatever crash crash landed Roswell that sort of thing they’ve backengineered them and that’s what you find at Pine Gap.

They’re on a conveyor belt and they’ve got uh NASA written on them on the side.

So, um yeah, like yeah, they’re back engineered and look the end thing that they’re trying to do and you see this in biblical revelation. They’re trying to storm heaven and have a war,

right? They want to own this planet,

okay? They hate humans. They want to kill us all. They’re going to use dumb

asses like, you know, uh, Bill Gates and what have you to achieve their end. They think they’re all privileged and

everything. Nah, they’ll just be like Anthony Kidman. There’s no loyalty amongst thieves in the end. They’ll just kill him, you know, when they when

they’ve screwed up or if they like Prince Andrew, they’ll just bump him off. I mean, he’s quite a there’s a lot of anunnaki in in him, but they’ll just sacrifice him, you know. Um,

so the end result and and they’re into this transhumanism thing which is influ which is in the Epstein files if you actually go and look at the files.

Chapter 14: AI & Transhumanism

Um, and don’t rely upon ABC News.

Um, so in the in the files you hear them talk about transhumanism, humanism and DNA and all this sort of thing and breeding and whatever. Um, that look

they’re trying to gain eternal life by some other means other than accepting Jesus Christ as Lord, right? which is

the human biblical way. Theirs is transhumanism, but see trans transhumanism, you know, they’re trying to, you see,

Hollywood tells you what they’re doing.

Anything they put in Hollywood has already happened.

So, um, they, uh, are trying to, you know, transfer human consciousness or,

well, whatever consciousness into, you know, another body. So, they’re breeding up all these bodies and trying to

continue to live. Well, you know, that’s your that’s the actual Egyptian version of reincarnation, right? That’s what that’s why you got the infinity loop.

What they and the oraoris. Yeah.

All right. That all refers to this transhumanism concept which is ancient.

This is the technology that existed before Noah’s flood. And there’s a every culture has a flood story. Every culture has a flood story. The same flood story.

And they’re trying to bring back the golden age, which they think’s golden,

just before the flood, before everyone was, you know, all these monsters were wiped out. So, and it says like in the end times now, it’ll be the same as in the times of Noah,

it’s all the same. The chimeas are happening, all the cloning’s coming,

they’re going to, their agenda is let’s do the opposite to whatever the Bible says. Let’s, you know, breed. And I said, this is in the Epstein files, and

I said this of Anthony Kidman. did at something called project pig million in Hawaii and used his own kid as the experiment and to change the gender in

utero. Right. So um this is what Epstein files said they’re trying to do down that Zoro ranch.

Yeah. So so the transhumanism stuff we have covered it a lot. Do you think that this is like [gasps]

like AI and is it like a way to put these evil forces consciousness digitally into someone once they if they can convince people to get chips or

nanotech or however they’re going to get it but is they’re going to wake everyone up to the hive mind. Yeah.

So once you take that mark of the beast which the Bible says do not take it.

So whether it’s you know it’s got to be it’s in the right hand or in the forehead and um and the I put this in my

book and uh in 2019 in 2020 one of the editions um that when you look up what

mark means its original meaning um means it’s it’s the same meaning as a snake venom fang.

So, and that you’re going to probably be injected with um you know these anarchy

DNA, I imagine, and then you will not be able to die. See, what happened after the flood? During the flood, you’ve got your fallen angels.

Then you’ve got the the offspring, right? The heroes of old, you know,

Hercules and all that lot. Um, and they um, and but when the world was flooded,

the ones who were half, and this is Gnostic, I’m telling you, Gnostic doctrine within the secret societies.

I’m not making this crap up. So, when when the flood, you know, bumped them all off. The ones who were half human,

half um, angelic being couldn’t go where humans go when they die and couldn’t really, you know, they didn’t have

mortal bodies. So they became what the book of Enoch describes as evil spirits and their job was to vex mankind. So

those entities are looking for bodies to to to go into. So they breed all these alien grays and whatever and those those entity, you know, those spirits go into

these bodies that they’re breeding those blanks. And that’s why they come and they, you know, and they’re using they come and abduct people. And these these

are facts now. There’s been disclosure now of all this stuff. um they’ve they’ve they come and take everyone’s genetic material and then they have this

breeding program. But so is so is the uh test tube breeding programs.

So they’re making the human race sterile and replacing everybody with test tubes.

And that’s 85% of abortions, well spontaneous miscarriages or whatever in in the UK, it was in mainstream news,

were caused by the AstroZeneca at the time. And so they’re killing, they’re making everyone infertile. I was, you know, you continually told by people in the military, oh, everyone’s infertile.

Whatever they give you in the military, all the injections and stuff these days,

um, and they microchip everyone, by the way, in the military, um, they wake up and they can’t, they don’t remember,

their nose is bleeding, they don’t remember what happened the night before, even the reserves in Australia. But, um,

you know, they’re all infertile and then they’re all going and going to these companies and [ __ ] knows what they’ve done with

what they’ve put inside you from these baby factories,

you know, you got to look into it all. I mean Oh, I know. I have. I have. Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah. Or people, I mean, in general. But yeah, so their agenda is annihilate humans and replace them with themselves.

They want the planet for themselves. So they’re they’re developing as many they’re creating

armies, clone armies, human armies, you know. um they’re going to have, you

know, uh people manning clones and um drones and you know, all what Hollywood tells you, the technology is already

here and they’re going to have, you know, people, you know, operating these.

It’s like in Avatar operating these, you know, bodies remotely and whatever.

They’re gonna they’re just developing an army and they’re developing as many anti-gravitational craft as they can and and things and and they and the Bible

actually describes it says in one part when it says you know and oh the Haj collider cern had collider

Chapter 15: CERN & Portals

CERN is the name of the ancient god that you know the the horn goat pan the horn

you know um cerner it is built over the top of the tradition traditional ancient

go research it um opening to what’s called the abyss in the Bible and where

all these fallen angels were imprisoned and the and it’s and the the traditional temple to Apollon is there Napoleon is

Shiva Apollo is Shiva and CERN and you know and they’re going to open this up right they they’re looking this they’re

you know they’re going to open it up the Bible says Somebody, an angel comes with the key and opens up, you know, the Hadron Collider. Well, that’s exactly

what they’re going and the key that they’re looking for is a frequency. So, one article I put up on my blog site,

most of the stuff’s taken down. They’ll come to shoot me. Um,

one article I put up was talking about you can buy these little kits. And so,

within the secret societies, you’ve got the tree of life, okay? You’ve got the cabalistic tree. And every one of those tense spher represents an

interdimensional location that clairvoyance traveled to, right? And you might encount whatever you encounter

there might be an entity and you bring information back. So that’s how you know Tesla got his info that way, Hitler got his info that way. And um now the hat

had collider the key was a ch you know you could buy a set of tuning forks and each key that you chant in um opens up

the portal to that interdimensional location within these gnostic you know secret societies. So that’s what had

collider is. It’s this massive they’re trying to open up separate the veil that’s that um they’re trying to open the veil, pierce the veil that separates

this from the um other d uh dimension in which these fallen angels are imprisoned and then all hell’s going to break loose

once that [ __ ] comes out. Right? So um you know you’ve got and of course that CERN had hydrron collider is um powered

by a quantum dwave computer and the same AI. So the same AI computer they’ve got

one at NASA they got one that operates Google and all this sort of thing. That’s where the AI is coming from. Now,

Gordy Rose, who was the head and spokesperson like at TED talks and that for D-Wave computers, said they’re

interdimensional computers. They process interdimensionally and they um and they uh and we don’t know who’s

spewing out the answers. So, they’re sending questions in and some interdimensional entity is processing it somewhere and sending it back. Now, the main project at CERN is called Alice.

Now this is where the Alice comes from.

You see there’s lots of references to Alice. That is the pro I was Alice. I was project Alice. I was a very

successful Alice. MK Delta you know Alice and they so the C the these

quantum computers are based on the right hemisphere of the brain and how the human you know processes. Um because the

right hemisphere in every human being processes interdimensionally. Yeah.

And the higher your IQ, the greater that processing capacity in the right hemisphere. So they built computers,

DARPA and that built these computers based on the human brain.

Yeah. Any other thoughts on the kind of significance of Australia in all this?

Because you mentioned CERN. There’s the Synatron Collider in Melbourne that they say is part of CERN even on the official website.

Yeah. Well, they’re they’re building. I haven’t researched a lot of stuff lately, but they’re building a lot of these colliders. China have got some. I

think they’re building half a dozen or something.

Yeah. Um, yeah, I’d say that they’re all the Rothschilds and in the West and, you know, Lee and all them, you know, in the

East and whatever are all in in are vying for supremacy and and they’re going to use, you know, they they’re they’re thinking, you know,

we’re opening up and going to let our our gods out, our fathers, forefather gods.

You know, it’s not going to go well for them. What about the spiritual significance of Australia in terms of like history and like Olaroo or like

Chapter 16: Australian History

oldest living culture? What’s important about Australia?

Um well I think we’re going I think all these countries I mean karma you know

America’s America is going to be punished heavily for what they did to their indigenous populations and Australia you know it’s not good what

happened here. But you got to remember too that um there are some groups that came down from Papa New Guinea and and destroyed

the first Aboriginals who were Tranini and and the the war pushed down to Tasmania. So there’s been these you know

struggling for supremacy and and you know ownership has been going on for centuries. But um I think what’s going

to happen is um the significance is and I hope Gary Wayne comes out with

another book. There’s another book he was doing and it was on tracing the lost tribes of Israel because he’s saying that and this is interesting. So the two

tribes that come from the double tribe that comes from Joseph, well that’s that’s uh modernday uh some Australians,

Canadians, you know, uh England uh and all these groups. So there are so that’s

where Australia is significant in one way is that um there are you know all those Judeo-Christian

um groups you know there’s a lot of us who probably uh uh from the lost tribes you know so I think that’s going to come

into play in the future I don’t know how much genetic testing is going to be with all this um ancestry.com and you know or

how much they’ll enforce genetic testing to be able to divide people up and see who’s who and bump off the ones they don’t want, you know, based on that.

Um, they hate the the Luciferian elite hate God’s chosen. They hate Christians

and they hate um uh you know, the tribes of Israel and

most of those are lost. So, they’re going to target them for a new holocaust and wipe them out as much as they can.

They’re not going to be totally successful. Um, I think that and they’re just going to continue to,

you know, spew this false narrative out there and create division and oh,

everyone’s going to hate, you know, one group or another. It’s it’s all lies. It’s not the truth, you know. Meanwhile, let’s let’s let’s just

Chapter 17: QAnon & Epstein Files

start a war and what what do we do with all the Epstein files that have been released, retracted? Now, they’re going to release. Well, are they gonna release

the ones they retracted the other day or is this new stuff? I mean, you know, and I and I was granted access to that web and I found some stuff and I found my

some of my articles in there and all this sort of thing. Bit weird. Um, but what’s you know, they’ve they’ve obviously gotten rid of all the the good

stuff. You know, there’s nothing much in there that I really went looking for.

Just the same old names we knew about 10 years ago.

Yeah. Yeah. Exactly. You know when we were called nut nut n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n n nuts for talking about Frazzled Drip and Pedogate and Pizzagate and

you know Podesta’s emails that we all saw and they had real stuff before AI you know was a thing. They had all the

footage all the footage of you know Hunter Biden raping his niece and and a Chinese little girl and I saw all of

that you know I saw the internet go down in front of me. Twitter was went out when those New York police released the

Frazzled Drip film. I saw the beginning of it and I went, “Whoa, I’m not watching this. I’ve seen enough of this in my life.” I was there. That was real.

You know, we were there. How come no one cared? You know, it was only really the the the Christian right in America that

gave a toss and, you know, supported me and I had an impact on. Not many of the left cared,

you know, and what? Now they care.

Why? Why? Just because Trump’s been named big deal, you know. And by the way, I wasn’t a Qin on conspiracy

nutter. I was Michael Aquino who headed the psychological operations division of the US Army. He was friends with Jim

Watkins in the military and he like I don’t know had something he was personal friends with him. Jim Watkins ran like

8chan and 4chan. It was a porn site to begin with and then Jim Watkins played Q for Michael Aquino and Qanon was brought

in to get rid of the false memory foundation which I successfully targeted and destroyed. They were Aquino was very worried about me coming out. You know,

in the early days I People don’t realize how much I’m worth to them gone. You know, there’s a big price on my head.

Um, and if it weren’t for the existence of God, I I would be dead, you know. But QAnon was just a a bloody, you know, and

I knew all the way. But the the the fed I had a contact in the federal cops and they said, “Do not criticize Qanon. Do not criticize Alex Jones. That is your

um major it’s your vehicle for gathering momentum and um, you know, getting your

message out there.” So I played a PR game and um yeah then I was like labeled a Qanon conspiracy nutter and everything.

No poster child. One of the major journalists I talked around said oh what so you’re not the Q Anon post child. I went no I never was.

So what do you think cuz I followed the Q stuff. So what do you think was the actual point of all that? Cuz it obviously it did disclose some truth psychological operation.

Yeah. um you know four-fold. I mean for a start um they had to get rid of the false

memory foundation. That was the first operation to counter the satanic panic of the 80s that Michael Aquino called it satanic panic. dressed up in a

theatrical co, you know, Halloween costume and went on Oprah and I’m the temple of set and, you know, respect my religious rights to, you know, freedom

and all this sort of thing. um and expression and all this when he had raped all these kids and trafficked all these kids and was involved in every

major uh case of trafficking to the White House, pedophilia politicians

leakage or you know um you know offered air force base and the finders and you know McMartin Preschool and Presidio you

know preschool cases and everything. He was linked to every one of those. So he it was up to him to run these uh

psychological operations and and he he took down when I came out he took down false memory foundation cuz I had a few goals when I came out I went I’m going

to [ __ ] target that thing that’s determined whether or not therapists believe clients in Australia since the 90s. Yeah.

I’m targeting that. I’m taking down false memory foundation run by pedophiles including Martin Norn and that were on the board um in Paltra um based on false research.

Yes. All right. CIA psychology research. Yeah.

Elizabeth Loftus was absolutely discredited and sued successfully.

Yeah. Um, I was taking down HillSong because I knew it was a CIA cut out from the start that I had I I knew of that when I was from being part of all this

when I was young. Um, raised up to be a leader in it all. Um, and I was going to expose the Wood royal Commission, which no one knew anything about until I brought

it out. And that list that you see everywhere was my list. You know, people go, “Have you seen this piano?” Like seven years after I’d written it and

published it. Um so and and exposed Derek boy home as an MK Ultra facility

where they recruit and uh Ingodine boys home Australia’s first boys home as recruitment location. So

they were my big goals and um yeah I think I was pretty successful and then I I I I released it all and then I watched

it because I never owned anything and I put it out for free. I said just copy whatever you want as long as you you

know don’t sell it. monetize it. Um, and it was like the way I did it was I used

every IQ point I had and every bit of military intelligence training to it was

just me, you know, versus this this Epstein conglomerate, right, of power and

unlimited, you know, access and multiple um enemies, you know, everyone wanted me dead. Um, so, uh, I think I I think I

pulled it off and then I saw everything unfold and took on a life of its own.

Then I went off for a while, had the shits because, you know, it’s like for a while then no one supported me when they all started attacking me and online, you know. Uh, and I just went, “Oh, well,

you guys can do it.” And that was good because people did go with it. I saw people at those marches all stem from my stuff. those million people at old

parliament house stem I saw I traced the success and how it spread and then it became the vax stuff and whatever but you know people turning up to these

marches with t-shirts with Fiona Barnett and eyes wide open on the t-shirt you know and stuff like that and I went wow

you know it was it was huge and and I was so you know and and so then it was not about me

you know it it became and then other people came forward and unfortunately you know, some got suppressed. I I won’t

mention their name, but there was uh a complete [ __ ] who um had the names and

details of, you know, many survivors um of uh very high-profile

um people, perpetrators, and uh this person buried them and fed those victims to the pers. So, you know, a lot of bad

stuff came out of it. a lot of um agent provocators and you know people coming

out who are actually MK assets or working for bad guys in a conscious capacity or whatever and you know trying

to control the narrative and trying to bury my history like they’ve tried to wipe everything off the internet you

know um uh but that’s okay because it doesn’t matter it took on a life of its

own. Why do you think they are letting um you know these days you can pretty much say anything on YouTube you couldn’t a few years back even your can

I didn’t know you could well it’s a final roundup probably that’s one of the other purposes is with QAnon and that I’m sure they were surveilling people

keeping tabs and deciding are they in the red list or the blue list or whatever you know and will come for them

later on who’s who is the problem um who who has social influence who’s articulate um who who’s a problem here,

you know, dissident. It’s it’s profiling dissident and it’s a it’s a trial run. Um it’s a

mass sigh up. How can we uh influence people? I mean, if you had this fake freaking military orchestrated, you

know, alien invasion, well, that’ll do it. That’s what’s next, isn’t it? Yeah.

You know, what else is going to do it once world war doesn’t, you know, cut it? Let’s just have a huge alien invasion like in Hollywood movies and a

massive, you know, ship the size of four football ovals over every city, you know. Oh, yeah. That’ll get everyone’s attention and then they’ll think, oh,

the Messiah is coming out. So, they’ll introduce the Messiah, the fake [ __ ]

Messiah and everyone will think it’s the Messiah. It’s not. It feels like we’re definitely heading towards that um UFO

fakery, right? With the slow disclosure and um even the three eye atlas thing that they really played up in the media last year with this comets coming

the third eye. Three three Yeah. The third eye.

Yeah. Yeah. Anything we haven’t touched on today that you feel is really important for everyone to understand?

Chapter 18: The Way Forward

Um it’s been incredible by the way. I think this hopefully is going to get out and Yeah, it’s been amazing. Well, it’s been

a while, so I’ve just like had verbal diarrhea, haven’t I? Really? Um,

and I don’t have the photographic memory I used to have. I used to be able to in my head have 15 documents opened up and read them and just not have to, you

know, I could just go bang bang bang bang. But now it’s like, yeah, like dodgy memory, you know.

Um, I think just just to uh the victims of all this

stuff, don’t fall for fake for the for the fake treatments.

Um, you need genuine uh therapy that

uh like I says will act on the right hemisphere. So those therapies are like properly administered EMDR.

Um something that places you in an altered state. They’ll say Shapiro said,

“Oh, it doesn’t place you.” Yes, it bloody does and I can prove it. So you need something that brings the right hemisphere into dominance. So you know,

good luck finding an ethical hypnosis expert. Um but you need but there are

alternatives. So EMDR is a mild form of inducing an altered state. um you need uh visualization is very very powerful.

You can through closing your eyes being placed in a uh relaxed state. So a lot of sort of hypnosis techniques to uh

relax the body. The more relaxed you are the better it’s going to be and work and then you can change things just through visualization. You can go in and it has

to be done in great detail. when somebody puts you through a guided visualization which someone trained in EMDR can do um then you can actually

explore the content of the right hemisphere it has to be non-suggestive of course your your body will bring it up at a rate that you can cope with

it has to be like that and um as many of the sensory sensory system modalities

you can turn on at the one time the better it’s going to work and the more access you’ll gain pain to that right

brain content. Um, so that is clayfield therapy. My god, go and look up what that is. Not just clay, there’s a protocol called clayfield therapy. Look,

there’s a lot of Jung in it. Jung was a Rosa Christian Freemason and he repackaged Gnostic, you know, theory and whatever. He’s piece of [ __ ] right? But

um but but the actual protocol works. um you’re opening, you know, you’re going straight to the brain through the

propreceptive uh pathways and there’s a lot of nerves in in your fingers. Um you put your feet

in it. You need clayfield therapy, you need EMDR, you need visualization,

uh guided sort of relaxation, guided visualization, mental imagery, you know,

these sorts of things. you need to go in and um pull up the stuff and what activates the

memory is what triggers it is simply talking about it,

you know, just you know and then you need to open it right up, extract the information and then you need to strip

the emotion from that and you need to uh basically

develop a novel understanding of that scenar scenario of what happened and um

and change the ending you know within that visualization or something. There are different things you can do. So this

is like a very rough you know sort of introduction to what I found worked and

um and you need to process the emotion that’s attached to that memory and the only way you can do that the right hemisphere processes emotion left

doesn’t. The only emotion the left hemisphere can recognize and understand and process is anger, right? Empathy, spirituality,

um, you know, interdimensional access to like a Oh, that’s the other thing within MK Ultra, like the really, uh, top-notch

stuff. It was all laid interdimensionally using psychedelics and hypnosis and EEG and sensory deprivation in the flation

tanks. John C. Lily, one of my original perpetrators, you know, all that lot. So you need to So there is yeah there’s an

interdimensional element to it and that’s right hemisphere based I tell you what’s not going to [ __ ] help you clairvoyance training learning to speak

to dead people getting in touch with the brotherhood right that [ __ ] is not good all right

it’s not going to help CBT won’t help you um being electrocuted is only going to electrocution

suppresses memory. That’s why they did it to us in the first place. Any techniques that the perpetrators used that are Nazibased, you know, and

abusive are not going to help you. Drugs generally aren’t going to help. They sometimes they take the edge off things,

but they they can block processing and block the right hemisphere from coming forward. Right. So, and and marijuana doesn’t help. I’m sorry, but look,

non-THC um CBT oil, yes. CBD oil, yes. But THC can induce psychosis.

Yeah.

Right. So not going to help. Um so you know you just need these you need the

therapy techniques which were the the basis of all the studies by the um MK Ultra scientists.

And for nonvictims what would your advice be to like to stop this happening defeat new world order and all that type of thing? I think believe people um and not indiscriminately believe people.

There are a lot of people out there who are oh we’re victims just have to believe them this sort of thing. They haven’t done an hour of therapy in their

lives or they’re connected to the church of Satan or you know there’s some obvious clues there. You know um if

they’ve not done therapy themselves that’s not the person if they haven’t integrated yet that’s not the person you want to listen to. Okay. um you you know

like I’ll give you an example for minor stuff like there’s you know you get all these did support groups and everyone’s going there because they want a sense of

identity cuz they there’s their sense of identity is kind of [ __ ] right so and I get it um but you know someone one of

them for example I read the other day someone sent me something and I went oh please don’t listen to that they’re going oh how EMDR is a lot like the

abuse we experienced you know they they they beat us up bilateral naturally left and right. It’s the same. Or they used a

light bar, you know, left to right stimulation. Or they put sound things left to right simulate. That is not true. That’s that’s not the same thing.

And don’t listen to people who are not healed yet in some, you know, to some degree. I’m not totally healed. I’m not saying that. But, you know, I’ve got therapists saying, “You should be dead.”

You know, like, “How’d you do this? You’re the only one who has, you know, is speaking the way you do. You know,

I’m not psychotic. Well, I’ve never been diagnosed psychotic. You know, listen to,

you know, listen to people. Do believe them. Just listen and then uh discern, research, synthesize information.

There’s a lot of crap out there. The most of the [ __ ] on the internet is is rubbish. There’s people out there saying that Isaac Kappy, oh, you know what happened to Isaac and he killed himself?

No, this one. No, I told you, you know, there’s a whole group of them and no,

there’s only one reason I and anyone affiliated with the group who attack people who say the truth,

you know, know who they are. I’m not even going to mention I’m not going to say who they are anymore. I’m I used to fight with them and everything. I It’s beyond that now. It’s past that.

Um, people just need to Yeah. be aware. Turn off the ABC. It’s [ __ ]

Turn off the TV. That’s the main alpha wave stimulating programming device there is. And you know, I couldn’t watch TV while I was doing therapy and stuff.

And uh only now can I watch a bit of,

you know, I’ll do streaming and pick what I want. Yeah.

You know, and get rid of ads especially and things like that, all the programming and Yeah, I’m the same. Well, Fiona, that’s been absolutely incredible. Um, I’ll put

the links to follow you down below and um, yeah, well done on getting through everything and and let’s hope this message gets out and resonates with a lot of people.

Yeah, I hope so. You know, and when it really gets bad, call on Jesus Christ. Cool. It’s a good place to wrap up. All right,

thanks Fiona. Take care. Cheers, guys.

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All sorts of points I want to make, but this is not the time. A very fond welcome back to Fiona.

Her article is found here Fiona Barnett was Right https://fionabarnett.org/2026/02/23/fiona-barnett-was-right/

and mirrored on her second website https://pedophilesdownunder.wordpress.com/2026/02/23/fiona-barnett-was-right/

Even though their times overlapped relatively briefly, Veronica, who probably knows more survivors stories in depth than anyone else welcomed her back the other day, recognising the impact that Fiona had made, The Order https://veronicaswiftblog.substack.com/p/the-order .

The outstanding feature of Fiona to me was that she marched in a straight line. She knew that some of the people were likely narrative controllers that she talked to - ITNJ, Woods Commission, mainstream media, conferences, ISSTD Officials, some alternative media. Some of her best information and stories comes as a result of those encounters. She spoke to them all. She took on all challenges. No doubt she will again. Her honesty and integrity shone through.

With her usual Australian reserve… Fiona Barnett was Right by Fiona Barnett

Over a decade ago, I became the first victim/whistle-blower to publicly expose Australia’s role in a government-sponsored child sex trafficking operation coordinated by Western military intelligence. I alleged the existence of a global human compromise network implicating senior politicians – including three Australian prime ministers and a U.S. president – plus British royalty, military brass, clergy, judges, police, academics, celebrities, athletes, billionaires, journalists, shipping companies, and major banks.

Within this hierarchy, children were internationally trafficked, hunted for sport, and ritually abused. I witnessed the paedophile elite gather to commit such atrocities at Bohemian Grove. I claimed the Rothschild financial dynasty sat at the apex of this global child trafficking operation. I said the Rothschilds oversaw the ushering in of a ‘New World Order’ via the Bilderberg Group, Trilateral Commission, Council on Foreign Relations, and others. I said they managed a global network of secret societies insiders call “The Order” and which included the Rosicrucians, Jesuits, Freemasons, Illuminati, OES (Order of the Eastern Star), and the OTO (Ordo Templi Orientis). These secret societies shared overlapping leadership, doctrines, and practises. I was ritually abused by all of these groups, and initiated into the OTO, OES, Rosicrucians, and Illuminati. The military further initiated me into their Orders of Dagon, Leviathan, and Lilith.

I publicly named my perpetrators. I testified before the Child Abuse Royal Commission, held a Sydney press conference attended by major media outlets, submitted statements to NSW Police, reported allegations of rape by prominent political figures including Prime Ministers Bob Hawke and Gough Whitlam to the Australian Federal Police. A former head of Queensland’s child sex crime unit concluded: “Kudos to you, Fiona, you’ve made yourself too high profile to assassinate.”

I filed complaints regarding Antony Kidman’s abuses of me with heath authorities who told my psychologist I was not the first complainant. Nicole Kidman’s security team told the media her father was placed on suicide watch immediately following my notification. The AFP had reportedly been preparing extradition proceedings when Antony Kidman suddenly died. Initial media reports stated Kidman fell from his daughter’s hotel balcony in Singapore. His reported cause of death changed several times, with further details sealed under foreign law.

Journalists informed me Nicole Kidman had adopted a “Scientology approach to managing” me. I experienced coordinated harassment and surveillance. ASIO agents pursued me while I attempted to file police reports. My car was shot at on the motorway, and a meat cleaver was left beneath the bullet hole that evening. In North America, incidents included a deliberate car collision and a knife threat. Individuals with police or military backgrounds repeatedly moved into neighbouring properties. Health professionals I consulted later appeared to have similar connections.

The publicly-funded ABC (Australian Broadcasting Corporation) attacked, mocked, defamed, and discredited me on national television. They had grounds for concern, because I recall how ABC Sydney studios were used to film child snuff porn, and to program child MK-Ultra subjects. British Playschool presenter John Hamblin raped me as a pre-schooler on my Nazi grandparents’ kitchen table in front of CIA psychologists Antony Kidman and Wendy-Louise Walker.

Blacklisted from traditional platforms, I turned to alternative media. I launched a six-year independent campaign to protect my family and myself while undertaking intensive trauma therapy. I conducted interviews, hosted online platforms, and published articles that gained significant traction. A university lecturer filmed the ‘Candy Girl’ documentary about my child trafficking experiences in Sydney. Steve McMurray identified my perpetrator network who had used aliases, and together we created Australia’s first podcast dedicated to exposing child trafficking networks. My work was amplified internationally by alternative commentators, including David Icke who published my free book ‘Eyes Wide Open’ that became an underground classic. I never monetised a thing.

Intelligence agencies deployed coordinated online efforts to discredit me. Specialised government units, including police informants and agent provocateurs, sought to entrap me into breaching anti-terrorism laws by encouraging me to accept illegal weapons, express support for violent rhetoric, and host agents posing as terror suspects.

I received up to 250 messages a day from other victims and witnesses, including internationally. Further allegations emerged against my perpetrators, notably Antony Kidman and PM Bob Hawke. Victims of Daruk government boys’ home and Engadine BoysTown reported being used for MK-Ultra experiments and said Gough Whitlam and other former prime ministers frequented Daruk to procure boys for sex. My advocacy work behind the scenes, which included liaising with police and mainstream journalists, forced police to establish a Daruk taskforce and culminated in convictions of low-level perpetrators. The CIA employees who conducted the MK-Ultra expriments evaded mention.

Military veterans claimed knowledge of underground facilities, “Aryan breeding programs,” and “kids in cages” located below Lucas Heights nuclear reactor, Holsworthy Army Base, and Glenbrook Airforce base. One veteran who was a retired lawyer said his friends – my former handler Wendy-Louise Walker, and her assistant Keith Dawes – recognised me from my press conference as one of their Holsworthy victims. A decorated Vietnam veteran, special forces and intelligence officer, William Bowser OAM, said my disclosures posed a national security risk comparable to Edward Snowden or Julian Assange.

I publicly criticised the newly appointed Prime Minister Scott Morrison for posing with my Freemason perpetrators, and I questioned his connections to CIA cut-out Hillsong Church after individuals contacted me alleging ritual abuse and child trafficking links involving Antony Kidman.

I also linked global trafficking operations to figures such as Lt. Col. Michael Aquino, founder of the U.S. Army’s Psychological Operations division whose CV stated he was in the Order of Dagon. In response to longstanding allegations of child sex trafficking, and satanic ritual abuse, Aquino appeared on Oprah dressed in a ridiculous Halloween costume and framed the multiple accusations as ‘religious discrimination.’ Aquino played a central role in shaping counter-narratives, by coining the term ‘satanic panic’ and creating the False Memory Foundation which was stacked with accused paedophiles including head CIA psychiatrist Martin Orne.

I described connections between MK-Ultra research, the University of Sydney, CSIRO, military facilities, and my perpetrators. My researcher Steve McMurray found evidence the CIA funded Martin Orne’s 1960 visit to the University of Sydney to teach MK-Ultra hypnosis. Orne trained Antony Kidman, Wendy-Louise Walker, Gordon Hammer, and Phil Sutcliffe, all of whom later applied CIA trauma and dissociation methods to me in facilities beneath Lucas Heights and Holsworthy, and in the University’s Madsen Building. Their protocol included hypnosis, psychedelics, rape, waterboarding, sensory deprivation, spinning, and electrocution. This induced systematic conditioning and memory compartmentalisation in preparation for the Western child soldier program known as MK-Delta.

When QAnon emerged, I recognised it as another of Aquino’s psyops intended to control public discourse about elite trafficking. Aquino’s old military associate Jim Watkins, owner of the 8Chan porn site, hosted and played ‘Q.’ Although journalists labelled me the “QAnon poster child,” I abstained from public comment on advice from my AFP contact.

My central thesis was this: Child sex trafficking operates as a global blackmail and control system overseen by military intelligence agencies, particularly the CIA. This is linked to historical programs such as MK-Ultra, rooted in multigenerational trauma conditioning and esoteric secret society practices.

Anthropologists and OSS/CIA officers Margaret Mead and Gregory Bateson spearheaded the first highly classified scientific investigations into psychedelics and hypnosis from the 1930s. They assembled a covert team of weaponised anthropologists, pharmacology researchers, psychologists, neuroscientists, and computer scientists to conduct the MK-Ultra research. Their networks extended into Australia, centred at the University of Sydney where Margaret Mead lectured and used falsified research to help facilitate the Marxist cultural revolution, and Holsworthy where Gregory Bateson abused me as a young girl.

Britain’s ‘Operation Matchbox’ relocated Nazi scientists including bioweapons head Eric Traub, and Nazi doctor Leonas Petrauskas (my Gestapo grandmother’s friend), to Australia. National Archives show ASIO cleared this pair to enter Papua New Guinea, where they liaised with Margaret Mead, and conducted MK-Naomi bioweapons research. Traub became the covert head of our new CSIRO. Intelligence-linked research continued within the University of Sydney’s CSIRO-owned Madsen Building beyond ownership transfer in 1980.

I also described historical ties between Leonas Petrauskas, his friend Antony Kidman, the University of Sydney, and the OTO whose national headquarters were housed in the University’s Wentworth Building until public attenton following my police witness statements, plus release of the ‘Candy Girl’ documentary, which identified the crimes committed by OTO members including Antony Kidman and the University’s Vice Chancellor and lecturers, on University grounds. Internal documents proved the link between this fraternity and ABC personnel.

Aquino dispatched his asset, Hollywood actor Isaac Kappy, to entrap me. Tim Stewart facilitated Kappy’s travel to my home. Tim Stewart’s wife was head bridesmaid at Scott Morrison’s wedding. Morrison placed a media ban on identifying Tim Stewart who posed with the PM on a Hawaiian beach toasting cocktails while Australia burned.

Kappy ‘suicided’ mid-2019, after he failed to insert police agents into my home or have me phone Aquino on the four numbers provided. Aquino died shortly after Kappy.

Instead of being institutionalised and silenced, I reintroduced the term “ritual abuse” into mainstream discourse. At my suggestion, the Prime Minister included the term in his 2018 national apology to child abuse victims. The ABC tried to bury this legacy in 2021. An ABC 4 Corners aired an episode which falsely portrayed Tim Stewart as a QAnon conspiracy extremist, and included my name and image from a zoom call I had with Stewart and Isaac Kappy. An ABC news article plagiarised Steve McMurray’s research and writings concerning MK-Ultra links to the University of Sydney, that Steve and I had published online since 2015.

Since I first spoke up over a decade ago, what was labelled conspiracy theory has steadily entered mainstream headlines. Bob Hawke’s daughter accused her father of concealing her rape by a Victorian Labor politician. Every major news outlet, including the ABC, has reported on an internationally connected “Sydney satanic paedophile ring” involving a decorated NSW police officer. The criminal cases of Cardinal Pell, NXVIM, Harvey Weinstein, Sean ‘P-Diddy’ Combes, Jeffrey Epstein, and Ghislaine Maxwell hit the mainstream news. The major Australian banks were fined for laundering money from child and drug trafficking and funneling this into Middle-east terror activities.

The Epstein files implicate Australian politicians, U.S. presidents, British royals, Mossad, Bohemian Grove, and the Rothschilds. The documents reveal a direct professional connection between Kevin Rudd and Jeffrey Epstein through their mutual participation in the Mongolia Presidential Advisory Board. Paul Keating’s daughter, Katherine Keating(aka Catherine), served as CEO of JPMorgan Chase’s U.S. private bank and oversaw the firm’s banking relationship with Epstein after his conviction for child sex trafficking. She also socialised with Epstein, Prince Andrew, and Woody Allen. Epstein stated in email that he represented the Rothschild family’s banking interests, was a member of the Trilateral Commission and Council on Foreign Relations and was strongly connected to the Bilderberg Group.

Epstein file Document EFTA00020457 is an FBI victim statement which alleges Prince Andrew watched Ghislaine Maxwell torture a young girl with electrocution at Andrew’s Royal residence in Windsor. Document EFTA00040577 is an email in which a victim named Bryan Miller states he witnessed Prince Andrew torture a young woman to death.

Finally, articles I wrote in 2014 are referenced in the Epstein files. These concern complaints lodged by a Bond University law student. That student’s complaints echo those I had filed against Bond University regarding paedophile ring psychology lecturers, the Bond Psychology Clinic concealing reports of local DOCS employees sex trafficking foster children, plus male and female Bond lecturers systematically raping students.

I stand by my original declaration:

Fiona Barnett was right.

SELECT DOCUMENTS

Documents EFTA00037470 – EFTA00037470. UK National Crime Agency referred allegations against Lady Clare Guinness/Iveagh, President of NSPCC’s West Sussex branch, to FBI/DOJ for covert investigation. Allegations of close personal ties with Epstein, and that Lady Clare Guinness/Iveagh sexually abused an Epstein victim.

Document EFTA00020457. FBI witness statement alleging Prince Andrew watched Ghislaine Maxwell electrically torture young girl at his Royal residence.

Document EFTA00040577: Witness alleges Prince Andrew tortured a girl to death.

Document EFTA00832976. Epstein states: “I represent the Rothschilds.”

Document EFTA02549842. Suggests Epstein had attended Bohemian Grove.

Document EFTA01877437 suggests Bohemian Grove was considered a networking opportunity for international business connections.

Document EFTA00606442. Epstein was a member of the Trilateral Commission plus Council on Foreign Relations.

Document EFTA02416373. Epstein email referencing the Bilderberg Group.

Document EFTA00576999. Censored email re OTO member Rudolf Steiner.

My links on Fiona and many archive links of Fiona’s articles are in this article, 2023 Mar 8 substack foxblog3 Fiona Barnett Links Summary [131].

2026 Mar 10 Updated - correction to ISSTD from IICSA.

These are a list of others that I have blogged

• Timeline of Fiona Barnett Links on FoxBlog1 and FoxBlog3

• 2015 Nov 30 foxblog1 My Story Fiona Barnett – “Hang on for the Ride” [114]

• 2015 Dec 2 foxblog1 Gordon Myers – Victim of #VIPcsa Australia [121]

• 2015 Dec 13 foxblog1 Fiona Barnett Australian Child Abuse Network [113]

• 2015 Dec 18 foxblog1 From Fiona Barnett to Miley Cyrus [112]

• 2016 Jan 5 foxblog1 MK Ultra Mind Control in Australia [136] Steve McMurray

• 2017 Jan 13 foxblog1 Australian Communist Party, Child Abuse and UK Paedophile Information Exchange PIE [137]

• 2018 May 3 foxblog1 Fiona Barnett appears to be OK. New Post on her Blog [111]

• 2018 July 28 foxblog1 Witness Statement by Fiona Barnett – Child Sexual Abuse [110]

• 2018 Aug 10 foxblog1 Interviews with Child Abuse Survivors by Nathan at Lift the Veil [105]

• 2018 Aug 22 foxblog1 Fiona Barnett’s Recent Interviews [109]

• 2018 Sept 8 foxblog1 Fiona Barnett’s ITNJ Testimony [108]

• 2018 Oct 25 foxblog1 Acknowledgement and Apology to Ritual Abuse Victims from Australian Prime Minister [104]

• 2018 Oct 30 foxblog1 The Secret Side of Halloween [103]

• 2018 Nov 8 foxblog1 Alice in Wonderland and Wizard of Oz MK-ULTRA Programming [102] Unpacked

• 2019 Aug 7 foxblog1 Read Fiona Barnett’s Free New E-Book – EYES WIDE OPEN [107]

• 2019 Dec 1 foxblog1 Nazis and Mind Control [127]

• 2020 Mar 21 foxblog1 How to Integrate Alters – Fiona Barnett [106]

• 2020 Jun 21 foxblog1 Fiona Barnett Eyes Wide Open Lockdown Edition [115]

• 2020 Jun 23 foxblog1 Fiona Barnett Eyes Wide Open Updated Lockdown Edition [100]

• 2022 Jul 9 foxblog1 Fiona Barnett’s 2019 Evidenced Rebuttal of Hit Piece [124w]

• 2022 Jul 9 foxblog3 Fiona Barnett’s 2019 Evidenced Rebuttal of Hit Piece [124s]

• 2022 Jul 14 foxblog1 Real Memories Fake False Memory Foundation [125w]

• 2022 Jul 14 foxblog3 Real Memories Fake False Memory Foundation [125s]

• 2022 Jan 20 foxblog3 Cabala, Eastern Star and MK Ultra by Fiona Barnett [128]

• 2023 Mar 5 substack foxblog3 Thread on Fiona Barnett [130]

• 2023 Mar 8 substack foxblog3 Fiona Barnett Links Summary [131]

• 2023 Mar 12 substack foxblog3 Fiona Barnett Full Twitter Thread Summary [132]

• 2024 Jan 26 Reseeit Fiona Barnett thread on reseeit [133]

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Conman Craig Part 1 [fb32603] showed how Sawyer used the distraction of the release of his youtube interview with Nino Rodriguez on the 17th February as the moment to admit that it was actually illegal for his organisation called Veterans For Child Rescue Inc. to rescue children.

Many people had been saying for years that Sawyer did not rescue children, and finally he admitted it. Needless to say he did not admit it transparently and honestly and gracefully or like a Christian. He posted it down a thread and it received 60 views whilst his interview was getting 30,000 in the first day and 60,000 in the first week.

This was a huge announcement. For 10 years Sawyer has been soliciting money by promising child rescues. He chose to release the bombshell information that he did not rescue children, at the time that his youtube interview with Nino as released, guaranteed to get him tens of thousands of views. However the “no child rescues” information was not the only part of the psyop. The video with Nino was also part of the psyop.

The Nino interview was used to try to

• To try to demolish the perception that Sawyer was Hillary’s “bodyguard”

• Position Sawyer as the “solution” to Epstein type issues of child trafficking

• Act a distraction from the “no child rescues” revelation

Sawyer’s “Hillary’s Bodyguard” History

Sawyer’s Denials

Sawyer had got himself into a propaganda pickle by denying what he had himself had written on his bio. Here is one example of when Sawyer had outright lied and denied what was blatantly true.

Sawyer called it a “fake accusation”. He was clearly lying, to go along with being economical with the truth, dissembling and playing semantics with other suggestions as to his bodyguard / security relationship with Hillary in Iraq. Furthermore these comments were often met by Sawyer with ad hominem abuse and accusations that the questioner was a pedophile or pedophile supporter trying to create a false dichotomy.

Sawyer’s Bio

Previously, in 2013 Sawyer had boasted about being Hillary’s security on his bio.

“… Craig has run the specialist teams responsible for providing security to US Senators, Hillary Clinton, John McCain…”.

Over the years Sawyer gradually downgraded its prominence, until by 2020 he had removed Hillary and John McCain from his bio completely. It was detailed in my article from last December, My article Craig Sawyer DID Run Security for Hillary Clinton [fb32551].

If it had been just a political difference for the removal, Sawyer could easily have mentioned that and moved on, but by denying everything he did “protest too much” and he drew attention even more to his relationship with Hillary in particular.

Sawyer’s Rants Against Holmseth about being “Hillary’s Bodyguard”

Timothy Holmseth posted allegations that Sawyer was “Hillary’s bodyguard”. Holmseth was aware of what Sawyer’s bio said about Sawyer / Hillary / security but he had also posted that Sawyer is Hillary’s Personal Protector for life in the luciferian brotherhood system. This was information from Jessie Czebotar.

Perhaps jocularly, perhaps provocatively, perhaps trying to portray best what a Personal Protector from the system is, Holmseth used the term “Hillary’s bodyguard”. Holmseth’s jibes were actually mainly about the esoteric, the occult world of the luciferian brotherhood. The role is called a “protector” or “personal protector” in the system, but Holmseth referred to it as “bodyguard”. That is perhaps a description of the role that the public would more understand than the term protector.

A protector however entails more than just being a bodyguard. If I understand correctly then Sawyer would be expected by the luciferian brotherhood to protect Hillary from physical and spiritual attack, including using magik / witchcraft to do so. Some protectors fight together as a team with their charges, others are assigned with no team training.

Protector roles are for life. The role presumably ends when the Hillary Clinton or Craig Sawyer dies. No wonder Sawyer is on edge, with the Clinton body count figures! However, those figures / assassinations may also be a part of the role of a personal protector from the luciferian brotherhood!

Czebotar was not the only person who had accused Sawyer of nefarious activity. Adrian John Wells had accused Sawyer of trafficking and torturing him as a child, Craig Sawyer 11 - Adrian John Wells Videos [fb32539].

There is a large disconnect, Sawyer claims to rescue children, two people have claimed that they saw him torture and traffick children in the luciferian system.

Sawyer’s Rants at Tony Seruga

My article released last December Craig Sawyer DID Run Security for Hillary Clinton [fb32551] had been picked up and posted by Tony Seruga. it showed how Sawyer had posted on his bio about being security for Hillary. Tony has a large following of over 300,000 on twitter. It was Tony’s tweet that appeared to make Sawyer mad, and maybe why Sawyer’s handlers made the decision that he at least has to admit to the Iraq security. Sawyer replied to him 3 times with angry tweets. Sawyer totally unjustifiably laid into him, with a variety of his usual attacks, ad hominem abuse and propaganda.

https://x.com/TonySeruga/status/2004895854487056794

Craig Sawyer DID Run Security for Hillary Clinton
Craig Sawyer, a former Navy SEAL and founder of Veterans For Child Rescue (V4CR), has been repeatedly described in biographical sources as having provided private security services for high-profile figures, including Hillary Clinton.
Earlier versions of Sawyer’s own promotional materials and interviews reportedly highlighted these clients, though some references (including to Clinton) appear to have been removed from his current official bio on the V4CR website, which focuses on his military service, federal law enforcement, and high-threat mobile security in war zones without naming specific political clients.
https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/85-craig-sawyer-and-hillary-clinton

My article showing Sawyer’s bio and descriptions of his security with Hillary was factual anyway, but Tony wrote a straightforward factual summary tweet quoting information from Sawyer’s official bio, and the fact that Sawyer had removed the references to Hillary Clinton from the bio.

Sawyer apparently saw red and it was not love, and on the 14th February UK time, which would have been 13th February US time, Sawyer lambasted Tony Seruga with a couple of tweets. Sawyer accused Seruga of being a liar and of a “fake Killary narrative” and more…

https://x.com/RealCraigSawyer/status/2022495558544560157

You’re a #LIAR, Tony. Shame on you. Seriously. There’s no excuse. ninoboxer and I went through the facts of your fake Killary narrative yesterday on his show. Pull yourself together. Fact: My org http://V4CR.org arrests child predators with a 100% conviction rate with Federal, State and Local law enforcement allies across the country. Unless you’re a nasty satan-worshiping pedophile, you should be cheering us on! What’s wrong with you?

Tony tweeted about the Hillary security issue using information from Sawyer’s own bio. There is NO response from Sawyer to that information. All are deflections, ad hominem comments or other propaganda techniques.

• “You’re a #LIAR, Tony”. Tony did not lie. Tony made an accurate summary using information from Sawyer’s own bio.

• “Shame on you. Seriously”. False implication that Tony is acting immorally. Condescending.

• “ your fake Killary narrative”. It was not Tony’s narrative, and it was not fake. It was what Sawyer had said in his own bio. Sawyer was propagandising and gaslighting readers of his tweets, nor telling the truth.

• “There’s no excuse. ninoboxer and I went through the facts of your fake Killary narrative yesterday on his show”. Tony tweeted in December, Sawyer’s interview had only just just been released the day before. It was absurd deflection.

• “Pull yourself together”. Ad hominem, condescending dismissal. Does not address any specific allegations.

• “Fact: My org http://V4CR.org arrests child predators with a 100% conviction rate with Federal, State and Local law enforcement allies across the country"!. Deflection, strawman argument, nothing to do with issue Tony tweeted about.

• “Unless you’re a nasty satan-worshiping pedophile", you should be cheering us on!” False dichotomy.

• “What’s wrong with you?” Ad hominem, condescending dismissal. Does not address any specific allegations.

4 minutes later Sawyer is still in rant mode, and still not addressing Tony’s points whilst using more propaganda techniques.

https://x.com/RealCraigSawyer/status/2022496704507851196

It’s time for you to grow up and stand accountable for your reckless, selfish online behavior attempting to stop child predator arrests for your own attention. This is your wakeup call. I’ve beaten scumbags just like you for the same exact fake defamation for $4.65 MILLION and $500,000.00 for “Defamation With Malice in court. Here are the official court documents.

• “It’s time for you to grow up” Ad hominem, condescending dismissal. Does not address any specific allegations.

• “and stand accountable” Tony is stading accountable. Strawman

• “for your reckless, selfish online behavior” False and ad hominem, condescending dismissal. Does not address any specific allegations.

• “attempting to stop child predator arrests” False and false dichotomy. Talking about Sawyer’s relationship with Hillary is not attempting to stop child predator arrests.

• “for your own attention”. No evidence for Sawyers allegation. Deflection.

• “This is your wakeup call”. Condescending dismissal and implied threat.

• “I’ve beaten scumbags just like you” Ad hominem attack combined with guilt by association.

• “for the same exact fake defamation for $4.65 MILLION and $500,000.00 for Defamation With Malice in court. Here are the official court documents”. Strawman, nothing to do with Tony’s points. Tony is not defaming Sawyer.

Sawyer did not answer a single point that Tony made. This was Tony’s tweet.

Tony’s points were that…

• Sawyer’s bio had said he “… provided private security services for… Hillary Clinton”

• Sawyer had highlighted this in his promotional materials

• Sawyer subsequently removed the references to Hillary

Sawyer was completely unjustified in attacking Tony Seruga. Sawyer never once dealt with Tony’s points about Sawyer’s bio, and he used many propaganda techniques of ad hominem attacks, condescending dismissals, deflections, zero evidence, false dichotomies and much more. Sawyer was intimidating and gaslighting.

The only slight mistake that Tony made was that the Sawyer bio was on his Tactical Insider site, not the V4CR site. Sawyer did not mention this, presumably as it would bring attention to his bio and what he actually said.

Having studied these propagandists and psyops for a few months now, it becomes clear that the truth is irrelevant to them. It is just a matter of how many people they can make believe their story. Tony was attacked as he had influence and reach, and Sawyer tried to gaslight his readers and Tony’s readers into believing that Tony was not telling the truth and that he, Sawyer, was. The reverse was the real truth.

Sawyer and Grok

Later Sawyer had a back and forth conversation with Grok and Sawyer was summarising his story about Sawyer Hillary Iraq security issue.

https://x.com/RealCraigSawyer/status/2022750542074908833

To be more specific, Hillary Clinton and John McCain showed up with an inadequate security detail of only 2 men in a war zone where a full detail is warranted. They came into our ring of protection run by my Dept of State security detail.
So, John & Hillary came inside our area of operation and inside our physical ring of security for those meetings, but I was never assigned to them as their “personal bodyguard”.
The language of “personal bodyguard” was started by Holmseth with the malicious intent of destroying support for Veterans For Child Rescue (V4CR) which exposes and combats child trafficking in the USA via media exposure, investigations and sting operations with law enforcement, arresting child predators. We have a 100% conviction rate on our arrests.
The attempted association to Hillary by Holmseth is malicious defamation, due to the negative reputation Hillary has among American patriots.

In his tweets to Grok, Sawyer was “clarifying” his role in about security in Iraq with Hillary and John McCain. They came into his “ring of protection” with an inadequate security detail. He objected again to Holmseth calling him her “personal bodyguard” and then deflected quickly onto his conviction rate from arrests, another dodgy claim.

I asked Grok whether Tony Seruga’s tweet was an accurate summary…

Grok also determined that the main thesis of the substack was article correct and based on Sawyer’s own records from his bio. Then I asked Grok if the main thesis of the article was correct - that Craig Sawyer run security for Hillary Clinton…

Grok said that Craig Sawyer had run security for Hillary Clinton as his own bio had confirmed. Grok therefore did not support Sawyer on the key points from Tony Seruga that he chose to not address, ie. that Sawyer himself boasted about running security for Iraq, gradually withdrew it from his bio. Sawyer tried to pretend it never happened.

Sawyer and Nino Video

2026 Feb 14 17.53 pm Sawyer has another go at Tony Seruga…

https://x.com/RealCraigSawyer/status/2022730932797776152

Here you go, liar: Good interview with ninoboxer on the #EpsteinFiles and the big picture. We also address the false accusation attempting to smear me in association with Killary.

Sawyer called Tony a liar again. That appears defamatory, as Tony did not lie, and he did not make any false allegations nor smears about Hillary, he merely repeated Sawyer’s own bio. But they try and never let the truth get in the way of a psyop.

Tony Seruga never replied as far as I know. Sawyer defamed him without correction or rebuttal. Tony may not care about Sawyer’s pathetic false smears, he may be intimidated, I do not know why he did not reply. It is clear that Sawyer defamed Tony Seruga and lied about him and bullied him despite Tony merely repeating facts about Sawyer’s own bio. Sawyer clearly bullies people who tell the truth.

The video Sawyer posted at Tony, he had also posted the day before.

It was Sawyer’s interview with Nino.

It is a pat-a-cake interview. They are friends and they were only softball questions, which Sawyer could hit for 6 / for a home run, obviously agreed on beforehand. This screenshot of the transcript was the most relevant part to the Hillary / Iraq Security issue.

Nino picks it up after his weight loss advert, links back to Sawyer and let him spout his official narrative.

It adds a bit more detail to the Sawyer Hillary Iraq Security issue, but only to try to gaslight that the Sawyer Hillary bodyguard issue was about Sawyer Hillary Iraq security in 2005.

The video is more relevant for what Sawyer chose not to say than what he did say. Sawyer carefully chose not to mention that it was his own bio that had started the Hillary / Security topic. Sawyer also did not mention that the Hillary / Bodyguard issue was really about that he was alleged to be currently her protector in the luciferian brotherhood ie. Hillary / Luciferian Brotherhood.

Thanks to the person who provided this transcript, I am still working on my lack of skills in this regard.

Transcript of Nino - Sawyer Pat-a-Cake Interview

Craig Sawman Sawyer My Time With Hillary Clinton & Hunting Predatorspdf

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The White Rabbit Network

The other interesting issue is that the links that Sawyer gave to his interview with Nino were to a fairly obscure Rumble channel called “The White Rabbit Network”, who have less than 2000 followers, set up in November 2000.

• Why did “The White Rabbit Network” have access to Nino’s interview with Sawyer 4 days before Nino premiered it on youtube?

• Have “The White Rabbit Network” got an arrangement with Nino?

• Why did Nino let them premiere it first?

• Why did Sawyer give out “The White Rabbit Network” link rather than wait to support Nino’s youtube Channel?

If it was a random uploader how would Sawyer have known about him and how did they have access to Nino’s material in advance of him putting it out? Sawyer tweeted The White Rabbit Network video before Nino’s own youtube premier, and presumably had permission from Nino to do so. Very odd.

The White Rabbit is a symbol and name for the main controller / programmer of a mind control subject, and the Alice in Wonderland and Alice Through the Looking Glass films are used for mind control.

Note also the different emphasis in the titles. The White Rabbit Network chose “My Time with Hillary Clinton and Hunting Predators”…

Whilst Nino’s “The Epstein Files are Out… Now This Man is Taking Matters Into His Own Hands”…

The White Rabbit Network video title concentrated on Hillary and then moved it on to hunting predators, whilst Nino’s title did not mention Hillary but juxtaposed Sawyer after Epstein presenting him as the solution to Epstein type abuse.

Prior to the interview Sawyer had framed it as “a different type of chat”… and how the “wicked” were trying to stop him. “This was a different type of chat with ninoboxer about #V4CR’s mission, the #Epstein files and how the wicked attempt to stop us with fake accusations of association with HillaryClinton”. Not quite sure why he thought it was different, other than he actually chose to give a little detail for once about Hillary. He was framing this trying to say that all association with Hillary Clinton was false.

Nino described him as a“very controversial guest”. “All right, folks, welcome to Nino’s corner.tv I got a very, very good guest today, very controversial guest, Craig saw man Sawyer. And let me tell you, folks, I’ve been texting with him a lot recently, and he’s been helping me out with my situation at home. And good dude, in my opinion, good dude and but I know he’s seen some things”.

They had been texting alot. Nino is a friend of Sawyers. It appears that Sawyer was only presented as controversial so that he could present that controversy as being the Hillary / Security issue in Iraq from 2005, which of course is minor to the allegation that he is current Personal Protector to Hillary in the luciferian brotherhood system.

Discussion

Two issues had become conflated under the “Hillary Bodyguard” issue.

• Sawyer Hillary Security Iraq 2005

• Sawyer said to be currently Hillary’s Personal Protector in the luciferian Brotherhood

Sawyer’s blanket lies / denials about the security in Iraq issue were no longer tenable as anyone could see from his own bio that he had boasted about being security for Hillary. Sawyer’s over the top total denial of his public role with Hillary in Iraq appeared to be driven because did not want anyone to connect him to Hillary as it might open a whole can of worms about Sawyer and his role in the luciferian brotherhood. It also could expose Sawyer’s political cover story / alter as pro Trump and his recently massively developed Christian cover story / alter. It might reignite allegations about Sawyer’s role in Isaac Kappy’s death and encourage people to look more into Adrian John Wells’ allegations.

The interview served to allow Sawyer to present the people who had mentioned it as wicked, as though they had made something up rather than taken it from his own bio and that he had gradually downgraded his Hillary bio entry. He attacked them in a DARVO type fashion, reversing the victim and offender. Sawyer wants the public and particularly any new audience from the Nino interview to think that the Hillary bodyguard issue was about Iraq and that he had addressed it, ”debunked it”, when in reality he has not addressed it as being about the luciferian brotherhood.

Presumably Sawyer had boasted about doing security with Hillary in 2013 when she was riding high and expected to get elected in 2016. That backfired on him and he gradually downgraded her in his bio. It’s only in the last couple of years that Sawyer has formulated his anti Hillary rhetoric. He calls her Killary, and even associates her with luciferians.

Now he repeats it quite frequently, and distances himself as much as possible, perhaps because the more attention that is focussed on his “personal protector” role, the more the protector might become a liability to the person they are supposed to be protecting. Hence Sawyer keeps blatantly ignoring the elephant in the room on the “Hillary’s Bodyguard” issue. The significance of the “Hillary’s bodyguard” issue is not whether or not Sawyer arranged Hillary’s security in Iraq it is that he is reported to be Hillary’s Personal Protector for life in the luciferian Brotherhood. That is the issue he keeps avoiding answering. That is the issue that Sawyer needs to explain, not keep on attacking others for irrelevant superficial mainly political points about security in Iraq from 2005.

So far we have looked at 2 stages of the current Sawyer psyop.

Stage 1 was 13/14 Feb and dealt with the Hillary bodyguard issue portraying it as all about Iraq in tweets and via the small circulation White Rabbit Network Nino video. Sawyer attacked Tony Seruga over the Hillary / Sawyer Security issues, even though Tony had only stated what was written in Sawyer’s own bio. Sawyer posted out the Nino interview on the small The White Rabbit Network, maybe to see which way the wind was blowing, and so that if any adverse comment was attracted on the Hillary issues, it would be less noticed.

Stage 2 Three days later on the 17th came the Nino youtube release of the interview, so that he could then overwhelm any pushback and truth, with numbers and new eyes on Sawyer from Nino. The pat-a-cake interview and “bodyguard” whitewash acted as the distraction for the bombshell reveal that Vets for Child Rescue did not rescue children, reversing ten years of claiming the opposite, and raising money on that premise.

Sawyer continues to be a fraud.

Previous Posts about Craig Sawyer

• [CS0] Craig Sawyer V4CR #0 – Collection of Documents, Exhibits, Tax Returns etc https://cathyfoxblog2.wordpress.com/2023/02/23/craig-sawyer-v4cr-0-collection-of-documents-exhibits-etc/

• [CS1] Craig Sawyer V4CR #1 - Tucson Child Trafficking Camp Sawyer U Turn https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/craig-sawyer-1-tucson-child-trafficking

• [CS2] Craig Sawyer V4CR #2 - Where are the Child Rescues? https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/craig-sawyer-2-where-are-the-child

• [CS3] Craig Sawyer V4CR #3 - “Pedo Stings” https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/craig-sawyer-and-v4cr-3-pedo-stings

• [CS4] Craig “Shoeman” Sawyer V4CR #4 At the Border https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/craig-shoemansawyer-v4cr-4-at-the

• [CS5] Craig Sawyer V4CR #5 - Contraland Controversies I - Directors Documents https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/craig-sawyer-v4cr-5-contraland-controversies

• [CS6] Craig Sawyer V4CR #6 Contraland Controversies II - Second V4CR Whistleblower https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/craig-sawyer-v4cr-6-contraland-controversies

• [CS7] Craig Sawyer V4CR #7 - Tax Fraud? https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/craig-sawyer-v4cr-7-tax-fraud

• [fb32405] Craig Sawyer V4CR 8 - Hitpiece on Fiona Barnett https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/craig-sawyer-v4cr-8-hitpiece-on-fiona

• [fb32535] Craig Sawyer 9 - Why was V4CR formed? https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/craig-sawyer-v4cr-9-aspen-sawyer

• [fb32536] CS10 - Craig Sawyer’s Violence https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/90-cs11-craig-sawyers-violence

• [fb32539] Craig Sawyer 11 - Adrian John Wells Videos https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/craig-sawyer-11-adrian-john-wells

• [fb32541] CS12 Craig $awyer - Down and Out In Tucson, Arizona https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/95-craig-awyer-down-and-out-in-tucson

• [fb32543] CS13 Aspen Sawyer Assault Anomalies https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/90-sawyer-12-aspen-rape-doubts

• [fb32547] CS14 - Craig Sawyer is a Fraud https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/30-craig-sawyer-14-craig-sawyer-is

• [fb32551] CS15 Craig Sawyer DID Run Security for Hillary Clinton https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/85-craig-sawyer-and-hillary-clinton

• [SSSaw1] CS16 Scarlet Sage The Protector and the Pick Me https://scarletsage.substack.com/p/90-aw-sawman-frawd

• [fb32602] CS17 Sawyer’s Hand Signal - a Threat or an Order? https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/80-sawyer-handsign

• [fb32603] CS18 Conman Craig 1 Craig “Conman” Sawyer V4CR Admits No Child Rescues https://foxyfox.substack.com/p/cc-1-craig-conman-sawyer-v4cr-admits

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Feb 13 “different type of chat”

This was a different type of chat with ninoboxer about #V4CR’s mission, the #Epstein files and how the wicked attempt to stop us with fake accusations of association with HillaryClinton.

https://x.com/RealCraigSawyer/status/2022352559353287022

Interview

https://rumble.com/v75ounu-craig-sawman-sawyer-my-time-with-hillary-clinton-and-hunting-predators-2-13.html

2026 Feb 14 02.18am

2026 Feb 14 02.22am

Craig. 4 minutes later

2026 Feb 14 16.07 pm

2026 Feb 14 17.53 pm

https://x.com/RealCraigSawyer/status/2022730932797776152

2026 Feb 14 19.11 pm

https://x.com/RealCraigSawyer/status/2022750542074908833

To be more specific, Hillary Clinton and John McCain showed up with an inadequate security detail of only 2 men in a war zone where a full detail is warranted. They came into our ring of protection run by my Dept of State security detail.
So, John & Hillary came inside our area of operation and inside our physical ring of security for those meetings, but I was never assigned to them as their “personal bodyguard”.
The language of “personal bodyguard” was started by Holmseth with the malicious intent of destroying support for Veterans For Child Rescue (V4CR) which exposes and combats child trafficking in the USA via media exposure, investigations and sting operations with law enforcement, arresting child predators. We have a 100% conviction rate on our arrests.
The attempted association to Hillary by Holmseth is malicious defamation, due to the negative reputation Hillary has among American patriots.

2026 Feb 17 01.54 am

https://x.com/RealCraigSawyer/status/2023576714430083312

Dear pedophile protector, here’s your clickbait lord and savior, Holmseth, the sole source of all your filth, BUSTED faking death threats to himself, not only with bogus email addresses, but all from his own same IP ADDRESS

2026 Feb 17 18.58 pm

Weebly https://contralandmovie.weebly.com/

Appendix 1 Sawyer’s Tweets

2026 Feb 2

More tweets after Sawyer Return to Twitter

2026 Feb 3

2026 Feb 5

2026 Feb 10

couple of interviews, new mission War on Children

Appendix 2 Grok

Is the Tony Seruga Tweet an Accurate Summary?The tweet from TonySeruga (post ID: 2004895854487056794), dated December 27, 2025, states: “Craig Sawyer DID Run Security for Hillary Clinton” and notes that earlier bios and promotional materials highlighted security for high-profile figures like Clinton, but references were later removed from his current V4CR bio. It includes a meme image of Sawyer and Clinton in a heart labeled “CRAIG AND HILLS,” which appears satirical.This is an accurate, high-level summary of the Substack’s main thesis. It captures the security claim, bio discrepancies, and removal without delving into the fraud allegations or speculation. The thread includes replies defending and criticizing Sawyer, including from Sawyer himself, who dismisses the narrative as originating from a “fraud” source (Holmseth). The meme aligns with the post’s mocking tone toward Sawyer’s denials.

Yes, the Substack article’s main thesis—that Craig Sawyer did run security for Hillary Clinton—is correct, based on multiple biographical sources, archived records, and Sawyer’s own clarifications. havokjournal.com +2 Earlier versions of his Tactical Insider bio explicitly stated he led specialized security teams for clients including Clinton, John McCain, and Donald Rumsfeld, though these references were later removed or generalized in more recent iterations.foxyfox.substack.com +1 Sawyer has publicly denied being her “personal bodyguard” or long-term employee, attributing such claims to defamatory sources like Timothy Charles Holmseth, but he has acknowledged providing security for her during a 2005 visit to Iraq as part of his U.S. Department of State role.facebook.com +2 This confirms he did oversee her protection in that context, supporting the article’s core assertion despite his semantic distinctions.

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00:00 Introduction to Cognitive Control
00:53 Weaponizing Words and Language
03:07 Distorting and Simplifying Reality
05:28 Controlling the Total Environment
07:50 Building a Propaganda Toolkit
08:35 Offensive and Defensive Strategies
15:38 Twisting Perception of Reality
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18:14 Demonizing Opponents: Creating Moral Justifications
18:38 Artificial Highs: Manufactured Bliss
19:02 Wrapping Policies in Patriotism
19:21 Long Game Demoralization
19:50 End Game Moves: Locking Down Power
20:06 Divide and Conquer: Breaking Bonds
20:38 Raw Show of Force: Dictats and Flack
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22:18 Logical Manipulation Techniques
23:05 Framing Reality: The Power of Perception
24:40 Gaslighting: Undermining Confidence
25:13 Foot in the Door: The Psychology of Small Asks
26:28 Brute Force Tactics: Gish Gallop and Data Smokescreens
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